`I STILL BELIEVE

although u nv fail 2 disappoint me.

OK.2DAE OFFICIALLY MARKS E END OF MY HYPERNESS + SICKNESS + WADEVA.haha.i was like really hyper n sick e last few daes.but erm.now.NO.im so uber pissed wif myself cann.okk.mayb its due 2 e LACK OF SLEEP.im lookin like a panda now -.- slept at 4am on sat n 2am on sun.ARGH.was fallin asleep durin lessons 2dae.so went hm.my gosh.slept until 7 cann.wth.was supposed 2 do stupid math graphs.so now i m was chiongin it.but realised dat as i did nt pay attention durin class.im TOTALLY CLUELESS as 2 how im supposed 2 draw dose stupid idiotic graphs.probably sacrifice my recess tmr >.< ARGH.

sm really random quotes over e past few daes.loads more but i kinda 4gt :X

'grace looks like a zebra'

'grass is green.grace is grass.dere4 grace is green'

'grace is green grass'

'grace is a giraffe'

i realised ive loads of nicknames now.like.gracey.grass.koi fish.bai se yan jing.okk.wadeva.haha.n accordin 2 mabel.im famous in 209 4 bein scandalous all thanks 2 yu jin.lol.aiyo.my life is goin haywire.

okk.dis kinda amused me.lol.after writin my 小练笔 on when you're gone by avril.dis was wad my teacher commented.

'不只是爱人，亲人也是哦！‘别因为恋情结束了而哭泣，请为恋情发生过的种种而微笑。’有时，要懂得放下一些事，不然真地会很累。:S 舍得、舍得，要‘舍’才会‘得’。(:'

haha.she sounds so xperienced.n she still cant stop callin me bai se yan jing lahh -.- oh well.

SHRUGS ABOURITT MAN.

im givin up on my graphs.i shall hv an early nite n do dem tmr :D

haha.I SO NID 2 GO OUT N CHILL DIS WEEK (:

thank you God for keeping me happy and hyper for so many days.

I WANNA GO OUTT!!I WANNA GO OUTTT!! :D

i love birds nestt XD

I MISS E BASKETBALL COURT WHEREBY ME.YU JIN.MABEL WERE REALLY REALLY SIAOO.

badminton really helps in ventin my frustrations.

I MISS SHOPPIN!!I MISS WATCHIN MOVIES!!

ARGH.OKK.HOW RANDOM WAS DAT.

I SHALL GO N DREAM ABT ALL DAT XD HAH.

i miss sngs ):

SHALL GO BLAST MY MUSIC N DREAM :D

'u dun hv 2 like everythin abt sm1.juz 2 LOVE dem e way dey r' (:

never gone.

never far.

in my heart is where you are.

# tomorrow #

10:52 PM; iloveu Y

`KISS GOODBYE

i juz wanna sayy ...

IM REALLY GRATEFUL 2 EVERY1 AROUND ME.N I REALLY MEAN EVERY1.EVERY1 WHO KNOWS ME.EVERY1 WHO MADE MY LIFE SO HAPPY.SO WORTH LIVING FOR!! :D LOVEYA ALL LOADS!!!!

ya i noe im like a super emo gal.haha.e most emo gal in class in fact X) yupp.REALLY SORRY 4 e ERM SUDDEN BREAKDOWN 2dae (: REALLY SORRY!!

SORRY IF I SCARED UR OR ANITHIN! but ya.IM OKAY NOW :D juz abit shaky now n denn.haha.but i shall HOLD ON N STAY STRONG! (: U ALL TOO OKK!! JIAYOU PPL!! LIFES NV A BED OF ROSES BUT ITS ALL ABT HOW U SEE LIFE! oh yaa.NEVER BOTTLE UP UR FEELINGS.haha.MUZ LET OUT OKK.ITS HURTS IF U ACCUMULATE IT INSIDE!!

so once again.

THANK YOU EVERY1 FOR EVERYTHING!! FOR ALL UR HUGS + ENCOURAGEMENTS + CARE + CONCERN + LOVE + TIME!! LOVEYA ALL!! :D

hai.i miss my daddyy n mummyy.haha.dunnoe yy lahh.people only learn 2 cherish e things wen dey r lost.only den do dey feel e painn.

2dae is so screwed nt gd.but ITS OVER.GET OVER IT GRACE.

hmm.TMR WILL B BETTER (:

thank you God for guiding me through today.i know that you will not give me sufferings that im unable to endure.so i thank you for all the tests that you have put me through today.i thank you for all the loving and caring friends that you have blessed me with.they are just like heaven-sent angels.i pray that you will help each and every one of us to pull through the rough patches of our life and that we learn from our past mistakes and learn to cherish what we are blessed with and not take anything for granted.amen.

haha.okk.dat felt much better (: i shall hv an early nite.in case i 4gt 2 bring loads of stuff again tmr n screw everything up :X

i never had a dream cm true.

till e dae that i found it.

will holding on change anithin.

will it juz hurt even more.

# since u been gone #

10:36 PM; iloveu Y

`DREAMIN

will it eva cm true.

okk.dis shall b a rather short post.kinda busy dis few daes.shall post a longer 1 soonn.haha.dats if i still rmb wad happened X)

REVERBERE 07!

haha.tmrr.really scared lohh.im still abit de shaky lehh.hope wun screw up tmr.GUITAR CONCERT WILL B A SUCCESS :D yayy.haha.quite xcitedd.but yaa.nervouss.wahh.12 hrs in schh tmr.abit freakky lehh.lol.

okok.shall go prack a while more den go 2 sleep le (:

thank you God for the wonderful blessings that you have showered me with these few days. the miracles and the grace that helped me overcome all obstacles.i thank you God (: i pray that tomorrows concert will be a big success and that Lord.you will grant me the wisdom to play the pieces smoothly (:

THANX ALL WHO WISHED ME WELL 4 TMR :D

JIAYOU EVERY1!! ENJOY REVERBERE 07!!

can sorryy make up 4 all e hurt.

wen ur gone.

e pieces of my heart r missin u.

say it isnt so.

# e way #

10:54 PM; iloveu Y

`PART OF UR WORLD

ARGH.IM UBER PISSED.

oh well.abit abt ytd.NO OFFENCE REALLY.if u feel offended denn.haha.SORRY.

so went 4 church.learnt abt e tabernacle.wahhh.how 2 sayy.ermm.'da kai yan jie' ba.lol.den went 4 lunchh at sm jap restaurant.yayy.sushi :D haha.i love e salmonn (: ya.den mummy saw her ex rgs/hwa chong jc band junior.her 3 yr old son was makin funny faces ontop of my head.wich caused ashley n joyce 2 laugh loads.so weneva i turn around he wuld give dat innocent face.den wad i so so so didnt xpect was dat.HE WAS ACTUALLY SMELLIN MY HAIR.like LOL lahh.haha.i din realised until daddy told me.my goshh.haha.so dey were chattin abt e sec/jc schs.blah blah blah.after dat.

me: yy din ur go rjc ahh.
daddy: coz hwa chong jc was e best jc at dat time.
mummy: n i cant stand ri guyz.i call dem R otton I diots
every1 bursts in2 laughter.
joyce: wow mummy ahh.i see e other side of u.
every1 laughs again.
mummy: ehh.better den acs lehh. A merican C ow S hit
LOL.

SO SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANI1 HORR.REALLY ITS JUZ ERMM.JOKES :D NO OFFENCE REALLY (:

hahaha.so ya.dat was 1 of e funniest lunches eva.denn go hm slack like siao.gt another 30+ songs.yayy.now ive 600+ songs in my ipod.haven transferred sm albums frm media player yt.haha.so pracked guitar last nite.ARGH.I STILL CANT GT IT.oh well.

hai.parents still dun let me take public transport alone so early in e mornin.so daddy sent me 2 sch 2dae.left e house at 7.so early rite.daddy tot will hv jam mahh.wahh.no jam at all.aniwaes slept in e car.haha.so cooll.made e chair go down all e way (: reached sch at 715.wahh.gt guitar ppl dere le.so slept/slacked/chat until 8 den start lehh.oh well.yayyy.yufang came 2dae (: haha.so instructor asked who cannot play dis play dat.i cannott so sayy lohh.'its nt u cannott.is u lazy dun wanna practise' - instructor. 'he overestimate u better den underestimate u ritee' - yufang.ehhh.i gt prack lohh.okk.mayb nt dat muchh.but ya.i gt prack lehh.how 2 handle 3 instuments lehh.2 concerts.1 xam.hai.dis concert ahh.i damn malu lohh.luckily nt sittin infront le.haha.frm 1st row move 2 3rd row.arghh.smhow guitar doesnt seem so easy animore ): play alone i can lehh.but den play tgt.like shit like dat.siann.THANK YOU ZHENLING 4 UR EVA ENCOURAGIN ENCOURAGEMENTS! (: haha.

so tied new hairstyle 2dae mahh.'i like ur new hairstyle.it looks nicer.u dun look so retarded noww.' - cheryl. LOL lahh.haha.so went hm at 1130.went 2 far east 2 shop a while.DAT HUIYING LAH.TAKE SO LONG 2 REPLY.bought a pair of black hoop earrins (: wanted 2 buy new earrins 4 schh.but i dunnoe e criteria.dunnoe wich 1 can.so in e end nv buy.haha.found my hair sprayy.siann.holz over le.how can sprayy.arghh.shall buy nxt time 4 nov + dec holz :D took mrt 2 j8.wahhh.den dat huiying replyy.say cannot le.stupid stupid stupid.i was so so so so uber pissed.so now i had 2 find an xcuse of yy im late n had 2 settle my own lunchh.arghh.so bought prezzie 1st.den afterdat called mummyy.heng nv scold me.haha.so bought lunch den go back hm le lohh.

WAD A NICE YOUTH DAY INDEED -.-

BLASTIN MUSIC SO HELPS ME CHILL :D sorryyy lahh.but i tink im moodswingin loads nowadaes.tryy 2 control ba.haha.sorryyy (:

yayy.now i hv KISS E RAIN + RIVER FLOWS IN U music scoress.shall learn soon.better prack my concert/xam pieces 1st ba.or else i really really diee le.

i pray Lord please help me to overcome these obstacles.please grant me the perserverance and wisdom to learn my concerts and exam pieces well.hopefully our concert will be a success (:

i nid a brainwash.

hai.so many nice emo songs.dunnoe wich 1 2 put as my blog song.

yy did i let myself believe.

that miracles culd happen.

# fallin #

3:19 PM; iloveu Y

`WALK AWAY

if only i culd put e past bhind.

my sad endinn.

kinda xpected it.

but nv tot it wuld hurt dat much.

piano pieces still make me cry e most.

wen every note stings ur heart.

it hurts.

thanx 4 e memories.

even though dey werent so great.

wuld e sun hv shone brighter.

if i never knew u.

# sorryy #

9:34 PM; iloveu Y