`TORN APART

everytime you go away.

you take a piece of me with you.

THANKS ALL who were concerned wen i was kinda emo dese few daes X) hehe.thanks 4 crappin wif me n makin me laugh XD LOVEYA ALL!! :D

THANK YOU GOD for helping me stay strong these few days (: thank you for giving me the strength and faith to trust in you in all that i do (:

dis portion is dedicated 2 yunshu

sorry gal! but e pics kinda small X) haha.it says 'I LOVE DAIQUAN SEC 2 RI GUITARIST' XD LOLL.okk im bein very lame n random.but i shall b nice since GENIUS YUNSHU requested dis post XD hahaha.UR TURN ALBERT EINSTEIN GALFREN!! :DD

i tink im seriously bcmin a PIG.haha.reallyy.i sleep very early.n super duper longg.YET I STILL HV PANDA EYES -.- lol.sadd sadd.GO AWAY GO AWAY PANDA EYES!! :D

boredd boredd.siann siann.haha.okk shall post random stuff :DD

&& GRACE

THANKFUL SPIRIT

... Singing and making melody in

your heart to the LORD,

giving thanks always for all things unto GOD (:

Ephesians 5:19,20

days seem like years when ur not around

i miss you-


my heart will always be with you-

11:59 PM; iloveu Y

`HEARTBREAK

broken yet healed (:

yupp.gt back all results liao.duhh gt GOOD gt BADD rite XD haha.duhh i cried but only 4 3 out of 8 subs XD okk nt very gd :/ aniwaes.e pt is im a happy gal thanks 2 my very caring n loving frenz!! :D hehe.

THANK YOU GOD for answering my prayers and helping me to pass all my papers (: thank you for granting me the strength to stay strong and for blessing me with such good friends who stood by me all the way (: thank you God for blessing me with marks i do not deserve and for helping me to accept all the outcomes of the papers (: most importantly.thank you God for letting me grow in your grace (:

THANK YOU ALL WHO CHEERED ME UP WIF UR HUGS!!ENCOURAGEMENTS!!PATS!!SMSES!!TAGS!!JOKES!!SMILES!!LITTLE NOTES!!TISSUE PAPER!! :D THANKS THANKS LOADS!!! :D in random order (: THANK YOU ZHENLING ; KELLY ; YU JIN ; MABEL ; RACHEL ; HUIQING ; PRIYA ; RENCI ; KANG JIE ; YVONNE ; YING HUI ; YUN SHU ; ANGELA ; BRINTHA ; KEXIN ; CHERYL!! :D hehe.sorry if i missed ani of u out :D LOVEYA ALL!!

aniwaes.most subs did quite okk lahh.was really surprised by my hist :D but really really really disappointed in my chi.hehe.dat explains my waterfall ba :D LOLL X) so yuppp.improved in hist ; bio ; eng ; geog ; lit :D was rather surprised by bio n eng :D hehe.but my parents still tink it aint gd enuff.hai. but im a happy gal (: n im proud of myself (: hehe.THANK YOU ALL WHO STOOD BY ME ALL E WAYY (:

hmmm.eoys r over liao.deres only like 2 wks of sch left.although i very much wan sch 2 endd.i dun wan nxt yr 2 cm.haha.e holz will pass in a flashh.hai.sadd sadd.shall treasure e last 2 wks left wif 203! (: LOVEYA LOADS 203!! (:

haha.i love my little star ring :D haha.sadd sadd.everytime im unhappy den will spend loads of money.lol.seriously broke now :/ yy cant u juz pay me back oh well.I LOVE MY STAR RING LOADS :D hehe.

thank YOU guardian angel 4 always bein dere 4 me (: its a wonder how ur always able 2 put a smile on my face no matter how sad im :D thank YOU 4 always bein so understandin n encouragin (: hehe.thank YOU loads!! :D iloveu (:

love triumphs over all (:

# l.o.v.e #

10:29 PM; iloveu Y

`FREEDOM

to fly (:

hehe.XAMS OVER LIAO.okk.dis is a rather late post but seriously ive no mood 2 post XD haha.dunnoe whether its a gd thing or nt.but ive been usin e com less n less :DD so i guess dis shall b a short post X)

THANK YOU GOD.for showering me with the many blessings.the wisdom to complete the papers.the love of my family and friends.the perseverence to mug until wee hours in the morning (: I REALLY THANK YOU GOD :D for always answering my prayers and guiding me through the many obstacles.THANK YOU.

ENG COMPRE - shuld b okk ba.juz hope i wun fail dis time (:

CHI COMPO - hai.most disappointed in dis 1.i noe i din do very well in dis due to many factors.but hopefully i passed it (:

GEOG PAPER - mug like siao n only slept 4 1/2 hr.so i tried my best.hopefully it will turn out okk (:

CHI COMPRE - chionged like siao.was a rather hard paper.haha.shuld b okk ba.hopefully still can pull my chi (:

LIT PAPER - lol.1st time i wrote so much.my last lit paper.dun really hv much hope on it since i wun pass my lit dis yr n i aint takin it nxt yr.haha.but will pass ba (:

HIST PAPER - hai.din finish dis paper.chionged like siao.1st time i actually mugged 4 hist.was really disappointed but juz hopin 4 a pass (:

BIO PAPER - haha.wun b takin bio nxt yr.so studied quite abit ba.pass pass lohh (:

MATH PAPER - nv felt so scared 4 a math paper b4.was rather careless in dis one.but i tink ill do better den my previous xam (:

haha.in short.I JUZ HOPE I DIN FAIL ANI SUB :DD

although it all din run smoothly ... im really proud of myself :DD

i tried my best and i noe God will do the rest :DD

THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME LUCK FOR EOYS!! THANK YOU ALL WHO CHEERED ME UP DURIN EOYS!! THANK YOU ALL WHO HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER DURING EOYS!! :DD REALLY THANK YOU!! LOVEYA ALL!! HOPE UR ALL DID WELL 4 UR PAPERS N R ENJOYIN FREEDOM JUZ LIKE MEE!! :DDDD

thank YOU 4 everythin uve done 4 me (: 4 always stayin by my side (: whether im happy or sad (: i noe ur always dere (: thank YOU 4 always bein my guardian angel (: 4 always showerin me wif all ur love n care (: iloveu :D

let e wild fire burn in u :D

# unconditional love #

8:32 PM; iloveu Y

`JOURNEY TO THE PAST

its been a long long journey.and i really THANK those who stood by me ALL THE WAY (:

oh well.im supposed 2 b muggin now.so shall try to make this a short post (:

sec 2 is finally cmin 2 an end.its e 'last' dae of e term.8 daes till e end of EOYS.30 daes till e end of sec 2 :D pretty fast eh.sec 1 was so fast.it seems as though sec 2s even faster.time really flies as we grow older.

THANK YOU!! ESP 2 MY GRP (ZHENLING :: MANEE :: PRIYA :: HUIYING :: KANG JIE) WHOM IVE SAT WITH FOR DIS ENTIRE YR.HAD REALLY REALLY LOADS N LOADS OF HAPPY MEMORIES WIF U ALL :D HAHA.WISH I CULD RELIVE DEM AGAIN :DD FRM SPIDERMAN 2 GRASS 2 REALLY RANDOM LAUGHTERS N JOKES.U GALZ REALLY MADE SEC 2 LIFE REALLY SPECIAL FOR ME.REALLYY (: RAWK ON GALZ!!ALL E BEST FOR EOYS!!LOVEYA ALL LOADSS!! :DD

THANK YOU ZHENLING (: 4 always being so encouragin n helpful n patient wif me :D smhow u can always tell wen im emo.haha.will miss crappin n laughin loads wif u durin lessons :D thanx 4 always allowin me 2 doodle on ur diary n playin wif ur liquid paper :D thanx 4 always explainin 2 me lessons wen i end up daydreamin :D jiayou jiayou gal! 'dere will always b a rainbow after e rain (:'

THANK YOU MANEE (: 4 always makin us laugh :D haha.ur ever so serious n always payin attention in class so wen we miss out anithin.we know we can always count on u :D continue bein e masculine spiderman :D haha.will nv 4gt how funny u looked in dat.thanx 4 ur potc scores (: u can really play dem well.jiayou jiayou gal! (:

THANK YOU PRIYA (: 4 all ur encouragements :D haha.ur really very helpful n nice.so believe in urself!u can do it gal! :D thanx 4 always lendin me ur stationery coz blur blur me always leaves my pencil case at hm :D lol.thanx 4 always bein really random n tryin ur best 2 cheer me up :D stay happy!jiayou jiayou gal! (:

THANK YOU HUIYING (: 4 all ur advice n encouragments :D u really noe how 2 cheer ppl up gal :D haha.funny funnyy donggua (: thanx 4 all ur really valuable advice although most of e time i dun listen 2 dem n end up in trouble :X thanx 4 always cheerin me up wif dat funny personality of urs :D believe in urself!stay strong n happy gal!jiayou jiayou! (:

THANK YOU KANG JIE (: 4 all jokes n laughter :D haha.still rmb how u 1st drew me durin science lesson (: thanx 4 all ur songs dat i always gt frm u :D thanx 4 all ur sudden laughter wich nv fails 2 send our grp roarin in laughter.thanx 4 ur nickname grass :D grass is green.grace is grass.therefore grace is green grass :D lol.jiayou jiayou gal! (:

I REALLY WILL MISS U GALZ LOADS!!WE MUZ HV A GRP OUTIN DURIN HOLZ KKAYES!! :D THANX 4 ALL UR ENCOURAGEMENTS N LOVIN HUGS!! :D WE WENT THRU SO MUCH TGT DIS YR.ALL E JOYY.TEARS (: LEAVIN ME WIF ALL E PRECIOUS MEMORIES WICH I WILL TREASURE THRUOUT MY LIFEE :DD THANK YOU!!

THANK YOU 203 4 ALL UR ENCOURAGEMENTS!! (: ILL WILL RMB E TIMES WEN WE PLAYED PRANKS ON TEACHERS.WEN WE KENA SCOLDED BY TEACHERS.WEN WE WERE PRAISED BY TEACHERS.WEN WE WERE PAMPERED BY TEACHERS.ALL THESE MADE US GREW CLOSER N CLOSER 2 EACH OTHER.HOPE OUR CLASS CHALET WOULD B A MEMORABLE SUCCESS!! :D WILL MISS YA 203!!LOVEYA ALL!! (: JIAYOU JIAYOU 4 EOYS!! ITS E LAST STRETCH OF E RD!! :D

THANK YOU QIQI (: 4 all ur encouragements n hugs! (: hehe.i still owe u a letter i noe :X haha.still rmb how ur letter made me cryy lohh :D will miss crappin wif u on 132 (: mayb gt chance still can take wif u nxt yr :D jiayou jiayou gal! (:

THANK YOU BRINTHA (: 4 all ur jokes n random observations :D haha.u nv fail 2 make all of us start laughin on 132 (: lol.stay funny n cool gal!will miss u funny bodywave gal!jiayou jiayou! (:

THANK YOU KELLY (: 4 all ur encouragements n really random stuff :D haha.u nv fail 2 update me wif wadeva dats happenin in e world (: lol.thanx 4 always shoppin wif me but i always end up buyin mre stuff then u :D jiayou jiayou gal!

THANK YOU YU JIN (: 4 all ur encouragements n jokes :D lol.u nv fail 2 make us laugh lohh.funnyy u.thanx 4 always lettin us use ur house 2 do rs :D haha.thanx 4 lendin me ur wks n notes wen i 4gt 2 bring or dunnoe how 2 do mine :D chill chill gal!dun b so stressed kkayes! :D jiayou jiayou! (:

THANK YOU MABEL (: 4 all ur encouragements n helpin me :D sorryy 4 always bein so blur blur in rs.like u sayy tootyy :D haha.thanx 4 bein eva so patient in explainin 2 me rs stuff (: haha.thanx 4 bein such a responsible n carin leader :D jiayou jiayou gal! (:

SPECIAL THANKS ALSO GO OUT TO YVONNE ; YINGHUI ; KEXIN ; PEIXIN ; HUIQING ; RACHEL ; CHERYL ; MAGDALENE ; WEN YAN ; MARIA ; GRACE ; GINA ; LAVANYA !! :D LOVEYA ALL LOADS!! (: JIAYOU JIAYOU!

THANK YOU EVERY1 WHO HAS HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! (: SORRY IF I MISSED U OUT!REALLY THANK YOU ALL LOADS!! LOVEYA ALL! :D

i really want to THANK GOD (: who has showered me with all the many blessings and has guided me throughout this entire journey.He has been with me all the time.its just that sometimes i tend to overlook his presence and concentrate more on myself.i have really grown closer to God this year.i will never forget how he helped me through each and every obstacle.how he has answered my prayers.how he helped me realise how important everything is to me :D thank you for showering me with your unconditional love ; mercy and grace :D thank you God for blessing me with such loving parents whom i most of the time cant see eye to eye with.help me learn to think from their perspective and be more obedient (: thank you God for blessing me with such wonderful sisters who always never fail to cheer me up with all their funny actions ; sweets ; cards ; little notes (: thank you God for blessing me with such caring friends who will always stand by me and help me up when i fall (: i THANK YOU GOD.

Psalms 145 : 18-20
The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfils the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them. The Lord watches over all who love him, but all the wicked he will destroy.

Romans 8 : 39
Neither height nor depth nor anything else in all creation, will be able to seperate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Footprints in the Sand

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to him and the other, to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with me all the way. However, I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed you most, you would leave me.

The Lord replied, my precious precious child, I Love You and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of foorprints, it was then that I carried you :D

im now more emotional yt stronger (: ironic huhh.haha.learnt 2 see things frm sm1 elses perspective :D its gd 2 share stuff wif one another.it really helps.instead of bottlin it up.LET IT OUT :D haha.dat xplains my small eyes (my grp calls its juz a slit) haha.dey r even wonderin if i can even see XD lol.will miss dem loads! :D hmm.i hope im changin 4 e better :D yupp.im eva changin.hehe.metamorphosis (: grow in2 e beautiful butterfly that u ought 2 b :D THANK YOU ALL WHO HAVE HELPED ME STAND ON MY FEET ONCE AGAIN WEN I FELL.THANK YOU ALL WHO SHELTERED ME FRM E RAIN.THANK YOU ALL WHO PAINTED A RAINBOW IN MY LIFE :D THANK YOU!! (: 'TO THE WORLD ; U MAY BE ONE ; BUT TO ONE ; YOU MAY BE THE WORLD :D' 'TO EVERYONE ; YOU MAY MEAN SMTH ; BUT TO SM1 ; YOU MAY MEAN EVERYRTHING :D'

because you loved me - clay aiken/celine dion

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

# iloveu #

11:30 PM; iloveu Y