16 January 2008
`CHILDHOOD MEMORIES
nostalgia.
wen 4 sl ytd wif tzegek.claudia.tricia.joey.cheowying.sharan.supraja.kezia.alifya. weixin.haha.as i was walkin 2 e 265 bus-stop.i saw 2 little kindergaten kids.one boy one gal.so cute lohh.dey were like sharin one umbrella.den happily skippin 2 e bus-stop opp :D so so cutee.haha.aniwaes.ytd went 4 sl lohh.4 once i was 20 mins early.din xactly noe how long e journey wuld take mahh.nv go dere b4.so ya lohh.haha.found the kindergarten.almost every1 was dere already.lol.finally e doors opened.was still quite sleepy sleepy :D we were supposed 2 help decorate the school with cny deco and paint e wall of e music rm.started plannin how 2 paint e wall.wad 2 paint.haha.i tink its gonna look quite nice XD afterdat started doin e cny deco lohh.made lanterns.fishes.haha.stuck dem all over e sch.e kids seemed so fascinated by e deco :DD haha.n dere tricia was takin really candid picss XDDe kids r so so so so cutee lohh XD haha.i was juz standin dere.den dis quiet shy shy gal looked at me.den i smiled back.she wuld start gigglin.den she will look at me.wen i smile back.she wuld start gigglin again.haha.den i was quite tired so sat on e floor.e kids were all buildin stuff mahh.so my itchy hands picked up a block.n dere i was.buildin wif dem.b4 i knew it.every1 was crowdin around.handin me blocks 2 build :DD dere were so cutee cannn.dey were like.'build castle!' 'build house!' 'build swimming pool!' 'build sofa!' haha.so was buildin lohh.den mre kids came 2 join.n we were all buildin structures XDD so funn.i suddenly felt so young.haha.afterdat dey started pilin me wif books.lol.dere was one bk 'THE BIG BABY' whereby e father turned in2 a babyy.so LOLL.i asked dem 'r ur big babies?' den deyy so cute lohh.'noooo.we r big children' XDnided 2 pack up toys liao.so was keepin e stuff.den dis cute cute boy named ron :D lost his shoe.haha.so helped him find lohh.den e kids started cmin 2 me n showin me deir waterbottles :D loll.so helped dem find shoes.wear shoes.den dey all had 2 sit down.haha.we started talkin abt our families.our ages.our likes n dislikes.dey r juz so so cute.den poor hovan fell down ): he was quite sadd lahh.so i did e okk sign at him.n he did e okk sign back.so i did 2 okk signs n nodded at him.n he did e same back.den we both burst out laughin.loll XDD e teacher was giving out marshmallows.haha.janae was nibblin nibblin on hers coz she wanted 2 slowly enjoy it :DD melody juz popped hers in2 her mouthh.ron was e last 2 take his marshmallows.he popped 1 in2 his mouth.den he looked at me.'u wan?' haha.i smiled n said 'no thank u' he was so cute lohh.'its okk! i break in2 1/2 n share with u :D' loll.'nvm nvm!u can hv it!' hes so so cutee.lol.e kids r juz so so cuteee XD haha.it was time 4 dem 2 go hm already.so said byebye 2 dem lohh.den dere were 2 naughty boys running up n down e corridor.so cutee lahh.haha.so i went 2 chase dem.n we were like running round e pillars.den dey were on one side.i was on e other.so like run 2 e left.den run 2 e right XDD loll.afterdat really had 2 go le lahh.i missed e sl meetin.sorry!! :DD went hm.i was really tiredd.had a terrible headache.haha.now nt so badd le lahh.need 2 go chiong theory n prac piano liao.l8ter still gt sl den nid 2 rush 4 piano lesson.hai.im so screwed 4 piano ):im quite glad i din go 4 obs :DD haha.i guesss dis was all planned by God (: i really thank God for this fun and enriching experience :Di wish i was still a kid.
leadin a happy n carefree life.
# innocent smiles #
9:51 AM; iloveu Y
13 January 2008
`INDESCRIBEABLE
as the tears well up in my eyes.
2nd wk of sch over le.ive 8 wks mre 2 go.beginning 2 feel e pressure le.so much hw so many topics.hai.but yt i still hv time 2 go out shoppin :X haha.well.its good 2 unwind lahh :D at least it gts sm of dat stress away.4 a few hrs :D
tmr rgs sec 3s goin 4 obs 4 5 daes.xcept 4 a few includin me (: haha.i gt 2 catch up on my hw.earn abit of cip hrs.sleep l8ter (: but ill miss out on all e fun n bondin ba.loll.oh well.deres always a price 2 pay 4 everythin :D
forgive me 4 my emo-ness as usual ... im feelin blue ...
deres juz so much inside me.so much i wan 2 say.but end up bottlin it inside.so much dat ive said.yt regretted it so much.mayb its still best 2 bottle stuff inside.2 let ur heart bleed.no one xactly cares.ive been tinkin back.wonderin whether it was really right.coz tinkin abt it.its really wrong.its been such a long n tough journey.hai.i juz dun seem 2 understand it.ill nv gt it.the tears.the confusion.the sorrow.the joy.the smiles.the pain.the happiness.the lies.the truths.the faith.the trust.the quarrels.the heartaches.the bittersweet love.cant believe that im the fool again.
# your guardian angel #
7:11 PM; iloveu Y
05 January 2008
`THE IRONY
of life.
1st wk of sch end liao.haha.i tink im fallin sick.so tired cann.slept non-stop 2dae.went 4 math tuition.siann.2 yrs no tuition now start again :/ so far only met a few teachers.most of dem r quite nice :D xcept 4 a few irritatin ones.loll.damn scared of sec 3 cann.deres like so much 2 do.smmre hist no textbk.so nid go library n readd.haha.tink i shall go library everydae :DD loll.wen rs starts.ill really b goin 2 e library everydae X)really hope i can gt thru sec 3 ba.hope it will b a better yr den sec 2 (: haha.but i doubt so :X my only free wkn.haha.muz enjoy it by sleepin loads XD loll.nxt wk onwards sure cannot sleep so much liao.muz enjoy it while i can :DDhehe.i dun nid 2 go 4 obs :DDD okk.mayb it aint such a gd thing.haha.but dat wk still gt sch lahh.gotta go do cip X) haha.i dun really mind doin dat :DDokk.dis is my attempt 2 update.so dun mind it XD hahaha.cannot slack so muchh l8ter onn liao.sec 3 le lehhh.dun play play :DDD LOLL.yaa.so ill gradually post less posts.mre nonsensical posts.hahaha XDi thank you God for helping me through this first week of school.i pray that i can adapt back to school life pretty soon (:thank you 4 staying by my side all this while (: giving me all e support n encouragements (: hehe.stay happy ya! (: all e best 4 1st term!! :DD jiayou jiayou!!dun worry so much kkayes!! :DD hehe.WO YUAN YI! :P i love u! (:without you.my life is incomplete.
# true happiness #
8:17 PM; iloveu Y