31 October 2006
I EVEN HV DIFFICULTY LIFTIN MY HAND.DUMB.STUPID MUSCLE ACHE.ARGHHH.TMR STILL HV NETBALL CARN.I TINK IM GONNA DROP DEAD ON E NETBALL COURT OR SMTH.LOL.ok.2dae was BORIN.went 4 some stress management thingy.stupid stuff happened.but aniwaes.it was slack.so crapped throughout wif yu jin.huiying.e teacher wasnt dat bad lah.den had some sun talk thingy.was late 4 it.haha.it was ok lah.but quite borin.i was sleepin liao.even more borin.CLE blah blah blah.crappin wif mabel.yu jin.huiying.we were irritatin each other.drawin on each other.blah blah blah.i was really sleepin durin dat.didnt eat lunch coz of drama nite auditions.didnt wanna puke or smth.it went quite smoothly.e judges were laughin like siao.dunnoe whether gd or bad.was in a bad mood.coz of ... so ate quite a lot.cup noodles.twisties.chips a more.i was quite bloated after dat.wanted 2 go shoppin but gave up e idea since i had no money.window shoppin is yuck.can look cannot buy.so torturous.waited 4 class t.it isnt dat bad lah.lol.S is SO BIG.sigh.juz hv 2 make do wif it loh.got chased around by kelly.zhen ling.yu jin.i dun like dat stupid duster ok.i was so tired lah.still wanted 2 'powder' my face wif dat dumb thing n makin me do bridges.wahhh.u ppl always bully me wan.haha.wanted 2 go hm den start rainin.stupid.nice zhen ling waited 4 me :D but her bus came first.sad.sat next 2 dis old lady on e bus.listenin 2 my music den i dozed off.i kept like knockin her.lol.den go 'sorry sorry' dumb.haha.quite a few times loh.so embarrasin.e lady was supposedly gettin off 1 stop b4 me since she requested 4 me 2 move wad.but she juz stood in front of e door.dots.den wen e bus started 2 move.she sat down.my turn 2 get down.she stood up.in front of e door.den i got down.n she didnt.weird.haha.aniwaes.was so super sleepy.came back n slept 4 2hrs.im still sleepy.still hv stupid ulcer.hai.my whole body is achin like siao.wonder how m i gonna play netball tmr.GO 103!!!WE CAN DO IT!!!haha ok.gonna slack although my head is gonna hit e table.lol.buhbye!HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! XD
9:56 PM; iloveu Y
30 October 2006
pracked my bridge at 1am N I FINALLY DID IT :))))))))) haha.ya.im siao.prackin so 'early'.parents came back in e mornin.got prezzies - necklaces.earrins.shirts.jeans XD love dem.lol.2dae was quite borin lah.viewed sl projects.healin of magic is so kool!!den seniors told us abt e geog-bio fieldtrip.its so so nice.I LOVE UK!!! XD lol.last was e tsunami closure.i had 2 hold some candle in front of e class while we observed 1 min of silence.my candle kept goin out lah.sad.after dat everyone ran 2 com lab 2 finish deir digital portfolio.deadline was supposed 2 b tmr but she extended it 2 fridae :) i lent 6 ppl my com loh.den i nv do at all.aiya nvm lah.stayed back 4 drama nite rehearsal.didnt eat lunch coz i was prackin my bridge.i didnt feel like eatin aniwae.hai.my bridge is full of probs.sad.aniwaes.nice ppl try 2 make do my cartwheel n it was horrible.my cartwheel was bleah.haven done it 4 like so long.luckily dun nid 2 do it 4 drama nite.pracked our dance.its nice!ZHEN LING.QIQI.PEIXIN.SER GIN.REBECCA.ANGELA.CHLOE.U ALL RAWK MAN!!!haha.den we let our hair down n danced like crazy wif e lights off 2 hey juliet.it so rawked.I LOVE UR DANCE MOVES ZHEN LING!!!lol.ya.qiqi n i culdnt do our bridge at e same time.i was faster.so zhen ling n renci helped us.renci didnt touch me at all.her hand was juz dere.ya.so i was doin e bridge.my fingertips sort of touched e ground.renci took her hand out.n i fell.plat.on e floor.chloe screamed.i didnt even see rencis hand come out lah.dunnoe y i juz fell.my head n back hurt like siao.after i heard dat 'piack' sound.i was tinkin.m i on e floor.stupid rite.ya i noe.its dumb.but ya.im ok.not so bad lah actually.i culd still do bridges after dat :D luckily i didnt hv concussion or break my bones or smth like dat.lol.parents fetched me.slept in e car.my head was spinnin.mayb i did too many bridges.haha.reached hm n slept again.watched 'so u tink u can dance'. dose ppl r so super pro lah.deir dance moves rawk man.ya.so almost slacked e whole dae.xcept 4 prackin my bridges.n my theory n piano is so gonna die.sad.shall go sleep early.nid all e energy tmr 4 drama nite auditions.hope i dun fall or smth.GO 103!!! WE CAN PERFORM 4 DRAMA NITE!!!haha ok.buhbye!
11:09 PM; iloveu Y
29 October 2006
))): I STILL HV STUPID MUSCLE ACHES!!! TMR GONNA DIE 4 REHEARSAL LAH.HAVEN EVEN PRAC MY BRIDGES YET.HAI. super bored 2dae.slept in e afternoon.my sister went 2 e zoo wif my baby couzin.den had dinner 2gether.stupid rain lah.so heavy.i didnt close my windows b4 leavin e house lah.luckily my room wasnt flooded.lol.slacked e whole weekend.still haven finished theory n pracked piano yet.sad.aiya.chiong tmr lah.hai.got ulcer in my mouth.haven had it 4 ages.haiyo.seriously hope i can do bridges tmr lah.stupid stupid muscle ache.parents comin back soon.hope i get loads of prezzies XD aniwaes.go slack liao.buhbye!
10:31 PM; iloveu Y
28 October 2006
so bored.i wan my hols!!!aniwaes.not much 2 blog abt.juz dat suddenly no electricity in e house.den we fixed it.e thingy came out.lol.MY WHOLE BODY IS ACHIN LOH.ESPECIALLY MY NECK.STOMACH.LEGS.i tink i pulled a muscle or smth.lol.i cant even lie down properly lah.hope no more muscle ache tmr.haha ok.slackin.buhbye!
10:57 PM; iloveu Y
27 October 2006
DRAMA NITE RAWKS!!!YAY!!!103 RAWKS!!!hahaha.aniwaes.e dance was kool man.THANK YOU ZHENLING!!!U RAWK GAL!!!lol.seriously.e dance was so nice.QIQI.PEIXIN.SERGIN.ANGELA.REBECCA.U ALL RAWK TOO!!!hahaha.aniwaes.my whole body is achin like siao.i tink my back broke or smth.did so many bridges.hai.muz prac loh.zhenling.kelly.renci.u ppl r pro man.i probably will nv master dat.i will probably fall n break my bones or smth.lol.qiqi.i guess ur back broke too.lol.E SKIT RAWKS!!! haha.kelly.renci.u both were so pro.drama nite is gonna b so fun!go 103!!!ok.so after prackin 4 drama nite.went 2 play netball.played wif 109 4 like less den 5 mins n we had 2 end e game.sad.we were not allowed 2 play netball btween 11 -3.haha.so went 2 do my digital portfolio in e com lab.placed my bag next 2 e com.den my hp was switched on.my sister went n sent me sms lah.it was so loud.stupid.luckily i didnt get booked :D aiya.i will probably fail my portfolio aniwae.so ya.everyones is like so nice.n i dun really hv e mood 2 put in effort so ya.fail loh.so msned instead.i didnt eat breakfast n recess lah.was prackin dat dance thingy.so was super hungry loh.den qiqi.kelly.yu jin.still dun wanna go.finally left at 2.but yu jin stayed 2 do her portfolio.kelly was supposed 2 wait 4 her.but she left w/o tellin her.lol.so kelly went 2 take her bag frm class so i go toilet loh.den i tot i heard zhen lings voice mah.den wen i came out i saw renci.weird.den i walk out of the toilet den kelly.zhen ling scared me lah.so mean.wahhh.haha.but it was funny lah.so took bus 2 far east.n we were crappin abt how loud i talk.lol.ya.i talk super loudly w/o realisin :) ate at kfc.i was havin gastric liao loh.stupid.aniwaes.yu jin came halfway.hahaha.qiqi left first coz she nid 2 go prac her piano.so guai.lol.ya.spent quite a long time at kfc.den go far east 2 look 4 sm hp thingy dat kelly wanted 2 buy.but she didnt buy it in e end.so went 2 grandparents house at abt 3+.so sleepy dat i slept 4 1+ hrs dere.so ya.nth much happened after dat.hmm.i shall start prackin my bridge tmr.but i aint gonna do 15 sit-ups per day.lol.im still very scared lah.hai.my parents r not happy wif my results loh :( aiya.nvm lah.go watch tv n slack liao.buhbye!EVERYONES HAVIN HOLS EXCEPT ME :((
9:27 PM; iloveu Y
26 October 2006
cant get 2 sleep so i shall blog abt 2dae :) ok.2dae was horrible but fun.i was seriously abused n tortured by kelly.yu jin.zhen ling.i hv bruises all over me lah.especially my head.it has been whacked hundreds of times.by flowers.(dose big metal wire 1) vanguard sheets.hands.ive also been poked.pulled.pushed.beaten.aiya.it was terrible lah.my whole body achin now loh.ouch.n seriously.y r u all so so obsessed wif WHEELS.n im not dat despo ok.haiyo.1 more week.1 more week n i wun b tortured by u ppl animore.my poor head ah.i tink my brain reduced in size.lol.my belt almost broke lah.all thanks 2 yu jin.haha.zhen ling helped me fix it but it still might break anitime.thank you!oh ya.n my shoelaces.ur r so mean.yu jin hold me down.den kelly pulled out my shoelaces.zhen ling tied knots wif dem.hai.seriously cant stand sittin next 2 u all.aiya.but ur also quite nice lah hor.i cry den u comfort me XD so ya.it was a dreadful day.but it was quite fun lah.wif all e teasin.jokin.crappin.bullyin.blah blah blah.lol.so ya.after dat.nid 2 go grandparents house 2 eat dinner.so had 2 take mrt loh.den it started 2 rain so heavily.no choice i didnt want 2 wet my physics pt so stayed in sch.i didnt eat breakfast n lunch loh.gobbled down my recess.i was so late lah.so super hungry loh.ate 2 packets of barbercue roller coaster.1 packet of barbercue lays.1 cup of seafood cup noodles.haha.sounds funny.tze gek was like u eat so much ah.hahaha.but aniwaes.huiying n tze gek stayed back wif me.haha.2 wait 4 e rain 2 stop lah.ser yee n jia yi went off coz parents fetch.not fair.haha.e 3 of us were crappin abt goong which randomly linked 2 models.lol.but ya.finally e rain stopped.but i was still eatin.haha.ya.i eat super slowly.finally finished.ran 4 105.huiying changed her mind abt goin 2 far east.so i went alone.sad.haha.bought stuff 4 my sisters.hope dey will like it.haha.so shopped 4 1h++.den listened 2 music while walkin 2 e mrt station.juz missed e train.so waited 4 e next 1.e next train was terminatin at yishun.i tot aiya.sembawang after yishun.nvm wan lah.so stupid rite.i was so blur.lol.ya.so boarded e train.i was listenin 2 music.den sleepy mah.so dozed off.it was suddenly quite noisy loh.so i awoke.yishun.everyone was leavin.i was like.huh?haven reached sembawang ah.eh.how come everyone leavin.den aiya.i also go out loh.luckily i woke up lah.while waitin.it started 2 rain.stupid rain.hai.3 mins later.train arrived.i was lookin at e screen n it said.do not board e train.next train 2 mins.n everyone was like boardin it lah.i was like erm.wad 2 do ah.so i juz boarded it as well loh.weird screen.next stop was sembawang.got off n realised i actually 4got how 2 walk 2 my grandparents house.it was drizzlin.aiya.lazy 2 take out umbrella.so walked in e rain.it was quite light lah.so aga aga walk loh.phew.correct leh.but i dunnoe which block n storey.shucks.my hp was dead as well.aniwaes.aiya go dere den see how lah.so i carried on walkin loh.den yay!my grandmother n baby couzin were playin downstairs.so lucky me loh.haha.ya.nth much happened after dat.so ya.e dae was quite interestin.i tink i must hv lost my memory n bcame more blur due 2 all e whackin of my head!!nah.juz kiddin.im naturally blur n 4getful :D hai.past midnite liao.aiya.go sleep liao lah.buhbye!
11:48 PM; iloveu Y
HAI.YA.DID BADLY 4 MY EOYS.IT WAS EXPECTED ANIWAE.well.my gd subs all deproved while my bad subs all improved.crap.eng - it totally exceeded my xpectations :)) despite not sleepin e nite b4.compo n compre were both quite ok lah.at least much higher den i tot it wuld b.mayb i shuld not sleep b4 my xams next time.lol.chi - dun even wanna talk abt it.its so damn freakin low.compre was bad enuff.i tot dat my compos wuld pull up my marks since my compos has always been quite gd.nv did i xpect my compo 2 b out of point.wad e hell.out of point leh.n its not even e letter writin loh.its my actual compo.at least if my letterwritin fail i wun b so sad wad.damn it.cried like siao.haha.muz hv looked damn stupid.i totally culdnt hold back my tears loh.dey juz flowed like crazy.hai.damn it chinese.hist - 1 of my worst subs also improved :)) amazingly.haha.i barely studied loh.only started e nite b4.n only read thru a few pgs of notes.culdnt even memorise dem properly loh.aniwaes.did pretty ok lah.mayb i shuld consider takin history in sec 3.lol.lit - worst sub also improved :)) e previous nite i juz read thru miracle worker only.den i was so scared lah.my answers were so much shorter den e rest.but luckily it exceeded my xpectations :))) sub dat im most happy wif XDgeog - aiya.ok lah.at least i passed.it was xpected aniwae.i barely studied 4 it.my best sub bcame 1 of my worst subs.hai.nvm loh.pass can liao.math - ok lah.improved.but still damn low.i rote my answer loh.it was correct somemore.i juz nv rite workin only wad.i no time so nv rite loh.like dat also dun give me marks.stupid.quite happy wif math pt.although it wasted me quite a lot of black ink.my background was black.n i had like 10 slides.hai.but i guess it was worth it.physics - passed.haha.i really tot i wuld fail dis 1.i totally cannot understand physics.e pt was really last min loh.but aiya.still passed.mep - was xpected lah.quite ok.passed all 4 tests.aiya.i hate 2 memorise stuff so ethnic music juz pass only loh.piano analysis was so much better.practical was ok.harmony was e best.aiya.its wad im learnin now mah.so im most familiar wif dat loh.duh it will b e best.hai.overall.i did ok lah.but still a little disappointed.i didnt put in enuff effort mah.so e results r xpected.aiya.nvm lah.i passed all subs :)) ok.wanna go sleep liao.buhbye!
9:40 PM; iloveu Y
25 October 2006
GETTIN EOY RESULTS TMR!!!AHHH!!!TOTALLY FREAKIN OUT!!!haha.ya.im very nervous.aniwaes.2dae was quite borin.woke up at 1 pm.pretty late hor.den ate lunch n pracked piano 4 3h.finally managed 2 play e sinfonia quite fluently.used com.eat dinner.watch tv.den went 4 piano lesson.composition is so so hard lah.so much stuff 2 take note of.how can i ever pass.so muz start memorisin liao loh.hai.my pieces were quite ok.now nid 2 hv more expression.blah blah blah.haha.dats 1 thin i can nv do properly.aniwaes.ya.watchin tv.usin com.smsin.now.haha.multi-taskin XD ahhh.tmr.aiya.nvm lah.wadeva e result.i tried my best :) juz hope dat i passed all subs.hopefully i did.lol.ok.2daes borin.tmr still muz stay back.sad.but after dat go couzinz house.not so bad lah.go slack liao.buhbye!
10:44 PM; iloveu Y
24 October 2006
P-I-S-S-E-D.hai.grandparents brought us out 4 lunch.den nid 2 park car mah.but no parkin lot.so waited loh.den dis car was leaving.but dis silver car shot in front of us.n wanted 2 snatch e lot frm us.HELLO?!WE SAW E LOT FIRST?!den an old man came out of e car.he was fat n had a big belly.he stood next 2 e lot.stupid rite.even better.hes wife came out.pink blouse.pink skirt.pink shoes.pink handbag.so damn pink lah.n ya she was fat.she too stood next 2 e lot.but e black car didnt want 2 leave.so she went peekin into hes car.so dumb loh.den she bent down 2 look at our car plate.damn lame lah she.e black car still wuldnt budge.so e old man stood next 2 e lot while e old lady walked around 2 look 4 empty parkin lots.she kept starin at our car lah.idiot.finally e car left.e old mans daughter-in-law came down.my grandfather zoomed in front.n both cars tried 2 squeeze in.e daughter-in-law was shakin her head.e old man was damn damn idiotic.he stood in front of e lot.opened his legs n stretch out his hand.wad e hell.stupid idiot.hes son almost scratched our car lah.so my grandfather let dem hv e lot loh.aniwae.another car left so we took e other lot.idiots lah.who cares.had quite a nice lunch.n we met dem again while eatin our lunch.not all of dem juz e daughter-in-law.culdnt see e rest though.who cares.hope dey had stomachache after eatin deir lunch.or fall into e drain while walkin.wadeva.'MAGGOT INFESTED IDIOTS!' quoted frm peixin :D after lunch.couldnt see deir car.mayb it got stolen or smth.lol.guess dey left earlier den us loh.but dey r so damn irritain.aiya.heck care lah.den wanted 2 go watch movie.i spent 1h convincin huiying 2 go.1 entire h leh!den wen she finally agreed.e stupid rain came.it rained so damn heavily dat my grandparents didnt let me go.ya.huiying was happy.aniwaes.damn it stupid dae.i shall go vent my anger on e piano.argh.hope e rest of e dae wuld b better.ya.idiotic dae rite.hai.n now e rain is not so heavy.damn it.stupid rain.stupid ppl.spoil my hol.damn it.damn it.aniwaes.shall go vent my anger liao.ARGH.
3:00 PM; iloveu Y
23 October 2006
B-O-R-E-D.ya.seriously.but aiya better den havin exams so i shall b contented :) my parents went 2 Shanghai.hmm.dunnoe whether 2 consider it a blessin or a curse.BLESSIN bcoz no one 2 nag nag nag.no one 2 scold me straight after i get my EOY results back.coz dey will still b overseas but will see it aniwae wen dey come back.so i still hv a few days 2 b mentally prepared.lol.basically no one 2 scold me wen i stay up late.watch too much tv.use too much com.go out 4 too long.spend too much money.ya.n i get prezzies XD loads of dem i hope.lol.ya n blah blah blah.CURSE bcoz no one 2 give me money 2 spend so i will hv 2 stick wif all dat i hv.sadly $30++ 2 last me until next mon.hopefully i can borrow some frm my sisters if i spend dem all.aiya.but mayb i wun even use it :D no transport as well.hai.so ya.BLESSIN/CURSE.but my grandparents comin over 2 look after me n my sisters lah.so ya.still will hv some naggin.so aniwaes.woke up at 11.30.used com 4 quite long.its beginnin 2 get borin liao.pracked piano 4 a while but gave up.sent parents off.went 2 cousins house.used labtop.watched tv.played wif baby cousin.back hm usin com.LOL.e dae was ok lah but rather borin.I WANNA WATCH MOVIES N GO SHOPPIN!!! haha.my piano sucks now lah.so does my theory.random hor.haha.but aniwaes.my teacher wants me 2 take theory in march.die lah.rushin thru e syllabus.hai.try my best loh.i doubt i will score a distinction dis time.aniwaes.gonna watch tv :D hopefully i will b able 2 finish my theory n prack piano well by wed.MUZ CONCENTRATE!!! haha.but i really love slackin loh.i play piano also anihow play wan.play all my fav songs.e exam pieces as well as e other songs r so hard 2 master loh.especially SINFONIAS BY J.S. BACH!!! i really wonder how long does he take 2 compose 1 loh.so hard 2 learn.i really give up.but dey sound really nice! aiya.guess i cannot play all dose hard hard songs.shall stick 2 my easy easy ones :D mendelssohns songs r nice.but nid loads of expression.haha.but dey r really really kool loh.loads of emotions woven in a piece.beethovens r complicated.but nice too! aiya.all songs r nice but really hard to learn XD so ya.shall go do my theory liao.but watch tv first :)) buhbye!!
9:49 PM; iloveu Y
22 October 2006
i actually woke up early 2dae.lol.9.30.aiya quite late but ya.its rather early 4 me.went shoppin 2dae.stupid rain.but luckily orchard no rain :)) bought 4 pairs of ankle socks n a necklace.sadly didnt manage 2 convince my mum 2 buy a pair of shoes 4 me.wanted 2 buy a bag.but someone else bought it already wen we went back.hai.but aniwaes.ate crab 4 dinner.it was nice lah.but my hair was flyin in my face.so irritatin.haha.smth really pissed me off 2dae.pls lah.ur taste n preferences r so damn diff frm mine.we r like worlds apart.duh.so stop commentin on wad i like coz ull nv like dem.
aniwaes.saw dis on peixins blog.hilarious.so ya.shall post it :D thanks peixin!A - Damn good kisserB - Good all around person.C - You're wild & crazy.D - You have one of the best personalities ever.E - You have a nice assF - People totally adore you.G - You never let people tell you what to do.H - You have a very good personality and looks.I - You get hyper easily.J - Everyone loves you.K - You like to try new things.L - You live to have fun.M - Success comes easily to you.N - You are absolutely beautiful.O - You're an awesome person.P - You are popular with all types of people.Q - You are a hypocrite.R - Sexy!S - Easy to fall in love with.T - You're loyal to those you love.U - You really like to chill.V - You are not judgemental.W - You are very broad minded.X - You never let people tell you what to do.Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.Z - You're a little too hard to find.
G - You never let people tell you what to do. [like duh.haha.but mayb if u tell me nicely i may consider listenin 2 u :)]R - Sexy! [dots.]A - Damn good kisser [ERM ... ]C - You're wild & crazy. [lol.ya.sometimes XD]E - You have a nice ass [errr]LOL.so ya.funny rite.haha.go try it lah.hv a gd laugh :) ok.go slack liao.buhbye!! XD
8:15 PM; iloveu Y
21 October 2006
lol.slept 4 16hrs 2dae.long rite.haha.not much 2 blog abt.im sort of pissed rite now.can u not interfere in my life.i noe its damn slack but its my life.e life ive always wanted 2 live.aniwae.dis shall not affect my mood.i shall remain HAPPY.afterall exams r over :) ok.shall go slack.buhbye!
10:35 PM; iloveu Y
20 October 2006
YAY!!!EOYS R FINALLY OVER!!!AT LAST!!!LOL.OK IM SIAO.math paper was stupid lah.i totally didnt noe how 2 do dat question so i guessed e answer.juz put e stupid answer dere without ani workin.i didnt even hv time 2 check e paper loh.n e teacher kept walkin back n forth in front of me lah.so distractin.hai.nvm.its over.i shall not bother abt it :D WENT SHOPPIN FRM 11 - 4 XD haha.goin again tmr n probably on monday.yay!!! I LOVE SHOPPIN!!! IT RAWKS MY LIFE!!! lol.ok.bought 4 earrins n 1 necklace.i wanted 3 more pairs of earrins, 2 shirts n many more lah.shall brin my mum dere 2 buy 4 me tmr :)) heehee.but sadly.i dun tink i can walk animore.my legs feel as though dey hv dropped off.haha.weird expression but ya.dey r achin like siao.but nvm it was worth it XD haha. THANK YOU HUIYING 4 pei-in me 4 so long.i noe u really were gonna faint.lol.THANK YOU!!!u shuld buy more stuff next time ok.everytime go out wif u im like always e 1 buyin stuff.lol.ok.reached hm at 7.luckily my mum wasnt back yet.haha.i told her i will b back by 6.went 2 quite a number of places [sch - far east - orchard - wisma - bugis - tiong bahru - clementi - hm] :)) kool rite.hahaha.but i still dun like shoppin in sch-u.ppl juz give me dat weird look.aniwaes.I STILL LOVE SHOPPIN!! :))))) lol.ok.read frm zhen ling's blog dat e world trade center movie was so touchin dat zhen ling.joy.wingyan.huiqing.qiqi.peixin.mabel cried.awwww.haha.i wanna watch movie too!!!i wanna shop!!!IM FREE!!!NO MORE EOYS!!!IM REALLY SIAO BUT YA.I LOVE E FREEDOM I HV NOW!!!IT TOTALLY RAWKS!!!hmm.how shuld i spend my hols.SHOPPIN;SLACKIN;SLEEPIN!!!MY FAV WAYS OF SPENDIN MY HOLS!!!!but soon it will b over loh.n i will b a sec two liao.but i shall not tink abt it :)) but seriously dis 1 year really passed very fast.much faster den i tot it wuld.lol.I LOVE 103!!! haha.I LOVE MY LIFE!!!I LOVE MYSELF!!! XD dun mind my egoness :)
8:19 PM; iloveu Y
19 October 2006
geog was CRAP.totally.definetely gonna flunk it man.so damn sleepy lah.so heck care.slept during geog.i really really wonder how do ppl write so damn freakin long answers lah.wadeva.so pissed wif myself.aniwaes.i shall sleep super duper early 2dae.regardless of whether i finish studyin my math.its totally no use muggin loh.wads e use of stayin up late n tryin 2 cram all e info into ur head.stupid.last paper.finally.totally not lookin 4ward 2 next week.bombard us wif all our papers on 1 dae.hai.gonna let my hair down tmr.totally.cant stand it animore.slept at 4.damn it.shall slack.consider studyin later.ok.shall end here.103 GD LUCK 4 MATH EOY TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
10:26 AM; iloveu Y
18 October 2006
so so sleepy lah.lit was crap.wadeva i wrote juz didnt make sense but ya.its e longest crap dat ive ever written.haha.but compared 2 others.mine was juz 1/4 of deirs.i really dunnoe how 2 rite as long as time.seriously dey seem 2 rite non-stop.lol.history was not as bad as i thought.my hands r totally achin frm all dat writin.slept 4 e last 10 mins :D gonna die 4 geog tmr.read thru my notes twice n still nothin went into my head.i shall attempt again 2dae :) still hv piano lesson 2nite.hai.no time 2 study n im still slackin.lol.cant wait 4 fridae loh.im so so so goin shoppin on fridae no matter wad.lol.aniwaes.had an xtremely nice lunch 2dae.im so so full.haha.my mum picked me frm sch n brought me n my sisters 2 a restaurant 4 lunch :)) best lunch i had dis week although i sort of skipped dem.lol.ok shall go n study now.i dun wanna sleep as late as yesterday.2 am loh.crap.im lackin loads of sleep.im really really gonna catch up on it after EOYS.i seriously look like a panda.haha.ppl actually thought i was cryin or smth.after sch.wen i was sittin at e foyer.talkin 2 kelly.amanda walked past and she was like 'r u cryin?' haha.den i replied 'no?' den she laughed n said 'haha ok.buhbye!!' haha.shes so cute.yay!my instructor 4 guitar next year.such a nice senior.always so bubbly.haha.always say hi 2 me XD lol.ok.i shall start studyin now.although i really really dun wan 2.i still hv dat stupid stomachache which comes n goes.stupid.haha ok.enough of crap.buhbye!!103 GD LUCK 4 GEOG EOY TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
2:01 PM; iloveu Y
17 October 2006
I FINISHED MY CHINESE COMPOS!!!lol.ya.still had 10 mins 2 check XD letter writin was crap lah.both compos were short.but at least i finished :D chinese compre was so hard!!! i actually STONED 4 15 mins without knowin.AHHH.rushed thru e paper like siao.haha.luckily finished juz on time.wads e prob wif kelly n yu jin lah.haiyo.so obsessed wif wheels horrr.lol.zhen ling ah.track take up a lot of time lehh.but i shall CONSIDER :) actually i wan 2 take track as 2nd cca wan loh.since now i dun hv jap.but den hor.it means i will hv 2 cut down on my slackin time lehh.haha.ok lah.i shall tink abt it XD ok.shall slack 4 a while den study lit n hist later :) buhbye!!103 GD LUCK 4 LIT N HIST EOYS TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
1:37 PM; iloveu Y
16 October 2006
hmm.eng was ok lah.juz dat i was sleepin while doin it.lol.rachel n kelly were like 'GRACE WAS SLEEPIN U NOE!!!' haha.aniwae.juz too sleepy lah.cant believe i actually had time 2 check my compo.so weird lah.suddenly had stomachache but den now ok already lah.hope it doesnt come back.ok i shall sleep early 2nite.i nid loads of energy 4 chinese.I MUZ FNISH ON TIME!!! lol.ok.shall slack a while den study geog n do my theory :D buhbye!103 GD LUCK 4 HCL EOY TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
1:56 PM; iloveu Y
15 October 2006
ok.gonna sleep now.very early lehh.somemore i slept 4 10hrs 2dae.haha.ok.not much 2 blog abt.I HELPED 2 PPL PATCH UP XD yay!! lol.ok.tried 2 study geog but couldnt get anithin into my head.i shall attempt again some other day.aniwaes.so sad loh.cannot meet up wif my couzinz.but had sort of a long chat on e phone.haha.ok.buhbye!103 GD LUCK 4 ENG EOY TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
11:00 PM; iloveu Y
14 October 2006
yay!!! i slept 4 13hrs XD frm 1130 - 1230 haha.ok.not much 2 blog abt.i hv been studyin hist but den not much lah.since im not really concentratin.haha.more watchin tv.sleepin.listenin 2 music n usin com :D ok.i shall get back 2 studyin hist.buhbye!
7:57 PM; iloveu Y
13 October 2006
slept at 3am.ahhh.still could not memorise bio stuff.it totally wasnt goin into my head.hai.was so so sleepy lahh.was nearly late 4 assembly but managed 2 not b booked :) geog was ok.luckily she didnt call me.i was nearly dozin off lah.eng was funny.but actually shes quite nice lah.compared 2 my math teacher whom i totally dislike.bio!!! it was ok lah.although i had 2 guess quite a bit.but aniwae.its over n i tried my best.i slept so late ok!!haha.ya.so nvm lah.history was ok.copied n copied notes.wonder how m i ever gonna finish readin dat entire pile of notes.no assembly.had 2 clean our class.it looks so empty.ppl surroundin me r lunatics.especially KELLY n YU JIN!!! keep teasin me.lol.seriously lah.haha.but nvm lah.its quite funny.but dun overdo it horrr.haha.aniwaes.slackin 2dae.mayb doin my theory 2nite.shall start studyin tmr XD buhbye!
4:38 PM; iloveu Y
12 October 2006
IM BACK 2 MYSELF XD ya.everythings over.i shall blog a bit abt yesterday.vented my anger by doodlin durin RS.tried 2 keep myself awake durin geog so doodled n played wif a stick.dumb rite.lol.had bio fa.i flunked it.it was expected lah.chinese was ok.haiyo.im not dat fashionable n trendy lah.com studs was fun!nv knew dat spammin ppls blogs wuld b so cool.lol.ok den ya.u-noe-wad happened.went hm had piano lesson.finally my pieces werent dat bad :D finally finished readin e miracle worker.lol.so slow rite.everyone finished it ages ago.i fell asleep wif e com on n my chinese hw incomplete.yay!i slept at 12.30 n i didnt sleep in class 2dae!!! :)) its an achievement loh.lol.ok.maths was ok lah.we had dis sort of mock test thingy wich i totally failed coz i culdnt remember e formulas.so ya.muz go n study!!!mep was ok.im quite satisfied wif my results although dey arent dat gd but ya.i slept so late bcoz of mep loh.n so ya.i tried my best.n im happy wif my results :) THANK YOU ZHEN LING N RENCI 4 E D N T PUZZLE PIECE THINGY.ITS SO NICE!!IT RAWKS!!! THANK YOU !!! finished my instrument n it looks ok lah.haha.lit was funny.amazingly dis is e first time i didnt sleep durin his lesson.haha.watched e miracle worker in black n white.peixin n i were tryin 2 imitate e way dey acted it.lol.chinese was ok.haha.she still doesnt get e hangman part.lol.aniwaes.brought back all my stuff :)) nv knew dere was so much.ok shall go revise bio liao.eoy tmr.buhbye!103 GD LUCK 4 BIO EOY TMR!!! JIA YOU!!!
5:33 PM; iloveu Y
11 October 2006
history repeated itself ... n 2dae was erm worst ... i sort of lost control of my emotions ... but ya ... everythins sort of fine now ... i was very blue 2dae ... i shall cheer up tmr ... THANK YOU 103 4 ur encouragements :)) it really helps!! i muz start muggin liao ... try my best ... n i guess it will b fine ... cant wait 4 next friday ... but frm now till den ... i shall not sms anione ... n i shall cut down on my msn time ... i will TRY ok ... so ya ... its sort of impossible but ill try :D sighh ... im so sleepy ... slept at 3 dis mornin coz doin compo ... oh ya ... dat reminds me ... i hv loads of hw ... so buhbye ...
6:03 PM; iloveu Y
10 October 2006
slept at 2 dis morn ... n seriously i was sleepin durin class ... 2dae was quite ok except 4 ya u-noe-wad ... im gonna die 4 EOYS aniwae ... so ya ... 4get it ... u cant help me no matter how hard u try ok ... its simply useless ... juz leave me alone ... i can settle it myself ... i know ur tryin ur best 2 help me overcome dis ordeal ... n i understand ur good intentions ... but it isnt gonna work at all ... it so isnt ... juz give me up ... im hopeless ... i cannot change ...'U DUN HV 2 GO THRU ALL DIS ALONE ... UR NOT FIGHTIN E BATTLE ALONE ... WE CAN HELP U ... DUN U WANNA B LOVED ...'
10:19 PM; iloveu Y
09 October 2006
slept at 2 dis mornin.lol.was doin kang jie's autograph bk :)) DRAMA RAWKED!!!sadly we wun hv animore drama lessons :( it was so fun!!!haha.i still tink i sounded a bit robotic but ya.its over.lol.was late 4 pe again.raced wif hui ying 2 e netball court :)) i can run fast ok!lol.aniwaes.last pe lesson tmr.haiyo.hui ying.i shuld really zip ur mouth up sometimes.haha.kiddin.hope he doesnt defend me tmr.or else im really gonna drop dead.so tirin runnin 2 get e ball lah.but overall.it was fun.sadly i cannot bounce e ball!!lol.bio was cool.all e organisms we made looked SO CUTE!!!haha.she was so impressed.oh ya.nid 2 study bio later.chinese was ok lah.i actually SLEPT while doin some revision thingy.peixin was starin at me wif her eyes wide open.lol.amazinly wen she did dat.a few secs later i woke up.lol.'were u sleepin?!?!' 'haha.ya.' 'how do u sleep wif ur eyes open?ur a fish ah?!?!' 'lol.i did?i didnt noe.den how did u noe i was sleepin?' 'coz ur eyes were red n teary.freaky' haha.e con was smth 2 dat extent lah.but i was really sleepy.cle was slack n fun.but it was rather lame.huiying n i were crappin e whole way thru.lol.ya.we were late 4 history.but he didnt mind.i finally paid attention n learnt smth!!haha.nid 2 study history later.sighh.drawin com stayed back 4 class banner.we juz dipped e banner in purple paint lah.n zhen ling actually dotted my face wif purple paint!!!!ARGH!haha.oh ya.n dey were puttin styrofoam all over me.kelly even put some into my blouse.sick rite.i was jumpin n jumpin n styrofoam was like droppin n droppin.ok sounds wrong.lol.dey almost poured purple paint on me as well.haha.but it was fun lah.i was screamin like siao.lol.ok reached hm rather late so i shall b a gd gal n start studyin now XD buhbye!!
5:58 PM; iloveu Y
08 October 2006
spent 1 hr doin 1/2 of my theory yesterday so slept at 4am ... woke up at 1030 ... caught a bit of sleep while studyin history ... read a bit ... den sleep a bit ... lol ... read IRRELEVANT HISTORY STUFF until 8 plus wen chloe called me ... den i realised i had spent my entire day readin CRAP ... sigh ... aniwaes finished all my theory ... tmr muz really REVISE BIO N HISTORY N PRAC MY PIANO !!! haha ... dis weekend has been really.erm.COOL.haha ... it was a mixture of feelings lah ... gloomy ... pissed ... blue ... angry ... hatred ... happiness ... lol ... aniwaes ... i learnt quite a bit frm it XD ITS FINALLY OVER :) so juz relax n mug 4 EOYS lah ... time can heal e pain ... n U ALL ARENT DAT BAD U NOE ... haha ... ok ... u get e idea ... supposed 2 cry thru out e entire drama pt tmr ... i noe i cant ... so i decided 2 use ONIONS ... haha ... stupid rite ... but ya ... its only 2 help me cry 4 e 1st part ... e rest is up 2 me n my emotions !! haha ... ok ... i hope everythin will run smoothly tmr ... i shall sleep early 2nite :)) so ya ... buhbye !!
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11:56 PM; iloveu Y
slept 4 3 hrs in e afternoon ... hopin 2 b able 2 concentrate on my hw wen i wake up but i was so wrong ... i was even more distracted ... feel like juz smashin dis com ... aniwae ... 2day was very gloomy ... i shall not mention y ... mayb its bcoz of e haze ... but ya ... some things r juz meant 2 b left alone ... so juz let nature take it course ... time can heal everythin ... sighh ... im sleepin late again bcoz i didnt manage 2 finish my hw in e afternoon ... i hv 2 study bio + history,do my eng compo + theory n PRAC MY PIANO ... i hv seriously been neglectin my piano ... it totally sux ... every week i go 2 my teacher n tell her i barely practised ... n she will help me wif it durin e lesson ... den again i tell her i didnt practised ... n she will help me wif it again ... it juz goes on n on ... dat feelin is so horrible ... everytime i play e piano ... i will b playin anithin but e pieces im supposed 2 prac ... y cant i juz concentrate ... stupid me ... i so wanted 2 finish my theory n compo by 2day ... hopefully i wuld still hv time 2 study a bit of bio ... but wad did i do?! NOTHIN! i watched tv, slept n used msn 4 like so bloody long ... i juz finished my compo ... n tmr history will repeat itself again ... i will hv no time 2 study ... my life sux like shit ... i suck like shit ... wadeva ... im juz a hopeless idiot ...
2:35 AM; iloveu Y
07 October 2006
slept at 1 without doin ani work at all ... slacked e entire nite ... 2day muz chiong again ... ya i noe im gonna fail all my subjects if i carry on like dat ... but dis is how I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE ... i hv lost my fightin spirit bcoz i noe i will definetely lose dis battle ... so wads e point of havin it aniwae ... JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ok ... I CAN NEVER EVER GET E RESULTS U WAN ... IM NOT A GENIUS OK ... unlike some ppl in my class ... i dun hv e heart 2 concentrate animore ... i noe ur concerned but its useless ok ... I HAVE CHANGED ... u cant help me ... no one can ... no one truly understands ... JUZ LET GO OF ME N SET ME FREE ... I WAN E FREEDOM 2 LIVE LIFE MY WAY
12:00 PM; iloveu Y
06 October 2006
yay!finally 1 day whereby i slept b4 2am.i slept at 1 :)) but bcoz of dat i didnt do my hw.lol.so rushed it in e mornin.2day was okay lah.i was sort of stonin while talkin 2 peixin so e teacher called me 2 answer question.dunnoe y i was slow n took erm quite a long time 2 respond.haha.but ya.i was very distracted.maths was lame as usual.i juz cant seem 2 remember e formulas n wad ever she says juz doesnt go into my head.english was quite ok.not really much 2 comment on.history was slack.we watched a video n i actually fell asleep.hall assembly was stupid.i was doodlin n a teacher caught me n asked 4 my class.blah blah.wadeva.bio fa.i finally finished my organism :)) now muz finish my profile.n im done wif dat project.drama pt rawks!! i finally can engage myself with e character XD sadly i still cant cry on e spot.but ill TRY 2 make myself cry :) CHLOE.PEIXIN.YU JIN.DAPHNE.U ALL RAWK!!haha.its gonna b so fun on monday!!im gonna slack 2nite n hopefully sleep early :)) buhbye!!
8:51 PM; iloveu Y
05 October 2006
breakin down ... i cant take it animore ... slept at 3 dis mornin ... n I TOTALLY SCREWED MEP ... i was studyin like siao n nothin went into my head ... i got so fed up dat i decided 2 go 2 sleep ... i tried again 2 digest my mep file in sch but it was hopeless ... IF I CAN PASS DIS TESTS ... I WOULD B ABLE 2 FLY ... aniwaes ... i was totally stonin durin e tests ... i was already freakin out b4 e tests lah ... i almost wanted 2 cry ... so 2 cheer myself up ... durin e test ... i was hummin my fav songs 2 myself :)) lame but ya ... it cheered me up ... haha ... i tried my best ... i sacrificed so much 4 dis test ... so ya ... if i fail ... den mayb i shuld quit mep afterall ... bio was quite fun ... we were bein e digestive system ... foolin around ... ya ... eng was ok ... nothin much happened ... oh ya ... dat reminds me ... i still hv a summary 2 do later ... chinese ... Y M I ALWAYS ASSOCIATED WIF _ _ _ _ ... Y?!?!?! i tink every teacher noes abt dis lah ... sighh ... everytime it comes to dat topic ... u all will b like 'GRACE ... ' aniwaes ... SORRY BIO GRP PPL (tze gek.kang jie.kelly.yu jin.yun shu.fuxin.peixin) 4 NOT HELPIN U ALL ... i was erm ... doin smth quite important ... ya ... SORRY !!! stayed in sch until 6 4 no reason ... slacked like siao ... sighh ... i still hv 2 do my bio organism,bio organism profile,bio pyramid as well as my summary ... i shall TRY 2 SLEEP EARLIER 2day coz i really really really really really nid MORE SLEEP or else im gonna DIE ... so ya ... bye ...
9:30 PM; iloveu Y
04 October 2006
ok.im super duper sleepy.n i tink i wun even b able 2 sleep 2nite :(( i was sleepin b4 pledge-takin n zhen ling had 2 wake me up.bad zhen ling.nah.kiddin.n everyone said my eyes were super small.n crapped dat i cannot 'fang dian' animore.lol.'i cant even see ur pupil' - peixin.haha.n i really hv panda eyes.ahh.i guess i will hv 2 sleep like siao after EOYS.i will hv plenty of time aniwae :)) RS was crap.i was practically dozin off lah.haha.mabel,huiying n i were doodlin on e cover of huiying's fulscap.LIT FA WAS SO HORRIBLE.ppls answers were like 1 page (abt 16 lines) n mine was ONLY 5 lines.well.its not very surprisin since i haven even finished readin e miracle worker.i haven touched act 3 at all n he had 2 give a passage frm act 3.sigh.i was like practically sleepin while doin it.so gonna fail it.but at least i slept 4 a while XD maths was ok lah.not much 2 comment juz dat she was as usual.lame.chinese was funny.it always seems 2 b.haha.peixin u were so funny lah!yay wing yan!haha.our presentation was hilarious.totally last-minute.haha.biology rawked!our teacher is frm ireland!yay! i love ireland.haha.i love england.wales.scotland n ireland XD she is so so healthy.seriously.so health conscious.'no wonder she is a bio teacher' - peixin.I TOTALLY SCREWED ORAL.SERIOUSLY.it was a whole lot of crap which didnt make ani sense at all.i was trippin n stutterin like siao.n i didnt hv ani eye contact wif e teacher until i finished all dat i had 2 say.den i looked up.lol.my face was like so so red lah.n my ears were real hot.it was as though they were on fire.i tink i looked super stupid.while talkin i was also tappin my foot 4 no reason.hai.HOPE I WILL PASS.met kelly at e bus-stop :)) haha.we were talkin crap b4 e oral.HOR KELLY.lol.in e bus also lah.ok.im so dead.i seriously nid 2 go prac piano now.i shall study mep 2nite.hopefully.i can watch a bit of tv :)) haha.ok.buhbye!
5:38 PM; iloveu Y
Zzz ... AT LAST ... i hv finished studyin 1/2 of my mep n doin my eng compre ... i hv no more brain cells left 2 do math so i shall ATTEMPT it in sch later ... hopefully i still hv time 2 prac my piano wen i come hm ... or else im so dead ... i guess i will only hv 3hrs of sleep 2day ... haha ... reminds me of debbie XD aniwae ... i snacked on loads of chocolates which helped me 2 keep awake until now although i dozed off a couple of times ... lol ... seriously ... i tink im so gonna fall asleep durin all e lessons later ... especially e first block ... RS ... deres gonna b a long n borin talk again ... sighh ... i guess i can sleep thru out dat 1h :)) my life is totally upside down now ... i juz realised im beginnin 2 hv panda eyes ... n if dis goes on ... i dunnoe whether i can hang on until EOYS ... STOP SLACKIN GRACE !!! PAY ATTENTION N CONCENTRATE 4 ANOTHER 3 WEEKS N IT WILL ALL B OVER !!! im hopeless ... totally hopeless ... sighh ... my eyes r seriously closin ... Zzz ...
2:49 AM; iloveu Y
03 October 2006
sighh ... slept at 2 dis mornin ... only 4hrs of sleep :(( haha ... i was practically sleepin thru out e entire lit lesson ... geog was erm sad ... e ppl look so pitiful ... i finally realised how fortunate i m :D history was slack ... e video couldnt work ... sad ... worst part of e day ... PE ... it was horrible ... our pe teacher went 4 reservice n a relief teacher took over ... it was rainin so we couldnt play netball ... so he brought us 2 e weights rm n talked a whole load of crap ... it was horrible ... it seriously was ... he was goin on n on abt how all dis info wuld help in future n explained e function of most of e parts of our body ... n his demonstrations were erm weird ... lol ... it stopped rainin n we said we wanted 2 go out n play netball even if dere was very little time left ... who wouldnt ... but he was like let me finish first ... n went on talkin crap ... finally ... we were allowed 2 go out ... n he complain abt e haze n e wet floor ... n said we couldnt play netball ... so we asked if we culd hv an early recess ... but his reply was no ... i hv 2 b responsible ... lame ... so he wanted us 2 go 2 e canteen but i dunnoe how we all ended up in class so aniwaes ... pe was totally borin ... maths was yuck ... i was doodlin on my paper 2 keep awake n zhen ling had 2 call me ... zhen ling !!! haha ... aniwaes chloe n qiqi helped me ... THANK YOU !!! com studs was cool ... we were allowed 2 do our own stuff :)) lit was as usual ... chim ... so hard 2 understand lah ... i tink he has a very big n complicated brain ... haha ... n finally e end of sch !!! at last ... i was supposed 2 meet yvonne n qiqi at e bus-stop ... however i waited 4 yu jin n we went 2 e canteen ... so i was late again ... SORRY !!! haha ... we bought food n yu jins roller coaster was stuck in e vendin machine ... we had a very very hard time gettin it out ... lol ... yvonne n qiqi left without me ... i walked out n e bus juz left ... sighh ... aniwaes yun shu took e same bus as me ... i actually fell asleep n didnt noe she left ... lol ... ya ... so listened 2 music while goin hm XD now gtg do my hw liao ... study 4 mep as well as prac my piano ... im really lackin bhind ... so ya ... byebye ...
4:37 PM; iloveu Y
finally.i finished my hw :)) well its not exactly finished.deres quite a number of blanks but ya.i did all dat i could n i can go 2 sleep now XD some stupid stuff happened yesterday but i shall not mention it :)) drama pt was fun !! it was very slack.haha.i was 5 mins late.aniwae.it rawked!! oh ya.n chloe was obssessed wif 'yu jian' (stefanie sun) she was playin it over n over n over again.shes so pro lah.can sight read so fast n shes so good at composing.CHLOE CHASIN CARS RAWKS !!!haha.yu jin was so worried dat she couldnt find her way hm.i finally know someone who is 'later' den me n has totally no sense of directions too XD peixin's house is so nice lah.it has so many secret compartments.her pretty mum came out frm bhind e 'wall' n we were all like starin at her wif our mouths wide open.lol.sighh im totally lackin loads n loads of sleep.slept at 4 on sat.2 on sun.n i tink its gonna b 1 on mon.i shall sleep in class tmr!!nah.later teachers call me 2 answer questions.freaky.i nv ever noe e answers.stayin back tmr 2 revise 4 mep.i tink im so gonna fail dis exam.i haven even started studyin at all.oh ya.n my oral is gonna b so screwed.i shall TRY 2 STUDY n CONCENTRATE which i tink is almost IMPOSSIBLE but ill TRY :)) oh well.i shall go n sleep now or else im gonna fall asleep during classes again XD i always do.but i daydream n doodle all over my wks 2 keep myself awake or worst still.sms :D buhbye!!
12:28 AM; iloveu Y
02 October 2006
ok ... i noe im not supposed 2 b here but ya ... i juz cant help it ... so pissifyin ... i really feel like knockin my head against e wall ... i cant seem 2 digest anithin dat im studyin ... neither can i even concentrate on doin my hw ... WAKE UP GRACE !!! OR UR SO GONNA DIE !!! sighh ... im a totally hopeless idiot ... aniwaes ... i hv used e com 4 so long dat i didnt bother 2 count e number of hours but its less den e day b4 yesterdays (16hrs) lah ... my eyes r seriously closin ... oh well ... at least i managed 2 finish a bit of my hw ... n i seriously mean A BIT ... IM REALLY SORRY DRAMA GRP PPL (peixin.chloe.yu jin.daphne) IF IM LATE 2day ... coz im really lackin loads of sleep ... n ya ... im practically late 4 everythin ... so ... SORRY !!! stop fakin it will u ... coz it totally sux ... y muz u pretend 2 b nice 2 me wen actually ur goin round spreadin crappy stuff abt me ... mayb u hv ur reasons but y ?!?! in fact u hv ur own circle of frenz while i hv mine ... so juz stop it will u ... stop irritatin me ... u can b fake 4 all i care but juz leave me alone ... sighh ... i seriously nid 2 b left alone 4 a while ... nowadays im in a pretty bad mood so ya ... if i offended u in aniway ... im sorry ... i cant take it animore so ya ... im goin 2 sleep ... hopefully never 2 wake up forever ...
1:13 AM; iloveu Y
01 October 2006
hmm ... vented all my frustrations on e piano ... i feel MUCH MUCH BETTER XD but hor ... my hw is still dere leh ... 2nite muz sleep late again loh ... stupid me ... whole day slack slack slack ... haha ... haiyo chloe u ah .. go n tell juowi ... E SMS WASNT SENT BY ME HOR ... IT WAS SENT BY KELLY !!! haha ... aniwaes ... its real funny lahh ... lol ... THANK YOU ZHEN LING 4 e *ahem* CLOCK JOKE ... ya ... whoever who wants 2 know e joke can approach zhen ling ... haha ... u guys really brighten my day :)) love ya guys loads ... lol ... hmm ... tmr drama pt ... tink its gonna b real funn .. yup ... but e script is erm ... quite mushy ... haha ... oh well ... IT RAWKS !! XD ok ... enough of crap ... back 2 my hw :)
9:21 PM; iloveu Y
Sighh ... im not in a gd mood ... ya ... slept at 4 n woke up at 10.30 dis morn ... wif a pile of hw next 2 me. seriously muz study 4 EOYS liao ... or else im so gonna fail :(( my parents dun seem 2 b in a gd mood dis days n so does everyone else ... mayb its juz me but ya ... dis world seems very blue ... wads rightfully urs will eventually b urs ... but wads not meant 2 b urs will nv b urs 4eva ... so stop givin me hope only 2 dash it ... coz i so hate dat feelin ... aniwaes i shall stop crappin n get back 2 my work ...
1:55 PM; iloveu Y
hmm ... i hv used e com 4 more den 12hrs 'yesterday' ... n barely ani hw done. lol. yes im out of my mind. EOYS r so near n im wastin my time doin stuff dat r so not MEANINFUL (103 ppl :D) 3 more weeks n im so gonna b free! im so so lookin 4ward 2 dat day of freedom XD sighh. still hv loads of hw 2 do + drama pt n bio fa :(( oh well. i shall chiong '2day' n hopefully complete all my hw :) hmm.seems as though ppl r feelin more n more blue dis days.mayb its bcoz of e stress.aniwaes.RELAX PPL.CHILL OUT.n GD LUCK 4 EOYS !!
12:01 AM; iloveu Y