27 February 2007
wen i tot things had turned 4 e better … dey had actually took a turn 4 e worst … ive chosen my path … deres no turnin back …
#leave me alone#
9:26 PM; iloveu Y
25 February 2007
JIAYOUS!! 2 every1 who is still chiongin/muggin hw at dis hr wen we can actually b havin our beauty sleep.hahaha.i seemed 2 hv encourage quite a few ppl 2nite (: it feels great man.haha.shall do it more often :D smhow ive gt dat great feelin in me.sm1 dat tells me i can hold on.i can pull myself.i can achieve much more if i try.ok.crap.hahaha.dunnoe y but ive nv felt dat wae b4.ok.so ya.i dun intend 2 sleep 2nite.coz ive nt even finished any of my hw.pathetic.ya i noe.but aniwaes.i shall sacrifice my beauty sleep 4 e time ive used 2 enjoy myself n hv fun XD my theory mock exam was ok lahh.i tot i wuld fail.but ya.i tink i can pass liao.haha.or else my teacher sure kill me wann (: den my relatives came over.didnt see a few of dem coz was at exam mahh.my cuzzies r like so cute!!all so tall liao.so nice lohh dem.dance 4 mee.wahh.see me dem hug like siao.lol.love dem loads mann!! :D went 2 gym 2 work out.so long nv go liao lohh.train 4 800m dis tues.haha.sure die wan.my stamina deproved like siao lahh.as usual.my dad was like.dun push urself too much horr.u hv asthma lehh.hai.dun push hard how 2 get results.haha.dumb asthma.make me quit track.lol.aniwaes.i still love runnin XD i suddenly feel so 'xing fu' !!!seriously lahh.so many ppl care abt me lohh.but im like still so emo n depressed.stupid me.take so long 2 realise.4give me horr (: its nt too late rite.haha.i will try 2 change kkayes.sleepin late is 1 habit dat i muz really get rid off.every1s tellin me 2 sleep early.ya i will!! (: lol.ppl tell me every nite lohh.thanks!!& THANK YOU!!! ; god 4 always showerin me wif countless blessins; parents 4 always showerin me wif loads of care.although u ground me n discipline me.n even take my fav stuff away frm me.i noe its 4 my own gd.; sisters 4 always bein so patient wif me n helpin me in times of troubles
; cuzzies 4 always makin e times dat we spend 2gether filled wif joy n laughter.4 cheerin me up weneva i was down.; relatives 4 always givin me advice.helpin n guidin me along.; frenz 4 always bein dere 4 me.in times of both gd n bad.always carin 4 me n helpin me along.; teachers 4 always givin me precious advice n guidin me back 2 e right path.yay.w/o u all.dere will b no me XD THANK YOU!!! U ALL RAWK MY WORLD!!! LOVE YA ALL!!! :D i feel so lucky mann.no words can xpress e joy in my heart X) #lucky star#
11:57 AM; iloveu Y
24 February 2007
(: 2dae wasnt dat bad lahh.at least nt as bad as i tot it wuld b.went 2 swensens 4 dinner :D i pick dere bcoz of ice-cream lahh.nt fair wan loh.everytime my sisters bdae.dey gt 2 go 2 sm hotel.hmph.aiya.nvm lahh.haha ok.so i ate sm steak thingy.wif cookie summit.yay.<33!!
ytd.2 know more abt ytd.u can hop 2 kellys blog.haha.ya.im too lazy 2 type X) but e movie was simply.SICK.lol.
im broke.i tink its time 2 collect back my debts.haha.ive like nth in my wallet lahh.spent it all 2dae.1/2 on food smmore.lol.i had only $15 lahh.sadd.poor me.haha.so after shoppin.went 2 my fav place wen i was p6.shall nt tell u where.only a gal noes.haha :D everytime im real sad.ill go dere.so ya.went dere 2 kinda relax.n 4get everythin.it kinda worked lahh.haiyo.but den hor.wen i went hm.my dad was like.where did u go.ur uncle saw u walkin.i was like oh shit.den like really mehh.haha.luckily he didnt probe further (:
smhow 2dae seemed 2 b like my feelins.e sky was sunny.den it turned kinda cloudy.drizzled a bit.den stopped.it was still cloudy.after a while.it poured.n e sun came out again XD so like my emotions lohh.haha.emo me.
really really appreciate all who rmbed my bdae!!!<333333!!!
ok.so ya.i made my bdae wish.shall nt tell u.or else it wun cm true X) really really hope my 14th yr will b smooth sailin mann.unlike last yr.
#fabulous fourteen#
10:09 PM; iloveu Y
ok.2dae is supposed 2 b happy.but ya.im nt.mainly bcoz im grounded lah.hp + shoppin until end of march.damn.wad shit is dat.i was only 1hr late lah.wtf. duh.i cried.ok.wadeva.managed 2 do abit of shoppin 2dae.despite me bein grounded.heck care lah.went 2 kinda vent my emotions.so ya.i feel much better now.shall TRY 2 b HAPPY (: since its afterall my bdae.hai.hv quite a bit of hw.mainly coz i pushed all 2 weekends mah.tmr still hv theory mock exam.exams comin soon lehh.sadd.cant wait 4 hols man.dose who sent me smses.SORRY i cant reply.ya.as 4 dose dat ive dates wif in march.cant make it.SORRY.IM GROUNDED ):THANK YOU EVERY1 WHO GAVE ME BDAE WISHES N PREZZIES
N LITTLE NOTES N TRIED 2 CHEER ME UP N MADE MY
BDAE HAPPY N MEMORABLE!! :D
LOVE YA ALL!! XD
#happy birthday#
2:51 PM; iloveu Y
22 February 2007
ok.shall do a super short post.ive 5 mins b4 my parents kill me.haha (: suddenly so guai hor.lol.ok aniwaes.2dae was sleepy as usual.i slept late lahh.wahhh.panda me.math.i almost tore up my wks.i was so frustrated.i didnt noe y.haha.zhenling too.we were both like ARGH!den had 2 chill.haha.but ya.sort of let off sm steam :D mep.haiyo.my violin totally sux lahh.shity crap.den every lesson also get called by teacher.haha.but shes so cute!!can juz say i dunnoe.haha.yayy.chinese.had sm skit thingy.nice.lesson ended quite fast lahh.fun.interestin.very funny.haha.but im always late.take my time 2 walk mahh XD naughty me.lit.aw man.aiya.worst lesson of e dae.i almost fell asleep.im really gonna fail my lit.sm more hv formative liao.i haven even read 1 chap of TKMB.pathetic.ya i noe.so dat was my dae.yay.cant wait 4 tmr.first bdae celebration can hang out so late wif frenz XD hope all goes well tmr :Dthank you mummy 4 e bus-stop t ((: THANK YOU EVERY1 who wished me or gave me early bdae prezzie!!#suger coated chocolate#
10:53 PM; iloveu Y
21 February 2007
deep down inside me.im always cryin.hahaha.ok.dat was juz a random statement.but ya.i cry real easily.dun re wo hor.i will cry.haha.okk.aniwaes.abt 2dae ...aiya.nth much lah.kinda a short dae.im like so freakin sleepy.but nv fall asleep durin lesson.so amazin.haha.4gt 2 brin wks as usual.sch was quite fast 2dae.quite fun also.haha.so ya.cant wait 4 weekends (: my bdae lehh.haha.nth really special lah.tried 2 do german lied at e foyer.haha.but ended up playin random songs instead.all thanks 2 kelly.almost e whole of 103 noes who im.hahaha.so fast lehh.lol.aniwaes.so ya.it was kinda crap.emo me was playin emo song.n suddenly kelly said it culd kill 2 birds wif 1 stone.den huiying was like.so mean. (laughs) haha.ya.sick.went 2 kfc.crapped.chat.ate.haha.im like so nt sensitive lahh.hai.so emo smmore -.- hopeless.went 2 far east.shop a while.go hm.smhow e daes juz pass like dat.meaninlessly passin b4 my eyes ...#hopeful#
10:56 PM; iloveu Y
1 word 2 describe CNY - LOVE!!!!hahaha.i simply love cny lahh.my most memorable cny.lol.aiya.coz of loads of stuff lahh.shall nt go into detail.ok.aniwaes.im kinda bored.n wanna take my mind off stuff.so ya.im bloggin :D
I LOVE SNGS!!!YAY!!! <3333!!!> ok.im siao.but ya.simply love sngs.went back 2 see my frenz.teachers.haha.yay.ppl still recognise me.e feelin is like totally diff frm rgs lahh.its like u came back frm abroad n ur goin hm.nicee.waitin 4 teachers dae (: haha.okk.so ya.kinda caught up wif sm of my frenz.teachers.I LOVE MY p1 TEACHER!!!! :D haha.she still rmbs me lohh.yayy.shes so freakin cool n nice.haha.okk.im crazy over sngs.shall change topic (: lol.
hmm.ok.back 2 cny.e goodies r like so so yummy!!i ate loads lahh.den laugh 2 much + overload of goodies = sore throat.sadd.haha.but it aint dat bad lahh.so ya.n e angpaos :D lol.nt forgettin e meetin of ppl lahh.rarely see my relatives lehh.haha.really enjoyed myself.i tink its e best cny so far.dunnoe y.but ya.BEST CNY XD it totally rawks!!!im kinda missin it now lohh.everythin passed so fast.i was wishin so hard 4 it 2 cm.den wow.it passed in a flash.hai.so ya lohh.dat was my nice nice cny (: cant wait 4 march hols.argh.dat means exams first.sadd.
#naive#
10:30 PM; iloveu Y
15 February 2007
yay.finished hw liao.at last (: haha.hope dat teachers give less hw tmr.so dat i can hv a hw-free cny :D ok.i was super emo ytd.sorryy.2 anione dat ive offended.im very sorry.i was juz nt myself.dere was juz too many emotions goin on inside me.thanks 2 ppl who gave me prezzies :D especially mummy n daddy.it was really very unexpected.yay.i love my new pair of earrins.haha.shall go sleep liao.1 more dae 2 freedom XD cant wait!#nostalgia#
2:00 AM; iloveu Y
14 February 2007
juz another day of pain . sorrow . longin ...#hurt#
11:00 PM; iloveu Y
okk.abt bit abt ytd.i had fever n headache lahh.coz i slept at 1hr at 4.30 on mon mornin.haha.so ya.was super duper tired.so slept at 11 last nite.n i was even more tired 2dae.ytds guitar prac was so funn lahh.we were talkin abt how scandalous our seniors r compared 2 us.lol.see we're so guai lohh.passed my auds.yay.den had 2 perform 4 sm students n teachers frm malaysia.haha.haiyo.me n anna were e only juniors loh.den e rest all seniors.so ya.dat was guitar pracc.super duper funny.hahaha.so 2dae ...i culdnt keep my eyes open durin lit.wadeva she wrote was juz blurred.so i had 2 request 2 go wash my face durin geog.haha.e teacher is so cute.geog was totally copyin notes.so i managed 2 stay awake.eng was ok lahh.pair discussion mahh.den quite funny.huiying cao sick lahh.haiyo.i feel so polluted.haha.math.i was accused of sleepin again.haiyo.i was only daydreamin lahh.im notorious 4 sleepin durin class liao.hai.managed 2 complete abit of my hw durin math.i tink im gonna fail my math again.haha.aiya.try 2 mug lah.but doubt ill do so.research studies was a bore as usual.was talkin crap wif huiying.kelly was drawin her love map as usual.haiyo.guitar.hahaha.funny again.all e gossip stuff.haha.went 4 dc.instructor was wonderin where i was.dc was ok lah.i was almost late.i totally forgot abt it lahh.did my hw dere as well.prefects didnt notice.haha.yay.went shoppin 4 vdae prezzies.im broke.2 dose dat i nv buy forr.sorry!!haha.ya.loads of ppl at j8 lohh.all buyin all e lovey dovey stuff.lol.but its nice lahh.reached hm at 8 plus.hai.chiongin hw now.deres like loads of it.but im in quite a gd mood.coz i went shoppin :D haha.i shall list hw again (:-chi : reflection . research -math : assignment 2 . further prac . wks 4 . wks 5-cle : journal 1 . journal 2-geog : formative assessment . reflection . research -eng : skit -lit : wks . read TKMB-chem : read txtbk-mep : composition . wks-theory : 1 paper . 1 xtra composition -piano : exam piece (a:3) . chopin waltz (10) bach (sinfonia no. 1 in c major) . scales . dere goes my valentines dae.haha.a dae flooded wif hw.ive piano lesson smmore.hai.e teachers r seriously outta deir minds.its nt as though we go hm early n hv nth 2 do rite.ok.wadeva.haha.smhow valentines dae seems like juz another ordinary dae.haha.2 others.a dae of loneliness/happiness.duh if uve a valentine.u wuld b happy rite.lol.but if u dun ahh.dun b sad lohh.ur still loved.haha.a valentine is nt everythin lahh.ok.enuff of crap.i shall spend my valentines dae wif my hw ): while walkin hm 2dae.i realised dat e stars 2nite r xceptionally beautiful.dey shine brightly in e dark nite sky.lightin up every broken heart.if only u said e 3 words. #happy valentines dae#
12:00 PM; iloveu Y
11 February 2007
damn it man.dis entire pile of hw is gonna cause me nt 2 sleep at all liao.hai.crap lahh.deres like so much.n im so freakin slow.diee.lit: read TKMBchinese : zuo ye . newspaper reflectionmath: wks 3 . wks 6geog: formative assessmenthist: formative assessment . letterchem: assignmenttheory: 1 paper . 1 xtra compositionpiano: exam piece (a:3) . chopin waltz (10) bach (sinfonia no. 1 in c major) . scales . guitar: mozart . la cumparsitarandom: write letter 2 jieying . write letter 2 ginaseriously.im totally hopeless.my weekends r always screwed.hai.ok.so abt my dae.piano mock exam.totally sucked.i nv prack wad.i totally forgot abt it lohh.den woke up late.so ya.screwed it.came back.chionged abit 4 math.den went 4 church.it was kinda fun 2dae lahh.haha.sheryl n shermaine tot i permed my hair.i was like havin a bad hair dae lahh.so my hair was like curlin here.curlin dere.haha.dey even tot it was nice.lol.haiyo.im performin lehh.tirzah lohh.persuaded me 2 stay.haha.went back hm.chionged hw.i was like so sleepy lohh.slept at 2 mahh.den woke up at 8 plus.so ya.sisters all havin exams liaoo.all muggin like siao.all e best 2 dem.haha.went 2 hyatt hotel 4 dinner.super duper nice.i was like so bloated lahh.but e food was really gd.long time nv go hyatt liaoo.haha.hopefully can go again soon (: okk.so here im chiongin hw.hai.seriously dis is so dumb.tmr im gonna b so moody coz im lackin loads of sleep.hai.damn it.i muz muz muz finish all hw b4 cny nxt week XD#wen will u ever realise#
11:57 PM; iloveu Y
10 February 2007
Zzz my head is gonna like knock e table anitime.haha.bloggin 2 keep awake (: its damn sad lahh.e weekends always pass in a flash.hai.my sat is gone juz like dat.okk.abt 2dae ...went 4 math olympiad.as i slept at 3.so i woke up late.haha.8.30.left e house at 8.50.reached at 9.15.lol.so ya.lesson was quite interestin.very funny.everytime e teacher do smth wrong den yu jin will laugh out loud lohh.so funny.den ee iyn take her stuff.she didnt even noe lahh.lol.e teacher also very lame lohh.make us stand.den ask.who understands e question.sit down.everyone sit down.dots.haha.he kept sayin.can can can can.lol.juz like my math/form teacher.haha.so learnt divisibility.i aga aga understand lahh.lol.nxt week no lesson.yay.can sleep late :D 4 once.so brought back my txtbks.although i doubt ill read dem.cant stand carryin dem lahh.so heavy.went 2 chamelon 2 buy my black hairband.ended up gettin pink n black rubber bands n a transparent glittery hairband.yay.so changed my hairtie.n put e hairband around my neck.aiya.no prefects wad.so ya.went back hm.waited 1/2hr 4 my parents.went 4 lunch.nice nice lunch.haha.went back hm 2 change.den ya.outta e house again.saw supraja at yck mrt station.haha.i always seem 2 meet ppl in e mrt.haiyo.so arrived kinda late.yu jin was dere at 1.50.i reached at 3.40.mabel at 3.50.kelly at 4.50.lol.so ya.started e project kinda late.i always seem 2 b e one used as a xample lohh.like.bcoz grace dresses wif accessories.dats y shes complicated.bcoz grace usually wears black.dats y shes insecure.bcoz grace listens 2 songs like shut up.dats y shes has xtreme emotions.haha.ya.u get e idea.ok.aniwaes.after much consideration.we decided 2 pick e topic.names vs personality.now 4 e meanin of my name (:grace (latin) - elegant.lovely.graceful.virtuous.flowering.joy.gift frm god.huiting - elegant.cherishes kindness.graceful.so ya.doesnt really suit me rite.haha.but i still love my name :D so basically.im ya.a very complicated person.wif seriously xtreme emotions.i can cry super easily.over e slighest things.okk.enuff abt me.haha.
left e library at 8 plus.took mrt wif kelly 2 j8.den we were like comparin how thin/fat our legs r.lol.n smhow it led 2 e topic of our fashion sense wen we were young.hahaha.it was funnyy.so ate macs.fillet-o-fish again.kelly was sayin how pure her burger looked.lol.den we saw like troupes n troupes of ri guyz.haha.we tot dat dey were all campin out at j8.lol.a bit ridiculous rite.den ya.other funny random stuff happened.so went 2 wait 4 kellys dad at e bus-stop.den dere was dis entire queue of ppl.
me:ehh.dey all queuin up 4 wad ah?
kelly:taxi?
me:but den e taxi stand is dere wad
kelly:mayb dey dunnoe
me:but deres a sign
kelly:den mayb dey queuin up 4 a 7-seater car
me:huh?!all of dem squeeze into a 7-seater??
kelly:(as she only culd see 7 ppl frm e entire queue) yaa.
me:erm.kelly ahh.deres like so many ppl.
kelly:(turns around) omg.
we burst out laughin n kinda attracted loads of unwanted attention.lol.so ya.den kellys dad came.went back hm.n ya.im facin dis entire pile of hw.hai.still hv piano mock exam tmr.sadd.
#things ill never say#
11:59 AM; iloveu Y
09 February 2007
most fun fri ever (: ok.i was rather pissed in e mornin lahh.haha.lack of sleep.but i slept at 11 lohh.still super sleepy.den received my dc letter.dc nxt tues.aiya. 1hr only lahh.aniwaes.get 2 skip guitar.haha.100 bookins of wich 90 r diff students.2 galz hv 4 bookins.rtc wif hoy.lol.asked form teacher 2 sign e form.she was like.nxt time b more careful ahh.hahaha.weird.still nid 2 get cca teacher n parents 2 sign.recess.omg.im runnin 800m n 1500m 4 hadley.die lahh.sure last 1 lohh.at first dey wanted 2 put me 3000m lahh.my gosh.wan me 2 die ahh.all thanks 2 zhenling loh.lol.aiya.nvm lahh.at least i fufil my house activities (: haha.kelly runnin 400m n 1500m.jiayi runnin 800m n 1500m.ser yee runnin 200m n 4 x 100m.zhenling.high jump.ya.dats abt it.den e jc1 galz came back 2 take o level results mahh.i tink.haha.all so pai lahh.2 spite e pits n prefects.hair let down.short skirt.blah blah blah.so cool mann.cant wait 4 dat dae!! XDphilo lesson.1st time i enjoyed it!!!my very very first philo lesson dat i didnt sleep.e teacher is like so so freakin nice lahhh.love her mann!!! XD how i wish she culd take over our teacher.he shuld b in reservice 4eva lahh.lol.she was frm rgs.n shes so cool.tell us ans.haha.den joke n laugh wif us.aiya.sadly.dis is our 1 n only lesson wif her ): kelly n i were rather sick lahh.hahaha.every word also tink sick.den huiying came along.even sicker.lol.haiyo.polluted minds. assembly was another funny 1.sing sch song mahh.e pianist playin intro.den sm random gal sang e first word 'from' in such a low voice wen e song hasnt even started lahh.every1 started laughin.so thruout e sch song i was gigglin like siao.den after e sch song.every1 roared wif laughter.but seriously.it was very funny.wad a nice wae 2 start assembly.watch a play.it was so comical lahh.was laughin all e wae thru.nice nice play. lunch.ate quite a lot.i do dat wen im nt happy.haha.den saw yufang :D yay.she came back 2 get o levels.haha.i tink.shes comin back 4 sec 1 induction too.yay!!lol.shes real nicee.so we had a grp hug.den ya.see her soon!! supposed 2 go bugis n national library wan lohh.but den ended up stayin in class.sadd.haha.aniwaes.it was rather funn.heck care prefects or pits lahh.i dun give a damn.wanna book den book lohh.so ya.in class.kelly.huiying.me.blast music.use hp.let down hair.blog surfin.kelly was walkin around bare-footed.lol.basically breakin rulez lahh XD yay.haha. love it wen i break rulez XD so ya.all dose who r persuadin me nt 2 get beta hor.save ur breath lahh.i wun listen (: sorry lahh.but ya.dats me. so after dat.went 2 far east.once again.my socks were invisible n blah blah blah :D so coz i nt happy mahh.so ya.nid 2 spend money 2 pamper myself (: bought earrins again.cheapest lahh.im like so broke now lohh.lend money here.lend money dere.haiyo.no money left 4 myself liao.so ya.kelly bought emilys prezzie.den we went 2 kfc.ok.lame n random stuff happened dere.lol.ya.shall nt mention.haiyo.but ya.u shuld b able 2 guess it.hahaha.so dats all lohh.den go hm liao. sad lohh.halfwae go hm.hp no batt liao.den cannot hear songs.wad a borin journey hm.den reached hm.n suddenly joyce n ashley popped a weird question.do u still rmb sngs sch song n pledge.yes i do!! XD hahaha.i love sngs!!but nt many ppl goin back lohh.sadds.i seem 2 b e only 1 frm rgs.hai.aniwaes.see how lahh.cant wait 4 cny.n my bdae!! (: #heck care#
10:42 PM; iloveu Y
08 February 2007
nth really interestin happened 2dae.xcept 4 mep.chinese opera.haha.very near bugis lehh.lol.ya.im a shoppin freak XD okk.chinese opera is so cool lohh.juz simple actions can mean so much.haha.it was really funny too.den me.kelly.huiying.jiayi.cheowying.ser yee.renci. were tinkin sick.n were laughin rather loudly.hahaha.but overall chinese opera was nice.we shuld hv more of dese stuff lahh.makes mep more fun (: ok.so dat was abt e only interestin thing dat happened.yay.tmr goin bugis.den national library.very long nv go bugis liao.haha.goin wif kelly again.nid 2 get bdae prezzies :D yay.love bugis mann.lol.okk.shall hv an early nite (: i seriously nid sleep.panda me.hahaha.#i dun give a damn#
10:24 PM; iloveu Y
07 February 2007
basically.2dae i was seriously sleepin in class despite sleepin at 12.sorry lahh.but classes were really borin.after recess.i was kinda more awake.n more hyper.haha.i love food!ok.aniwaes.i was kinda pissed lahh.so wad if im a dsa math student.muz u look at me like im sm alien.muz u set such high xpectations 4 me.n makin sure i achieve dem.so wad if i dun live up 2 ur xpectations.so wad if my math sux like shit.so wad if i dun wanna heed ur advice.so wad if i wanna do math my way.i dun give u a damn man.wadeva.btw.dis is nt directed at my math teacher.ok.so ya. borin dae lahh.den went hm.felt damn giddy.so slept.damn it.slept until 6 plus.hai.dumb.rushed thru theory.piano.yay.got 2 watch sm tv.haha.den went 4 piano lesson.piano lesson was rather erm weird.had a relief teacher.will b havin her 4 a mth.aw man.i seriously wan my teacher back.ok.so e relief teacher is totally weird.everythin she says is like complete opposite of my teacher.so she told me dis ans was wrong.den i said my teacher told me it was correct.so she was like.oh ok loh.n flipped e pg.dots lah.she scribbled all over my theory papers.haiyo.now ive loads of corrections ): dumb.practical mock - dis sun (11/2) theory mock - nxt nxt sun (25/2) hai.sadd.muz mug liao.redoin dumb math assignment.hai.lets type random stuff.my hairband broke 2dae.lol.dat hairband is only preventin me frm bein booked lahh.so now i mayb booked.haha.aiya.i chi zao will get beta wan wadd.okk.now 4 a random convo.huiying:gracey.i wan ur hairband.grace: (passes hairband)huiying:u look cute wif ur hairband.but w/o it.u look sexy.zhenling:erm ...grace:dots.huiying:(starts laughin)dat was e last of my hairband.hahaha.kiddin.i shall go buy a new one (: yay.weekends cmin (: okk.dat means my practical mock is near.but ya.i still LOVE weekends XD #missin u#
11:49 PM; iloveu Y
06 February 2007
2dae was kinda sian.as usual i was very sleepy.despite sleepin at 11 last nite.i shall try 12 2nite.haha.so dragged my feet 2 schh.pracked 4 guitar auds.chem.it was quite ok lahh.did xperiments again.eng.write compo.haha.i love x-men :D lol.so ya.juz finished it (: den geog.was barely listenin.in fact.i was sleepin.haha.shall copy notes frm zhenling tmr.i tot my notebk was in e locker lohh.but it was rite on my table.so blur.so ya.i didnt take ani notes.after recess.math.aw man.its totally pissifyin.every yr.xcept p6.i wuld always hv 2 see e teacher n redo my math hw.all thanks 2 my bad habit.no workin.wth.ok.sorry but ya.i was really pissed.i mean e teacher was really nice lahh.haha.zhenling was rather pissed too.but she had like so many right lahh.haha.i had 2 redo both assignments ): damn it.shall push it 2 tmr.cle talk.ok.i was sleepin as well.borin wad.service learnin.hai.after lunch.rs talk.as borin.so ya.was crappin away.wif cheryl irritatin me.haha.i was irritatin her as well.had guitar.instructor has nt realised dat i haven had my auds (: prack was quite ok lahh.played e mozart piece over n over again.sat nxt 2 anna at first.den went n join zhenling at e back.peiting is so cute lahh.hahaha.squirrel!ok.so went wif huiying 2 kfc.was crappin on e wae.haha.im really very loud lahh.muz try 2 tone down abit (: u can call me a bitch.despo.bimbo.boy crazy.flirt.prostitude.wadeva.i dun give u a damn.if u dun like me.juz say it 2 me straight in e face.drop e act.hate dis world man.it totally sux.
sorry.but i juz nid sm peace n quiet.2 calm down.#wishin u were here#
10:44 PM; iloveu Y
05 February 2007
2dae was simply dreadful.haha.ok.i was sick lahh.stayed up until 2am 2 pack my rm n slack.den woke up wif a sore throat.haiyo.went 2 sch.had stomachache.hai.dumb.it was like so damn pain.ren 4 pe.but i gt whacked by e ball 3 times 2dae.my nose is now flattened.so is my specs.lol.as usual.i played like shit.dribble 2 e goal but unable 2 shoot it in.so dumb lahh.hai.was late 4 chem.e teacher muz hv a very bad impression of me.always late wan.haha (: 4got 2 brin my wks.told u dis dae was dreadful.so had recess.den chinese.i was barely payin attention lahh.stomachache.lack of sleep.my brain was juz totally shut off 4 e rest of e dae.den teacher called me.haha.thanks zhenling 4 helpin me :D i was daydreamin again.lol.history.teacher called me as well.crapped thru it.haha.nt bad lehhh.lol.eng.4got my wks too.haiyo.hopeless me.luckily teachers nv scold.ok.so went 4 lunch.den i was felt quite sick still.but aiya.go 4 guitar lahh.gt syf auds lehh.so went 4 guitar prac.but left halfway.left at 4 plus.thanks liting 4 accompanyin mee (: went back wif kelly.guai her was muggin hw n sleepin.hahaha.went back hm.kinda slept.woke up wif a headache.culd e dae get ani worse.ya.i felt like pukin after dat.dumb.e weird thin is im nt runnin a fever.coz wen ive stomachache n headache.i wuld b runnin a fever.haha.but gd lahh.no fever.so now.ive stomacheache.headache.sore throat.haiyo.i tink all is due 2 lack of sleep lohh.my mum was even cursin me sayin.u see lahh.u sure land up in hospital wan.sadd.my left eye has been twitchin since ytd lohh.wonder wads gonna happen.lol.slacked e entire nite.i told myself dat i wuld throw sch 2 e back of my head n enjoy myself 2nite.so watched quite abit of tv.includin fear factor.haha.yuck.so sick lahh.but e stunts r cooll.okk.i shall sleep by 11 2nite :Dok.now 4 sm random stuff.zhenling said i look like e only child.nt like a big sis.haha.huiying.kangjie agreed.hmm.mayb bcoz im spoilt or smth.or im juz sm baby emo gal.lol.crap.my post seems super short 2dae.haha.THANK YOU ALL WHO WERE CONCERNED ABT ME!! XD
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-im kinda ok now.at least i hope so.haha-
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THANK YOU KELLY 4 UR SPECIAL NOTE!! XD
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THANK YOU HUIYING 4 ASKIN ABT ME E ENTIRE DAY!! XD
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SORRY JIEYING N GINA!! XD
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-ill try 2 reply 2 ur letters asap :D-
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#baby emo gal#
9:14 PM; iloveu Y
04 February 2007
chiong hw until 3.slept on sofa until 5.coz mum gt up n realised i was still up.scolded me like siao.hai.culdnt go aunts house in e morn.too sleepy.so woke up at 10 plus.went 2 church.realised dere was a quiz.kinda forgot abt it.aniwaes.quite ok lahh.anihow guess.lol.our father in heaven
holy be thy name
your kingdom come
your will be done on earth
as it is in heaven
give us this day our daily bread
forgive us our sins
as we forgive those who sin against us
do not put us to the test
but deliver us from evil
amen
in the name of the father
the son and of the holy spirit
amen
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used 2 recite dis every morn in sngs.haha.ok.so went 2 aunts house.juz in time 2 witness tea ceremony.den had buffet lunch.uncles n aunts r so cute lahh!!!lol.so funny.make me laugh like siao.my aunt has e same name as me.grace :D she is so so so so photogenic lahh.so envious lohh.haha.so had nice nice lunch.yay.ive grown fatter (: den went back hm.did hw.ya.dats abt it.den outta e house again.
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weddin dinner (: very nice.haha.shes super pretty lohh.haha.brides always look xtremely pretty on deir weddin daes.so ya.did e usual stuff.lol.i was like imaginin who was gonna b e nxt bride n groom.hahaha.so dumb rite.but ya.dey drink jiao bei jiu liao den e yam seng part.lol.it was damn funny lahh.yam halfwae den all stop.den start again.haha.weird.ok.so it was gettin rather late.so nid 2 go hm liao.
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so here im.bloggin abt my dae.lol.
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deres like so much feelins in me dat juz cant b xpressed wif words.its juz all bottled deep down in my heart waitin 2 b released.
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#reminiscin the past#
11:47 PM; iloveu Y
03 February 2007
ok.2dae has been rather.erm.interestin.haha.ok.mayb nt.i hv loads of hw lahh.so i dunnoe wad im doin here.but ya.i shall do a super long post 2 keep me awake.or else ill fall asleep juz by doin hw XDhw ... - eng compo - chinese 1.1 + 1.2 - chinese newspaper reflection - math further prac - math wks - science journal - geog wks- read to kill a mockin bird - theory composition - prack piano - write letter 2 god angel - write letter 2 mortal dose r wad i intend 2 finish by 2nite.haha.i really hope i do.or ill really really die tmr.haha.ok.so abt my dae.2dae ... slept at 11 ytd.so i was rather awake.although i still wanted 2 sleep so much more.was kinda on time 4 math olympiad.i arrived late but b4 e teacher.i realised i 4got 2 brin my nametag lohh.die.another bookin.BETA.so nt worth it lohh.nametag.at least.hair.socks.belt.culottes.more worth it lahhh.haha.so aniwaes.met melissa at e foyer.me:i forgot 2 brin my nametag lohh!!melissa:orhh.haiyo.i lend u lahh.me:harr.i wear ur sec 4 nametag wen im goin 4 sec 2 math olympiad.dots.haha.melissa:oh ya hor.aniwaes i forgot 2 brin extra.sorry.haha.lol.ok.so went 4 math olympiad.i realised its gettin more n more interestin.haha.but smhow i still fall asleep.mabel said i had e radiant look 4 5 mins.n after dat.i had dat sian look again.hahaha.so we were still on logic puzzles.but after dat moved on 2 prime factorisation.yay.math is so fun lohh.ok.wen i noe how 2 do it.lol.oh ya.saw yu jin juz b4 reachin sch.lucky her lohh.dad send her 2 sch.nv wait 4 me smmore.haha.so ya.went hm.sort of ran out of sch.in case i got booked.bcm illegal totally.den i suddenly realised i was walkin bhind a prefect.omg.den aiya.heck care lahh.she didnt book me aniwae.haha.met mabel n anna at e bus-stop.alighted wif anna.haha.i had 2 go popular 2 get my chinese zuo ye.but den dun hv lohh.so i tried 2 find hair accessories.such as e star clips.cannot find lohh.haiyo.so had 2 rush back hm liao.so much hw left.i almost fell asleep on e train lah.haha.saw yelun on e train too.but he didnt see me.lol.so aniwaes.went hm.ate lunch did a bit of hw.bathe.slept.n i was outta e house again.saw zheng pei at e mrt station.she didnt see me.lol.no one seems 2 see me.haha.lazy 2 call her since she was like across e mrt track.like on e other side lahh.so ya.was late 4 meetin.sorry!!kelly was on e same train as me.haha.but we didnt noe until we alighted.met mabel n yu jin n walked 2 jurong east library.did research.blah blah.changed topic again.haiyo.black holes now.so aniwaes.bought quite a lotta food frm e vendin machine.i wanna grow fatter mahh.so ya.twisties.biscuits.yay.ok.so researched like siao.den mabel.yu jin.kelly. went 2 find books.i was left dere 2 hv my own free time.haha.so started readin comics n listenin 2 songs.after goin 4 a very long time.dey came back wif dis entire stack of books.so i was told 2 find e page on black holes n place dem on e floor.so i had dis entire circle of books around me.ppl muz tink im mad.dey started teasin me again loh.hai.im always bein teased.so ya.den mabel.yu jin went 4 dinner.kelly n i started crappin again.kelly listened 2 e songs in my hp.i listened 2 e songs in her mp3.my hp had more songs lohh.hmph.haha.aniwaes.smhow or rather she read my smses AGAIN.hai.i shall nt trust her animore.haha.den wen i realised.she ran 2 e toliet n locked herself in e cubicle.argh.so she read my inbox twice or smth.n realised nth interestin abt it.dots.haha.so we were like makin a fuss over it.n we realised it was rather cold so we started bein crazy.haha.2 keep ourselves hot.sounds wrong.lol.mabel.yu jin came back.our turn 2 go 4 dinner.8.30 liao.haha.decided 2 go 2 macs.suddenly dis small cute little boy kinda crashed into kelly.as he was small mah.he almost kissed kelly dere.LOL.ok.i was laughin like siao lahh.so funny lohh.den saw dis earrin shop.decided 2 buy sm.aw man.i kinda spend a bomb on earrins again.hai.i really didnt wanna spend money lohh.so now im officially broke.despite kellys repeated persuadin of nt buyin dem.i still culdnt resist e temptation.so pathetic hor.aiya.heck care lah.shall get more money frm my parents (: im officially broke.so went 2 macs.den mabel called 2 ask us 2 take away.coz library closin liao.i culdnt go up coz had food mahh.so waited downstairs.so dey finally came down.yu jin stayed 2 wait 4 her dad.mabel went 2 e bus-stop.kelly n i to 2 mrt station.we were still drinkin our coke lahh.kinda gt scolded by e staff dere.lol.we had 2 keep our empty fries packet n fillet-o-fish burger wrapper in our bag.aw man.juz in time 4 e train.sat down n started crappin again.haha.kelly kept drinkin her coke lohh.haiyo.so ya.it was on her love life.lol.very interestin wan lohh.we were rather random lahh.frm ipods 2 mrts 2 church 2 weddins 2 guyz.hahaha.but it was funny.i tink we were kinda talkin really loudly since we both were blastin our music.lol.so bad horr.haha.den dere was dis family dat walked in.n we both started laughin like siao.i also dunnoe y lahh.but dey juz looked funny n did funny actions.so ya.i was really gonna laugh out loud liao lahh.but ya.kinda controlled it.by e end of e yr.we will b super familier wif e north-south line liao lohh.ok.so alighted at bishan.kellys nice parents sent me hm again.so while waitin.we were talkin abt our parents.super alike lahh.lol.den we had e same bags smmore.lol.den we went into OP again.my gosh.dat skorts is juz so freakin temptin lahh.damn it.my mum wun get it 4 me 4 my bdae.hai.so met kellys dad n bro.her bro realised dat our bags were e same.n soon.her dad.haha.den kellys mum came.so gt in.started talkin abt TEENS.i was really really tryin 2 control my laughter.so kelly was like.grace.stop it.i noe ur tryin 2 control ur laughter.hahaha.TEENS ...- rebellious- mood swings- parents muz b tactful in order 2 control teens- muz attend talkshahaha.i cant really rmb lahh.but it was really very funny.reached hm.helped joyce wif a whole load of hw.she has finished all her hw.n now im startin mine.sad.its like 12 plus.hai.another long dae tmr.im gonna b so dead.i dun intend 2 sleep 2nite liao.haha.hope i can last :D #fate / destiny#
11:49 PM; iloveu Y
02 February 2007
dis week is e fastest week ever!haha.ya.seriously.dis week passed really really fast.ok.dis shall b quite a long post (: stuff dat happened dis week ... i cant really rmb all lahh.so ya.haha.mon.tues.guitar prac.aw man.totally crap man.i poned half on mon.went late on tues.so bad rite.i wasnt scolded lehh.lol.seriously my playin sux.duh cannot go syf.hai.piano nid short fingernails.guitar long fingernails.piano exam.guitar exam.mep still learn violin n dizi.haiyo.so many instruments.aniwaes.back 2 guitar.haha.ok.auditions 4 syf.muz play wif xpression or will b kicked out.so ya.im gonna b in dat catergory.e prac was quite borin lah.juz play e same song over n over again.oh ya.sightsingin.haha.yuck.shiyin n i suddenly were talkin abt prefects.lol.ive a DC liao.1 mth only lehh.so nxt 1 wuld b a BETA wich i confirm will get dis yr wann.FOR SURE :D she had a dc 4 smsin in class.haha.she was like.its more worth it 2 get dc 4 smsin lohh.but 4 attire.its nt worth it at all.hahaha.my bookins r all attire (: ok.so dat shuld b e only interestin thin abt guitar.i guess.wed.pe was nice.I LOVE BBALL!!!! XD ok.ive been lovin it since i was young.i joined track-n-field partly bcoz of dat 2.lol.its fun lahh.but my aimin was cao lan.i tink due 2 lack of sleep lahh.n sadly still cannot dribble.haiyo.but still very fun.love my grp (: com studs.yay.doin mtv.haiyo but muz act out.mayb dance wuld b nicer.haha.aiya.see how lahh.but its cool.mtv rawks!!hahaha.yay.no piano lesson dat dae.so i went shoppin (: wif kelly.huiying.fuxin. ok.dey left early coz of one reason or another.so ya.lonely me was bored n didnt wanna go hm.supposed 2 go baby couzinz house.so i shopped frm far east 2 plaza sing.i walked lohh.so tired.my legs barely had ani energy left.n i didnt buy anithin.haha.stoops rite.but ya.i noe where 2 brin my mum 2 buy stuff 4 me liao :D ok.so dats wed.thurs.ytd.it was KELLYS BDAE!lol.finally culd give her her prezzies.haha.aniwaes.i had muscle ache liao lohh.sadd.okk.so math.expansion.its ok lahh.nt dat i like it.but ya.teachers super nice lahh.yay.nicest teacher of all!!den mep.okok lahh.but seriously.i so so so so cannot play e violin.hai.i juz cant.so decided 2 b guai dat dae n go hm early.1st dae of e week dat i went hm early lehh.ok.it wasnt very early.but ya.straight after sch.wif brintha.yvonne XD nice nice ppl.hahaha.i was e 1st 2 alight.aniwaes.we were laughin like siao durin e journey.haha.me-paikia.brintha-guaikia.yvonne-normalkia.lol.so we were talkin we first met n stuff.n how i was so so so naive 2 believe dat brintha was frm sngs.haiyo.so blur lohh.ok.den my mum came back.haha.i gt a puma bag.yay.but den hor.its so easily scratched lohh.white smmore.aiya nvm lahh.its still nicee (: 2dae.brought my new bag 2 sch XD haiyo.although im like so so careful.dere r still scratches.sad.sad.sad ): pe.BBALL!!!!at last.we can DRIBBLE XD i simply love love dribblin.hahaha.BBALL RAWKS!!!okok.i didnt like conditionin coz i still had muscle ache.hai.so ya.i was really tired.yay.managed 2 shoot in a few balls.haha.e rest of e dae was kinda borin.slept early e nite b4.11.improvement rite.assembly.ahem ahem.e cyber world.ya.u shuld b able 2 guess wad its abt.all e usual stuff lahh.msn.irc.bloggin.blah blah blah.ok.so went shoppin wif kelly.huiying.THANKS 4 SHOPPIN WIF ME XD haha.aniwaes.its bcm a habit 2 shop every fri wif kelly.its a wae 2 destress lahh.I LOVE FRIDAES XD haha.but its really burnin a hole in our pockets.sadd.but its still very very funn.amazinly kelly n i were doin hw while waitin 4 huiying.lol.i managed 2 complete 1 wks (: ok.so dats all abt 2dae.so sch overall is ok lahh.but i still dun like it.haha.i still love sngs XD still sick ): wahhh.hope 2 get well b4 cny.tryin 2 sleep early.but nt very successful.i dun feel like doin hw 2nite.so i shall sleep early :D i shall b random n post my hw list.in case i 4get anithin (: if i left out anithin.pls tell me hor (: - eng compo- chinese 1.1 + 1.2- chinese newspaper reflection- math further prac- math wks - science journal - geog wks- read to kill a mockin bird- theory composition- prack piano- write letter 2 god angel- write letter 2 mortalok.i tink dats abt all.alot lehh.haha ok.mayb its juz dat im slow.hope dat math olympiad tmr is fun n interestin.hope its logic puzzles! :D like last week.yay.haha.i was 1/2 late lohh.so malu.shall try n b early tmr (:super long post.haha.cant wait 4 CNY.MY BDAE. XD but den ill b fourteen.sad.haha.i dun wanna grow upp lahh.lol.so ya.shall go sleep now (: #shadows of the past#
8:58 PM; iloveu Y