29 January 2007
sorry 4 not bloggin 4 such a long time.haha.dis is my 101 post (: cool rite.lol.ok.dat was so random.dis post is gonna b kinda emo.haha.stuff dat happened dis couple of daes ...i realised i seem 2 cut myself alot.as in not intentionally wan lahh.n i dun even realise it.dumb rite.ya loh.so now i hv like cuts all over me.lol.parents r still in paris lahh.mum cmin back on thurs.dad on sun.smhow i kinda miss dem.haha.my mum bought a puma bag 4 me XD yay.i hope its nice lahh.haha.i wanna go paris lohhh.i really really wanna go!!!ive been rather emo dese daes.again.ya i noe.i really really miss sngs.its like everydae.wen i cm hm.i will hv 2 pass by sngs.n all e fond memories of sngs wuld juz flood my mind.smhow i juz cant help but wonder if i made e right choice by goin 2 rgs.sngs was like so funn lahh.its juz like my second hm.where i grew up.my frenz.teachers.who were always dere 4 me.how i made silly mistakes in sngs.i simply love e food dere too!!much better den rgs.i LOVE e TRACK XD haha.mayb bcoz i was frm track.but e track is wae wae better den rgs.e specs stand.haha.cute little p1s always get 2 sit dere n watch us da jie jie do e family dance.line dance.sports day.CHEERLEADIN RAWKS!!!e normal events.runnin.high jump.long jump.short put.etc etc.I LOVE BLUE HOUSE!!!e hall.big n spacious (: haha.silent readin.prize presentations.performances.badminton.haha.e playground.lol.its fun okk.haha.used 2 play dere wen i was p1.monkey bars.play until i had 6 blisters on each hand.stoops lah.haha.i rolled down e hill once.den my nice p1 form teacher helped me apply cream.she totally rawks mann.i tink shes e nicest teacher ive ever had XD bars which i used 2 flip over.dat kinda stuff.although we r nt really allowed 2.haha.den was wen i really gained confidence in flipin on bars.lol.miss my nice nice seniors n juniors who used 2 take e sch bus wif me.my frenz.teachers.hai.pri sch daes were juz so realxed.fun.mayb rgs wasnt e right choice afterall.haha.cant wait 2 go back 2 sngs!!im sleepin later n later.hai.seriously.im bcmin a panda.hai.so everytime im gonna fall asleep.ill ask zhenling to slap me.it works okk.haha.but only 4 a few minutes.quite a few people caught me sleepin in class liao lahh.haha.aiya.i cant help it lahh.im really tired.went shoppin quite a few times liao.parents dun noe.haha.shoppin is a wae of me ventin my emotions.so ya.2 destress.wen im sad or happy.ill go shoppin XD went wif kelly most of e times.haha.bought quite alot of stuff so far.we each bought each other a shirt.lol.we kinda go out every fri n sat.but we gt 2 cut down a bit liao lahh.haha.ok.so far.ive gt.2 hairbands.1 belt.4 pairs of earrins.1 shirt.9 rubber bands.2 pairs of ankle socks.ya.i tink dats abt it.haha.nid 2 buy a couple of bdae prezzies more (: cant wait 4 CNY.im determined 2 make myself grow fat :D haha.after cny.my bdae XD yay.ok.abit abt 2dae.as usual i slept 'early'.3.30.hai.so went 2 sch feelin super sleepy.but i had no choice 2 finish up my hw.since i slacked e entire weekend.sort of finshed my hw in e mornin.eng was ok lahh.supposed 2 rite journal tmr.hai.ill crap thru it.chem.hai.hopeless.im totally totally clueless abt wad shes sayin.i juz cant seem 2 concentrate in her class.argh.ok wadeva.im gonna fail chem.ok.skipped recess.managed 2 do abit of theory.n huiying told me e story of to kill a mockin bird.chinese.dumb.i 4got my wks.haha.did n put at hm leh.haiyo.it was quite fun lahh.chinese lessons always seem 2 b fun.lit.aw man.another confirm sub dat im gonna fail.aniwae.failed e quiz.haha.nt surprised.i was prepared 2 fail aniwae.i haven even read e book lah.but i watched e movie wen i was young.it was in black in white.n i totally did nt understand a single thing.hai.ill juz crap thru it as well.juz like i did last yr.hist.we were laughin like siao.crappin away.haha.my grps so funny.yay.its probably e slackest sub.haha.went 4 lunch.den poned 1/2 of guitar.i wanted 2 pon e entire thin but den dun wanna rite parents letter.so ya.didnt get scolded (: ill most likely b kicked out 4 syf.i wuld choose my piano over guitar.haha.sorry.but ive more passion 4 piano :D ok.took a nap juz now.so ill b able 2 last 2nite.haha.i tink im fallin sick.smtimes.its juz so hard 2 forget stuff.its like deir stuck in ur head.n no matter how hard u try.it juz wun leave.ok.dreams r juz so diff frm reality.face it.its totally impossible.i juz feel like breakin down.y m i even born into dis dreadful world 2 suffer.cryin seems 2 b e only wae 2 really release wads bottled up inside.#etched in my mind#
10:11 PM; iloveu Y
18 January 2007
sorry but im very emo dese daes.so ya.if i offended u in aniwae.im really sorry.2dae didnt go very well.gt scolded by a few teachers.due 2 e lack of sleep also.i was in a rather bad mood.cm back hm.get scolded.wadeva.life totally sux.n i so hate it.#juz leave me alone#
9:52 PM; iloveu Y
17 January 2007
yay.slept at 11 plus again.haha.im gettin more sleep dis daes (: but im still super sleepy lahh.n ya.i still look like a panda.contact time.oh ya.i forgot abt dis ytd.all lit teachers dislike e sound of our screechin chairs.ex-lit teacher/cle teacher/philo teacher as well as lit teacher both complained abt our screechin chairs.lol.form teacher is still so bubbly.chinese.i love chinese :D ive always did.haha.e teacher is funny lahh.but 2dae.her lesson was rather erm.依恋;迷糊;潜移默化 blah blah cant rmb liao.dose were taught lahh.den kelly turnin back 2 stare at me.huiying was talkin crap at e back of me.n smhow she came 2 e topic.galz sch.galz always crush guy teachers.guyz sch.guyz always crush gal teachers.haiyo.n dat sent e entire class repeatin my name over n over again.luckily i tink e teacher doesnt noe my christian name.so ya.she didnt noe dey were talkin abt me.like hello?!?! i so do nt crush my ex-pe teacher lohhh.hai.last yr.103 told all our subject teachers.dat i had a lot of boyfrenz lahh.blah blah blah.i tink history is seriously gonna repeat itself.saddd.ok.so dat was chinese.chem.was super duper xtremely borin.i didnt pay attention at all.was so bored.so i was findin paper 2 doodle on (: doodled thru out e entire lesson.haha.yay.kelly was tryin 2 draw e teacher again.but it really looks like her lahh.lol.pe.aw mann.okk.paired up wif huiying 4 basketball prack.passin.chest pass.bounce pass.overhead pass.she kept namin e ball as e diff guyz dat she knew.n apparently.ok.dis is gonna b sick.haha.wen e ball touches ani of our body parts.we wuld start laughin at loud.so ya.u get e idea.but its like so sick lahh.n smhow i had butter fingers 2dae.so e ball kept boucin off my foot.haha.but it got better after dat lahh.lol.4 e very sick parts.i dun tink u wanna noe.so ya.i shall nt blog abt it :D i realised dat my posts r gettin sicker n sicker nowadaes.ok.den it came 2 dribblin.n we were playin volleyball instead.lol.e relief teacher was like starin at us.so i started dribblin n sayin.teacher cmin.teacher cmin.haha.so ya.yay.teacher say i gd.haha.lol.den huiying was like.i cannot dribble.my mucus wanna flow out liao.teacher replied.u dun hv 2 tell me rite.u cant b possibly dribblin like dat (points her nose 2 e air n starts dribblin) at dis time.i was already sittin on e floor laughin away.so we all started laughin.hahaha.cm 2 e dribblin relay.aw man.i was e last person lohh.so super stressed.it turned out quite ok lahh.but i wasnt really dribblin.i was juz like pushin it as far as i can.e ball was like gonna stop bouncin liao lohh.lol.so e last grp did e chicken dance.haha.carried equipment back.ouch.so heavy.recess.haha.had mass changin.but den i followed huiying 2 e music rm first.so ya.we were e only ones unchanged xcept 4 dose who went 4 recess first.e lights were on.every1 changed.den huiying n i were like change where.we were like 脱掉;脱掉;脱掉.sick rite.yuck yuck.haha.so huiying hid in e cupboard.i was bhind teachers table.lol.so dumb.den dey hid huiyings shoes n specs.n pretended dat our cle/philo teacher came in.haha.every1 was laughin like mad.only at e end of recess den dey gave her back her specs.haha.geog.nt much happened.did our formative assessment.it was super cold lahh.den suddenly wen e class was quiet.huiying burped/hiccupped.lol.den we started laughin again.finished geog fa late.so was late 4 com studies.com studs.nt much happened too.we r gonna do movie makin.seems so much more fun den last yr.but dat means more work.which means more effort.haha.so ya.i realised dat my bag is too small lahh.ok.it seems like e smallest bag in class.but ya.nvm.my stuff all in locker XD went hm.yay.my mortal.gina wrote 2 letters 2 me (: haha.shall try 2 reply her 2nite.i still haven prack piano n finish theory yet lohh.den still hv chem n lit hw.sad.i shall keep lit 4 tmr.haha.hope i can sleep early 2nite again.smhow sch is super funny now lahh.but ya.i still dun really look forward 2 it.haha.#drop e act#
4:10 PM; iloveu Y
16 January 2007
haha.it was kinda borin ytd lahh.xcept dat me.huiying.kelly made it erm rather interestin.lol.chemistry was fun.4 once.all thanks 2 huiying.haha.ok.i do nt wish 2 blog abt it.its like SUPER SICK.but ya.u can ask me personally.but i will consider whether 2 tell u or nt (: kelly heard wrongly wad huiying was sayin lah.hahaha.so wen she was tryin 2 xplain it 2 me.i was like no.huiying said dis.so we confirmed wif huiying.n we all burst out laughin.e teacher was like starin at us.but we carried on laughin like siao.lol.recess.me.renci.kelly.were talkin abt 'mathematical equations' durin recess.haha.super duper funny lahh.kelly was helpin renci dump brian since shes so pro at it.haha.so she was goin on abt mathematical symbols.plus n minus equations.which totally were nt makin ani sense.but we were all laughin away.haha.den after recess.huiying was tellin kelly abt my so called love life.she totally changed e facts lahh.haiyo.so i started talkin abt her love life.so it sort of linked 2 shunji.den kelly tot it was shinji.den i told her dat his brother was in e boat wif her.e photo dat she brought 2 class.smhow it was linked 2 sm book thingy.den fuxin xclaimed.smth abt boob.lol.frm.boat = book = boob.hahaha.so we were again laughin out loud.yay.benji!!! XD he totally rawks lohhh.haha.i tink dats abt it lah.oh ya.amazinly.i slept at 11 plus ytd.i tot i wuld b super energetic 2dae.but smhow i was so so wrong.i was practically sleepin thruout every lesson.luckily zhenling was dere 2 make me laugh.or else i wuld really really had fallen asleep.lit was super borin.teacher complained abt us screechin our chairs.n made us stand up.sit down.stand up.sit down.stand up.sit down -.- cant stand her.haha.reminds me of my p5 chinese teacher.she once told us.if u cant stand sm1.sit on dat person.lol.geog.yay.so fun lohh.love e teacher.shes so funny.did grp wk.we were imaginin huiying 2 b in our presence.since she was absent.coz she was sick.so ya.we were also teasin priya.for once.i was nt bein teased.hahaha.manee is so funny lahh.we kept digressin.yay.eng.ok lahh.grp wk was funn.we r gonna do an ad on sm future prob.abt too high tech or smth like dat lah.i dun pay attention in class.so ya.it was smth 2 dat extent.so we were imaginin huiying 2 b in our presence again.hahaha.den kang jie n i started talkin abt mtv.dunnoe how we ended up dere.haha.manee was like.yo yo yo priya.passionate priya.lol.made us all laugh non-stop lah.math.kept disturbin brintha.zhenling loves tessa like siao mann.she misses her loads.hahaha.ok.so we kept callin brintha.so she kept turnin around.den we took her pencil case 2 'play'.haha.i tink she gt kinda pissed.so me n zhenling started playin wif our metallic blue metal bottles.hahaha.e teacher was like.sm ppl r very interested in deir bottles horr.so ya.zhenlings bottle is like leanin tower of pisa.it really doesnt fall wan lohh.hai.my bottle has like so many dents.den e paint also cm out liao.kelly coloured it smmore.haiyo.poor bottle.we were also laughin at kellys 7 steps 2 dumpin dumbos -.- haha.but it was funny lahh.cle.borin.teacher was kinda ego.'luckily u galz hv me here 2 help u' -.- haha.me.zhenling.qiqi all had dat xpression written on our faces.rs.sat nxt 2 kelly.i slept 4 1/2 of it i tink.until kelly woke me up.jiayi kept irritatin me lahh.kept touchin me.yuck.yuck.i almost screamed lohh.haha.i kept pokin qiqi.n i took zhenlings paper n pen (: ok.im lame.haha.but was super bored lahh.dere was kelly crappin away nxt 2 me.haiyo.on our wae 2 call our ex-form teacher.since kelly lost her portfolio thingy.met ex-history/cle teacher on e wae.haha.tried 2 make him help us.failed in e end.he didnt even noe wad we were talkin abt.hai.guitar.borin.i seriously culdnt play my pieces.wad do u xpect.i dun prack.n im nt as pro as zhenling.so ya.crapped thru it.so break time.instructor ask who dunnoe how 2 play.so i said me lohh.coz i really culdnt play.den i was like jokin jokin only.break over.he called me individually 2 play 4 him lahh.i was like WTH.luckily on 1/4 of each piece.phew.or else i die.i was ok :D haha.oh ya.his words of wisdom ... haha.彩虹的美在於多色共存
人的美在於众人共荣
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dats abt it.sad lohh.mgs won.aiya.but sngs did deir best lahh.yay.sngs!!! (: mayb i shuld hv stayed dere.haha.less stress lohh.den i can like wake up 1hr later.hai.nvm lah.cannot turn e clock back liao.haha.wonder if tmr will b as funny.
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#smile#
10:29 PM; iloveu Y
14 January 2007
2dae was kinda borin lahh.rushin thru all my hw.but i still hv dat pile of hw nxt 2 me.3/4 undone.hopeless rite.ya i noe.haha.went 2 church.lesson was on learnin how 2 count our blessins.smhow.i realised how fortunate im.my family.frenz.who always stood by me.haha.ok.i shall learn 2 treasure n cherish wad i hv XD n of coz.b contented :D went 2 sm jap restaurant 4 lunch.sushi.blah blah.very nice.haha.my hw ...geog: wks.haven done.math: finished.xcept 4 questions dat i dunnoe.lit: read 2 kill a mockin bird.haven attempted.ppt.script.done.eng: read 4 short stories.had a hard time finishin 1.hist: wks.haven done.piano: haven pracked yet.theory: 1 n 1/2 papers.finished 1/2.still at it.sad.im like so freakin slow.hai.ok.it doesnt seem at lot but ya.i cant seem 2 finish it.argh.i shall forgo my sleep n try 2 finish my theory 2nite.i shall chiong e rest in sch.haha.i managed 2 watch an hr of tv.coz i ate a 15min dinner.i was like practically gobblin down my food.lol.but amazingly.i didnt sleep 2dae.hahaha.mayb itz bcoz i slept 2 much ytd.but im still super duper sleepy.no choice.shall go chiong hw liao.#count ur blessins#
10:35 PM; iloveu Y
13 January 2007
okk.went 2 sch 4 math olympiad.i seriously dunnoe wad m i doin dere.im totally clueless abt wad e teacher is teachin.i only understand like bits n pieces of it.haha.ran round e sch wif mabel lookin 4 yu jin.haha.yu jin.u owe us lunch lehh.lol.okk.so went 2 kfc after dat wif mabel.she managed 2 persuade me.haha.saw daphne at kfc.sat wif her.koped mabels fries.haha.i dun like e rain lahh.haiyo.ate lunch liao.slept again.yay.muz wake up so early 4 math olympiad lohh.so ya.i was super tired mahh.sorry 2 all whom ive neglected dis few daes or weeks.ya.ive been quite a bitch lahh.haha.but ya.everthins ok liao (: we'll still b gd frenz!oh ya.thanks 4 encouragin me!n being frank wif me! XD ya.i'll try 2 get over it lahh.haha.okk.shall go finish my hw liao.deres loads of it mann.sad.#lost in e darkness#
9:47 PM; iloveu Y
12 January 2007
ok.finally bloggin again.haha.dis week damn damn damn suay mann.hai.stoops lahh.damn it.ok wadeva.shall nt blog abt dem.dey brin back sucky memories.teachers (: haha.sm how e subs i like always hv very nice teachers wann lohh.which is kinda a gd thing lahh.lol.;form/math teachershe totally rawks mann.shes so so nice.so bubbly.so cutee.hahaha.im begininn 2 like maths again XD shes really xtremely nicee!!!haha.;cle/philo teachererm.i hv nv liked him so ya.dread his lessons.haha.;lit teacherworst teacher.hai.aniwaes.i hate lit too.btw.shes my guitar teacher.sad.;chinese teachershes quite nice.played jj lin songs while we were doin zuo wen.lol.;english teacherhmm.shes ok lahh.but i dun like eng.haha.almost gt penalised 4 talkin durin e test.;history teachershes quite cool lahh.youngest teacher of e lot.ex-rgs student.nice teacher.yay.;chem teacheraw mann.yuck.she tripped over my leg 3 times in 1 lesson lehh.haha.her lessons r super borin.;geog teachershe rawks!!haha.very very nice teacher.real funny.haha.loves 2 digress.;mep teachersdey r quite nice lahh.so farr.haha.;pe teachershes nice lahh.but a bit strict.scary.haha.but shes still nice.tests ...lit - crap.i juz passed.i culdnt believe it.haha.i was so sure i wuld fail.lol.eng - commonwealth essay.yuck.talked 2 renci.haha.teacher caught us.science - out of all e questions.i only did 3.everybody like did all.so at most i will only get 4/20.haha.ok.sm stuff dat happened dis week ...durin guitar horr.we were prackin away.den nid 2 change rm mahh.den my teacher said 2 my instructor.'rm 106 is available.' '126??' den i was '126?!' hahahaha.den me n cheryl burst out laugin coz he heard wrongly.den zhenling xclaimed.'126?!?!?!?!' hahahahaha.den we all started laughin.coz we kinda knew wad she meant.itz e joke in pri sch.29126.hahaha.so ya.we kept laughin like siao.first chinese lesson (everthin was said in chi) teacher asked who brought e textbks.den 7/8 of e class raised deir hand.den she asked.who didnt brin.i raised my hand.so did a few others.she asked jiayi n renci y didnt dey brin.standard answer.i forgot.haha.den she asked who didnt brin bcoz of other reasons.den i tot gt other ppl raise deir hand lohh.but only me leh.shit.den she asked me y.haha.bcoz normally first lessons teachers dun teach.den e bks r heavy so leave at hm lohh.den she xclaimed.i like u!!i love 2 hear e truth.but ur takin a risk by bein so truthful coz nt all teachers like 2 hear e truth.lol.i was kinda shocked.hahaha.philo 2dae.i was more participative 2dae.lol.dunnoe y.haha.but i still dun understand philo at all.i dun like it in e first place.super duper chim lahh.ok.so ya.he was xplainin on subjectivism n relativism.den huiying n kelly kept starin at me lahh.-.- so i bent my head down n started 2 daydream again.den he was like starin at me.but i so didnt noe.den suddenly huiying.kelly.ying hui.kang jie.started gigglin.n i really didnt noe y.stupid lahh.dey ALL tot i was SLEEPIN.WTH.i only put my head down rite.my eyes were like open.hello?!ok.wadeva.dumb.its only e 2nd week of sch.n wad.i already hv 2 bookins.WTF.heck care lahh.at most go dc n beta loh.wadeva.low socks.low belt.fringe below eyebrow.hp always on.sleep.daydream in class.dats me.im born pai ok.its a fact.aniwaes.zhenling.relax.its nt ur fault.u dun hv 2 feel bad.i dun blame u.i only hv myself 2 blame.haha.aniwaes.we'll still b gd frenz kk XD haha.smhow everytime i cry.u cry.den u cry.i also cry.lol.still rmb napfa.haha.so ya.dun let our frenship sour :D oh ya.thanks every1 who was concerned abt me 2dae.ya.im ok now (:stupid rain lahh.make me cannot go shoppin.so freakin irritatin.hai.i really wanted 2 go out lahh.but e dumb rain was super heavy.so sickenin.i shall try 2 go out nxt week XD so ya due 2 e heavy rain.quite a lot of ppl were drenched.wen u walk around u can like see ppl runnin around.drenched frm head 2 toe.haha.e bustop was like flooded lahh.e rds were all flooded.stupid.den wenever a bus cms.e water wuld like b splashed onto e bus stop.lol.its like ur juz standin dere.den suddenly ur all wet wif yucky muddy water.hahaha.i was half drenched lahh.nt so bad (:ive been sleepin later n later each nite lohh.sadd.super sleepy lahh.i really look like a panda liao.haha.peixin says im nocturnal.ok.nt only her.my parents n many others too.so ya.ive been sleepin n daydreamin in class.lol.as usual.i realised ive been rather easily irritated n abit grumpy.haha.mood swings.lol.hai.sorry if i offended u in a wae (: but ya.i tink its due 2 e lack of sleep.i shall try 2 sleep more or else im seriously gonna get into trouble.u noe wad.r u really dat insensitive.can u like put urself into my shoes n stop doin dat 2 me.its damn irritatin okk.im like damn pissed already n u dun seem 2 even care n juz go on n on.non-stop.ok.i may b a bit emo dis few daes.but ya.can u juz like shut up 4 once.#nth seems 2 b right#
4:26 PM; iloveu Y
06 January 2007
ok.2dae was super borinn.did e usual stuff lahh.i finally get 12hrs of sleep XD yay!!!grandparents came over.played chinese chess wif my grandfather.yay.draw.haha.he always win me wan lohh.reminds me of p4.wen i used 2 play it everyday.hahaha.went 4 lunch.smwhere near my ex-tuition teachers house.my sisters hv tuition dere now.haha.haven been dere 4 a yr liao.miss my tuition teacher n frenz!!!came back n blast my music like siao.slept 4 a while.watch tv.eat dinner.blah blah blah.hahaha.
ok.if u read frm huiyings blog.ya.i realised im seriously weird.haha.i mean really lohh.frm a super pai gal 2 a guai gal.im nt dat guai yet.lol.aiya.its 2 avoid bookin lahh.n i dun go shoppin liao.coz im broke.n sleepy.hahaha.i shall go nxt week.i got a few prezzies 2 buy (: yay.at last.shoppin :D
yay.my cuzzie is discharged.shall visit him sm time (:
#pissed#
9:52 PM; iloveu Y
05 January 2007
hai.i was super blur 2dae.its due 2 e lack of sleep lahh.im like so used 2 sleepin 12++ hrs per dae durin e hols.den suddenly i only hv 5-6 hrs of sleep at most.hai.so ya.i was almost late 4 assembly.den first block.science.our teacher is ok lahh.i guess.chem.ahhh.i dun like e periodic table lohhh.muz memorise like siaoo.den set goals n stuff.borinn.ok nxt was pe.argh.stoops lahh.met my ex-pe teacher on e wae.hai.den zhenling n kelly were like shoutin his name lahh.he was like on e hp.haiyo.met my pe teacher.i tink shes quite nice lahh.hopefully im nt wrong.im pe rep again.haha.i tink its e most qing song job.lol.ya.im a slacker wadd.played poison ball.i kinda twisted my ankle.haha.renci threw e ball lohh.supposed 2 roll.den it hit me.it went in btween my legs lahh.haiyo.pe ended.muz return key 2 teacher.went 2 pe dept.4got 2 greet e teachers.den my teacher was like 'im nt e only teacher in e pe dept u noe' hai.so went 4 recess.sat in front of chloe n rachel.chattin away.den rachel said 'mr blah blah bhind u lehh' i turned around n said where gt. den chloe was like 'wah u so interested ahh' -.- n he really appeared lahh.i was OMG.rachel was only kiddin lohhh.kelly was like teasin me.b careful of wad u wish 4.hai.teased me like siao lahh.he sat at our table somemore.ok nxt block.philo.oh my gosh.i really tink im gonna fail it lahhh.seriously i dun understand a single thing dat he is sayin.really.den i tink he told me 2 switch on e air-con.i barely heard lahh.peixin stood up 2 switch it on.he was like starin at me.hai.oops.i told u i was blur.so thru out e lesson.i was barely concentratin.his words r so chim.i really dun tink i can b promoted 2 sec 3 nxt yr.lit was nxt.taught by my guitar teacher.quite ok lahh.had a debate.was quite funny.quite a number of wks.hai.hw.yuck.assembly.address by principal.kelly n i were almost late.haha.our form teacher was taggin bhind.as usual.i was teased like siao again.i was gigglin n talkin mayb a bit too much.dat attracted my philo/cle teachers attention.hai.sad.den sing sch song dat time i was laughin like siao.den yvonne started laughin at me.aiya.i culdnt stop laughin loh.i was really gonna laugh out loud.huiying was like so sick lohh.den yvonne n yinghui were so funny.teachers were really sleepin lahhh.haiyo.finally e end of sch.sat wif nicole on e bus.haha.she said dat e pits n prefects were super strict lahh.lol.peiting told me dat ytd too.but really lahh.dey r very strict.sadd.
haiyo.my poor cuzzie go hospital 2dae.4 operation.hes poor finger gt caught in e door or smth.so poor thing lohh.only 3 yrs old.sad.get well soon!!!haha.
#sadness#
11:04 PM; iloveu Y
04 January 2007
argh.another borin dae of sch.haha.sm how i simply dread sch lah.den i always countdown e number of hours left.blah blah blah.-.- haha.so ya.it was quite funny 2dae.form teacher is really really funny weird.okok.basically.we had sm long talk by our discipline mistress.n ya.it was quite ok lahh.kelly.renci.keep suanin me loh.4 cle.we r gonna learn abt.datin n how 2 relate 2 guyz.hai.kelly cant wait 4 dat lesson 2 cm.huiying was like so super duper sick lahh.yuck yuck yuck.haha.ser gin was tryin 2 sleep.lol.den we went 2 class 2 meet our cle teacher.i was late.haha.wen i went 2 e door.i was like OMG.wads my ex-lit/philo teacher doin here.den my frenz told me he was our cle teacher.i almost fainted.my gosh.so ya.freaked out.cant imagine him teachin us cle.haha.hes teachin us philo again.so durin e lesson.my form teacher was laughin away.which made us laugh too.e wae she laughs is juz so funny.peixin-class chair.sarah+fuxin-vice chairs.haha.cool.i juz realised dat she tot my ex-classmate.maralyn.in scgs last yr.lol.den kelly n renci keep teasin me lohh.thru out e entire dae.hmph.kelly kept drawin on my book.oh ya.so did jiayi.hai.i feel so bullied!!!haha.so sch juz went past like dat.hai.i really want my hols!!!argh.cant wait 4 e weekends.haha.1 more dae 2 go XD
#feelins dat can nv b xpressed#
10:16 PM; iloveu Y
03 January 2007
hmm.1st dae at sch.lol.i sound as though im p1.hahahaha.aniwaes.i didnt sleep until like 2 plus lahh.stoops.ya.i was starin at e dumb ceilin.unable 2 fall asleep.haha.its quite normal lahh.stonin dere.flashes of 2006 appear in ur mind.ya.dat kinda stuff.haha.so ya.went 2 sch.n e 1st thing dat my classmates said 2 me.'wow grace.ur so legal 2dae' lol.ya.guess my socks were HIGH 4 once.haha.i juz feel very weird in my uniform again.it juz doesnt feel right.haha.ok.im crappin away.met 103ers at e foyer.it was super crowded lahh.all u culd see r heads heads n more heads.haha.so fun 2 see each other again.yay.gathered at e amphi.long talks made by principal.teachers.blah blah blah.dere was long talks ALL E WAY TILL E END OF SCH.long n borin talks.ok.mayb nt all were borin.but ya.most of dem were.we were juz movin frm place 2 place.listenin 2 teachers talk loads n loads of stuff.hai.wad a wae 2 start e yr.
haha.my form teacher.cool.in a wae.haha.she sounds abit like my former form teacher.shes quite nice lahh.a new teacher.juz transferred frm scgs.shes quite bubbly.funny.cute.lol.ok.im sittin right in front.right at e corner.i dunnoe y.haha.i juz walked in 2 class.n kelly n renci asked me 2 sit dere.lol.aniwaes.its quite a nice spot lah.juz dat ALL e PITS r kinda surroundin me.haiyo.sure die wan.haha.i shall TRY 2 b legal.afterall.im pai.lol.yay.hadley shirt is so nice.house meetin is like e only time where we can meet our former classmates.other den after sch n all dat lah.yay.chit chat like siao.every1 looks diff.haha.oh ya.jiayi.i hate u.haha.u made a blueblack on my knee ok.n u owe me $5.dun try 2 get away.hmph.lol.ok.im siao.went hm wif yu jin.yay.she waited 4 me.missed 2 buses.nvm lah.she was eatin her famous amos cookies.shes still as funny as ever.haha.
reached hm.used com 4 a while.i felt super duper tired.wanted 2 prac piano 1st.but i was juz 2 tired.so slept 4 so long.haiyo.wen i woke up i was like.oh shit.no time 2 prac piano liao.damn it.haha.went 4 piano lesson totally unprepared.it was 1 of e funniest lessons ever.i was so distracted lahh.so many pieces nv prac.den i left my J.S.Bach book at hm.haha.so my teacher started on e chopin wan.yay.e song is so nice lahh.my pieces pile up like siao liao lohh.really gt set aside sm time 4 my piano man.ive been neglectin it.hai.ok.i haven done my hw or signed my circulars yet.lol.im really super duper sleepy man.e rain is nice.juz perfect.
#sunshine after rain#
10:11 PM; iloveu Y
02 January 2007
): ya.i tink u noe e reason y.haha.schs reopenin tmr.haiz.hopefully it begins well.lol.muz b gd gal tmr liao.stoops lah.sure got spot-check wann.haha.i shall nt set ani goals coz i noe i wun fulfil dem.so ya.managed 2 finish all my hw.but sadly i haven pracked my piano.tmr muz rush hm 2 do so or else i sure die wan.lol.hmm.i really dread e thought of sch tmr.but its nice 2 see my frenz again.haha.hope my teachers r nice XD ok.i shall sleep early 2nite (: although i most likely wuldnt b able 2.hols end liao.hai.schhh.hw.argh.i really dread tmr.
# it aint dat bad #
9:57 PM; iloveu Y
01 January 2007
recallin e past 2006 ...
haha.its kinda e worst yr of my life lahh.whereby dere were seriously loads of ups n downs dat coz many changes in my life.haha.sounds so dramatic.aniwaes.ya.
it only seems like ytd wen i stepped into rgs.wuld my life hv been so much more diff if i went 2 sngs.but sadly.dats smth dat can nv b changed.i went 2 rgs.
i bcame seriously slack n my results totally sucked.den my parents were like super angry loh.at first semester 1 wasnt dat bad lahh.coz i was still kinda hardworkin.but semester 2 sucked.mayb its bcoz dat time was e time wen i bcame pai.n ya.so as e days go by.i bcame pai-er n pai-er.lol.started 2 sleep in class.invisible socks.belt low.comin back late frm recess.copy hw.dun do hw.daydream durin class.aiya.alot lahh.i juz felt dat breakin rules was super fun.lol.
at hm.i started 2 bcome agitated n angry very easily.haha.i shouted n screamed like siao.lol.dat was e yr dat i cried e most as well as blast my music e most.hai.i hate 2006.
dere were other stuff dat happened lahh.dat i really do nt wish 2 blog abt.sm stuff dat hurt me so badly.which juz made me wanna cry my heart out.haha.so dere goes 2006.juz hope dat 2007 wuld b better.
thanks 4 all my family n frenz who guided me thru dis sea of misery.w/o u ppl.i wuld hv long fallen.hopefully.e ME in 2007 wuld b able 2 CHANGE 4 e BETTER.
----------------------- a new beginin 2 start afresh ---------------------------
3:44 PM; iloveu Y