`UNBREAK

my heart ♥

the cracks on my heart leave me shattered;
never to be pieced back together again

2dae was a rather boring dae (: went 4 tuition! :D kena scolded by mummy (AGAIN :/) 4 dressin up like a GHOST -.- wthh lahh.i love my emo outfits :D i looked like a ghost last wk already.haha.but 2dae was worst X) haha.decided 2 mix n match 2dae.so wore my black & white tank top wif my halter n my black skirt :D put on my grey eyeshadow + blusher.haha.im fallin in love wif my grey eye shadow :DD used 2 b in love wif white.haha.e grey eyeshadow makes my eyes seem as though i juz kena boxed by sm1.loll.tgt wif my black star & moon necklace n black & white disco earrins.yayy.EMO OUTFITS ARE THE LOVE :D

was late 4 tuition again.oh ya.thanks 4 morning call (: daddy n mummy supposed 2 confiscate my hp.but i tink dey 4gt :/ or mayb dey see me so emo liao dun wanna kaqiao me.or mayb dey will juz ask 4 it tmr :/ damn headache during tuition.tink its due 2 lack of sleep ba.hai.wahhh.very long nv do tuition hw liao.coz usually gt sch hw 2 do.but dis wk no mre.so did tuition hw.did 2 wks.gt hw liao :/

trained hm.as usual.i take my own sweet time 2 walk 2 newton mrt.sat at e train station watchin all e trains pass by.haha.used 2 doin dat every wk (: watchin e trains cm n go.lol.trained back 2 yck.took 265 back.BLASTIN MUSIC IS E LOVE :D ill really die w/o my ipod X)

afternoon went out.dun really wann say wad happened.aniwaes.bused 2 amk hub :D walked aroundd.gt quite boredd.smsed huiying.haha.called cheryll.gd gal picked up durin ll XD hahaha.wthh lah.michelle tot i was her lesbian partner :/ ehhh.homo gf sounds so much nicer :DD loll.she had tuition so i culdnt drag her 2 e arcade.CHERYL U OWE ME ONE XD walked 2 amk library.haha.den walked 2 amk park.

thank you huiying! (: sorry 4 disturbin u durin ur violin lesson.SORRYY!walked around amk park.den walked back hm.haha.i burned alot of calories 2dae.walked so muchh :D 1 1/2hr non-stop.loll.felt so much better afterdat.i love blastin my music :D reached hm.was supposed 2 meet huiying at j8.but parents didnt allow me 2 go out animre -.- hai.

omg.i juz realised my dinners still on e table.shit.haha.yeahh.guess dats abt it.shall go sleep soon.there's still church tmr.haha.shall pick another emo outfit :D ive a feeling ill b late tmr :X

THANK YOU ALL 4 TAGGIN! (: THANK YOU ALL 4 E ENCOURAGEMENTS! (: THANK YOU FOR TRYING TO CHEER ME UP! (: LOVEYA ALL LOADS! :D

11:53 PM; iloveu Y

`DREAMS

will always only remain as dreams.

dun wanna blog abt wads happenin these few daes.but juz wanna say special thanks 2 CHERYL my homo bf 4 callin 2 check up on me ytd luhh :D haha.see i so nice ritee.lol.jkjk.although u nv fail 2 irritate me n pangsei me durin guitar.but yeah.weneva u realise deres smth wrong wif me.ull always check up on me.so yupp.thanks 4 ur call last nite.haha.thanks 4 tryin 2 cheer me up n nt stop me frm cryin.it really helped gal (: im okk lahh.u cant really help me wif anithin.but u can tao pok him! :D lol.its juz nt as simple as u tink lah (: but ill b okk! so dun worry ya (:

in e meantime.shall do e quiz tagged by huihan! :D her answers r damn cute lahh.loll (:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged By: orangey orange HUIHAN :D

if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

depends ba.at most juz take a knife n kill him lohh.LOL.but den again.it wont b worth it if i went 2 jail bcoz of him rite.haha.juz heck him n let him rot n die lahh.

if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

i would nv wanna grow up.or even better.nv born in2 this world.haha :D aiya.JUZ BAN SCHH LUHH XD

what will your dream wedding be like?

hmmm.shant tell u :D

are you confused of what lies ahead of you?

kinda.mre den juz confused.

what's your ideal lover like?

ermmm.ive a whole long list of criterias (:

which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

being loved.

how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

depends lah.forever wuld b lying.he may not even b worth e wait.

if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?

go 4 sm1 else lohh.dere is mre den one guy in e world.

is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?

hell loads of dem.esp.you.

is being tagged fun?

lol.okk lahh.juz dun tag damn lame stuff (:

do you see yourself in ten years time?

no.i may nt even live till den :D

what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

haha.a really bubbly n highh gal! :D great singer too! :D thanks 4 everythin! (:

would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?

depends on whether e marriage is happy or nt.if it isnt.i rather b single n rich n FREE :D

what's the first thing you do every morning?

switch off my alarm XD

would you give all in a relationship?

yeah.i guess so.

if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?

haha.the one who loves me mre (:

do you believe in love at first sight?

yupp (:

if given the chance to turn back time, will you?

yes.definitely.

what is the last thing you would do before you die?

i will gt cheryl 2 give me my HOT PINK coffin! :D hahaha.

8 people to be tagged:
- huiying
- cheryl
- joan
- rachel
- yunshu
- kelly
- brian
- whoeva else dat wans 2 b tagged (:

1:52 PM; iloveu Y

8:03 PM; iloveu Y

`BROKEN

smile (:

somehow it juz feels so wrong.

unlike ytd.2dae was e exact opp.dun really feel like bloggin.so shall juz post a song (: haha.mep camps song.really nice :D

mayb its time to let go.

juz mayb (:

i love walking in the rain;
coz no one knows im crying.

# guardian angel #

9:22 PM; iloveu Y

`TIME

of my life :D

2dae cant get any better!! like really really :D 2dae was GREAT.AWSOME.FANTASTIC.FABULOUSLY INCREDIBLE :DD hehe.GRACE is a VERY HAPPY gal!! :DD thank God.really.without his help.today would have been one of the worst days of my life.but He helped me.He gave me the courage and confidence.the strength and perseverance to carry on.thank you God :D

woke up at 715.i stared at my hp.OMG.i jumped out of bed lahh.was supposed 2 meet huiying at macs at 730.haha.SORRYYY!smsed huiying.spammed called her.i tot she was still sleepin lahh.totally daoed me.loll.she arrived at 750.i arrived at 8.haha.had 2 go toilet 2 tie my hair.so she followed.peixin came in soon after! :D lol.ate breakfast.den started walkin 2 RI.

was quite early sia :D haha.but i was damn tiredd lohh.really wanted 2 sleep liao.split in2 grps 2 learn a song.haha.turned out quite nice lehh :D i love dat song!! (octopus ball u muz learn it! hahaha.juz jkjk) broke 2 in2 our grp 4 grp meetings.lol.started wkin on our diff parts.sops were doin e chorus.altos were doin intro n verse.basses n tenors were doin bridge (: haha.altos spent half e time stonin lahh.we were like sittin dere starin at each other.loll.

went 2 listen 2 a piano performance.wahh.e guy damn zai.haha.afterdat was lunch.didnt exactly feel like eatin.i felt like i was gonna collapse lahh.so tiredd.haha.hurried back 2 our classrooms 2 continue working on our song :D soon after.teachers started cmin in 2 check if we needed help n stuff.haha.so e arrangement teacher came 2 check.n helped us along wif sm parts.kena chosen 2 sing wif huihan solo.mann.haha.at 1st quite scared lahh.coz i noe i dun hv a powerful voice.so pracked n pracked n pracked.tink we sounded quite nice :DD

e boyz went 2 choreograph sm dance moves.damn cute lahh.every1 was laughin like siao.laugh until me n huihan culdnt sing properly.LOL.thanks huihan 4 e choc.it really helped :D haha.sing until throat pain lohh.kept drinkin water :D loll.afterdat wen we put it all tgt it turned out really great! :D haha.sops went 4 break.while e rest stayed bhind 2 prac more.afterdat.had 2 proceed 2 e lecture theatre 4 performance liao.

was totally freakin out lohh.THANK YOU 4 ALL E ENCOURAGEMENTS N HUGS! :D really culdnt hv done it w/o u all (: thank you God (: it turned out really good! :D hahaha.e audience was really entertained.esp by e boyz damn funny dance.LOLL.great job on e 3rds huihan! :D haha.we won best choreography! :D although we didnt win e rest.but we all enjoyed ourselves!! :DD dats e BEST part ritee :DD hahaha.was really laughin thruout e day.all e jokes.all e funn.haha.ORANGEY ORANGE IS THE LOVEE XD haha.was really like PHEW.after it ended.coz i was damn nervous lohh.so many ppl.nv done it b4.i ALWAYS gt stagefright.my hand was shakin while singin lahh.loll.but ppl said i did well :D THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN 4 ALL E ENCOURAGEMENTS! :D I LOVE ORANGEY ORANGE!! :DD

went 2 eat mac fries again wif huiying ; kelly ; renci.haha.was already really happy.wad made me even happier was dat octopus ball called :DD hahaha.i was like jumpin up n down lohh.yayy.dat few mins really made a big big diff :DD thank you octopus ball!! :DD hehe.so was really really happy afterdat.wad was even better.was dat i met melody ; lynette goh ; yufang!! :D yufang juz came back frm obs.haha.she looked really tired n tann.loll.hugged her n told her abit abt wads happenin in guitar.shes cmin back 2 prac :DD yayy!!haha.chatted wif melody n lynette 4 like super longg.like 1/2hr lahh.I MISS SNGS!! SNGS IS THE LOVEE :DD haha.i miss e old dayss.yeahh.was being damn lame lohh.suddenly talked abt jokes.den 2 our figures.den 2 sngs performin arts concert.loll.chionged hm 2 prac piano.

by den i was super duper happy le lohh.haha.was rather late 4 piano lesson.coz after havin stagefright.i always will kena headache n stomachache.so didnt really feel like eatin.went 4 piano lesson.damn unprepared lahh.den teacher told me smthh dat made me jump like siaoo. 'ur results r out' 'huhh.wad results??' 'ur theory xam' 'omgg.gd or ntt.' 'very gdd.90' 'yay!huh.dat means i missed distinction by 1 mark?' 'nope.distinction wadd' (jumps up n down) hahaha.juz gt it lohh.lol.so happy so happy :DD but my pieces totally sucked lahh.lol.she told me if i wanna maintain my distinction 4 practical muz really practise le.loll.i shall make it my goal.1 hr per day! :DD

haha.damn tired noww.but e best things dat octopus balls back tmrr! :DD hahaha.so happy so happy.2dae has been such a wonderful day XD i really really thank God for it (: it culdnt gt any better.mayb huiyings really right lehh.omgg.so freaky.loll.THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO MADE TODAY SUCH A HAPPY N SPECIAL ONE! :DD ORANGEY ORANGE IS LOVE :DD


hehe.its over its over.its finally over.juz a few mre hrs :DD octopus ball muz rmb wad u promised horr :DD cannot fan hui ahhh.hehe.shall hurry go sleep now.cant wait 4 tmr! :D porkball LOVES octopus ball! :DD

looking for that magic rainbow (:

# forever #

11:38 PM; iloveu Y

`LEFT

alone behind ):

24 hrs mre ... so cant wait 2 gt over wif it (: dun exactly feel like bloggin.so shall make this short n sweet (: haha.as promised.here goes (:

dragged myself 2 j8.lol.was late again.sorry huiying! (: lunched at food court.talked talked.haha.den realised dat we were like erm late.so started walkin 2 RI.met rachel ; renci they all too.haha.we kinda gt lost lohh.but found our way ite.thanks 2 rencis ermm 'follow ani guy carryin an instrument' LOL.

mep camp was kinda okk lahh.juz dat i was really tiredd.same grp as rebecca n yuhan (: haha.i always seem 2 b in e same grp as rebecca :D started wif icebreakers.was kinda lame though.lol.den went 4 a super long talk on how 2 arrange songs.kena called 2 answer question.'e rgs gal wearin e white specs.e cool white specs' loll.yy do ppl always recognise me 4 my specs.haha.

had tea break whereby we all sat by our schs instead.lol.quite okk lahh.didnt eat much.had no appetite.continued wif e talk.haha.i tink e songs r damn cool.e way dey arrange it :D went 4 another talk.teach us how 2 breathe.sing.project our voices etc etc.haha.by dat time i was really tired.lol.we sounded quite nice sia wen everybody sang tgt.e solos were even better :D

met tgt 4 grp discussion.tink e song we r gonna arrange is wont go home without you (: walked back 2 j8.huiying n kelly persuaded me 2 eat fries b4 headin hm.so had large fries while we chit-chat (: daddy picked me up frm opp j8.

went hm eat dinner.really no appetite so took a damn long time 2 eat.dozed off afterddat.finished up theory.im supposed 2 b prackin piano now.lol.its like past midnite.shall prack abit b4 sleepin ba.or else im so dead tmr (:

thank you God for bringing me through today (: hopefully tomorrow will be better (: God.please help me to stay strong and be able to last through just a few more hours of pain and heartache (:

aw mann.gastrics cmin back again.been havin gastric damn alot of times these few daes.hai.hope it goes away soon (: shall hurry go sleep le after prackin piano.meetin huiying at macs 4 breakfast tmr :D

missin u loads octopus ball ): cm back soon yeah (: take loads n loads n loads n loads of care! rmb 2 charge ur hp horr (: haha.porkball LOVES octopus ball! :D i wasnt so strong.im nt so strong n nv will b dat strong ... im sorry ...

i juz cant seem to stop my tears from falling.

# gone #

11:53 PM; iloveu Y

`LIFE

is like a symphony ...

haha.im bloggin now juz b4 mep camp :DD gtg soon luhh.but im damn tired lohh.dun exactly feel like goin :X goin 2 sing smmre.lol.hopefully with God's help.everything will turn out just right again :D

ytds guitar was damn funn! :DD hahaha.yess yess.i was late again XDD LOL.i shuld seriously gt dat 'little miss late' shirt X) 'i was caught in the rain' 'HUH.wad rain?!' 'ermm.e rain shower??' 'orhhh.okk' LOLL.damn funny lahh.hahaha.chatted wif shiyin abt ytds concert.she said me n octopus ball look very pei tgt.loll.

was supposed 2 prac part 2.but we all ended up chattin insteadd.hahaha.cheryl was lettin me play wif her bandss.n grace culdnt stop laughin at how lame we culd gt :DD den came down 4 ensemble pracc.pracc pracc.had 2 go out n do sectional prac again.LOLL.dis time grace ; me ; cheryl went 2 e toilet.met shiyin n celestine in dere too.hahaha.we spent a damn long time inside dere lahh.yeahh.coz i was tyin my hair :DD

went 4 lunch.we totally culdnt decide where 2 go mann.LOL.shiyin n celestine went 2 lgs.grace ; cheryl ; maria ; chengjing ; me finally decided on subway.shared subway melt wif grace.hahaha.i love m&m cookies! XDD met anna ; zhenling ; priya dere.as usual.i took e longest time 2 eat.so every1 was waitin 4 me again.LOL.chatted abt damn lame stuff lohh.still rmb e time wen grace ; chengjing ; maria ; me went 2 ps bk 2 eat :DD loll.memories siaa XD went 2 far east 2 buy cheryls bands.chengjing n maria went back 1st.cheryl culdnt find e place lahh! loll.ite she bought liao gave me 4 :DD yayy! THANK YOUU! hahaha.still cant believe how grace manage 2 extort $6 frm her lohh! no fairr! LOLL.

headed back 2 schh.we were NOT late :D chionged 4 105 lehh!but missed it.hahaha.so took e nxt 190.went 4 sectional prac again.spent most of e time writing notes 4 cheryl n grace.LOL.totally freaked april out wen cheryl told her i was a TRI.hahahaha.jkk only wadd.i still tink jeannettes n yutians hoodie damn cool XD was lamin wif grace n cheryl again.damn funny sia.afterdat went toilet wif magdalene ; grace ; cheryl.took a damn long time again.not me horr! XD loll.i was fallin asleep durin ensemble prac.damn sleepy le.haha.

decided 2 take mrt back hm.so went 2 far east wif magdalene ; grace ; cheryl.dey bought bubble tea.haha.cheryl let me try abit.nice nicee :DD haha.walked 2 orchard mrt.culd decide which entrance 2 go to.LOLL.while waitin 4 e train.started playin wif cheryls hp.guess who we called! DAVID!! :DD hahaha.cheryl was hoppin madd lahh.so sad culdnt see wad happened.coz my train came.so said buhbyee den left le lohh.

okok.i tink i better go 4 mep camp liao.meetin huiying at j8 2 eat 1st :DD hahaha.we both always late de XD i wonder wads happenin at guitar! lol.dey mayb goin 4 movie n gelare 2dae! haha.i agreed ytd coz i 4gt abt camp 2dae lohh.will b missin out all e fun ): loll.hope dey enjoy themselves loads! :DD hai.i cant wait 4 thursdayy (: God will make a way.when there seems to be no way (:

thank you octopus ball 4 mornin call! (: take loads of care at bsp camp ahh! cant wait cant wait 4 thurs! :D dun worry abt me! ill b okkk (: haha.imy! porkball LOVES octopus ball :DD

of different melodies (:

# choices #

9:57 AM; iloveu Y

`ROCK

my world baby! :D

hahaha.damn tired now luhh.im about 2 collapse liao.loll.ytd was an unhappy day so shant talk abt it (: BUTT.2dae was GREAT! :D loll.went 4 churchh.den went 4 REDRAIN's concert at HEART OF GOD CHURCH :D i was quite reluctant abt goin at 1st coz im really shy lohh den dunnoe anibody there.except octopus ball.den 4 sure he will pangsei me n run off wif his frenz de XD loll.but prayed to God about it.n i went ite! X) was really glad i did :D

IT WAS FANTASTIC! :D but im xhausted noww.haha.stood for like dunnoe how longg.but it was worth it! haha.okk.aniwaes.was dozin off durin church :X sorry sorry! i was fallin sick le lahh.ytd had nosebleed.headache.stomachache.haha.i haven had nosebleed in ages X) so after church.daddy n mummy asked if i was well enuff 2 go.i was like yeah! LOL. dey culdnt send me dere coz dey had 2 collect sm stuff 1st b4 goin n i wuld definetely b late.so trained 2 paya lebar :D okk.i took my time :X coz it was at 3 mahh!n i was known 4 bein late.LOL.i was at city hall waitin 4 e train.den i tot i drink sm water.den how i noe my bottle was LEAKIN :/ hahaha.chionged up 2 raffles city 2 empty it.lol.on e way back 2 mrt.octopus ball called.den he told me there was a whole bunch of guyz waitin dere i was like HUHHHHHHH.so by e time i chionged dere i made dem wait 4 like 1/2 hrr.SORRYYYY! :D haha.said hello n all (: until now i still dunnoe all their names lohhh.LOL.there was octopus ball ; darren ; jonathan ; lum bin ; chun kit n smmre i tinkk.sorryyyy i dunnoe ur namess.loll.

walked 2 HOGC (: octopus ball told me chun kit was sayin 'lets say grace for grace' b4 i came.LOLL.entered e auditorium.we sat quite infrnt! my row had me ; octopus ball ; darren.infrnt of us was jonathan ; lumbin ; chun kit n deir grp of frenz.i turned my headd.GUESS WHO I SAWWW.hahaha.SHIYIN!! yeahh.she was pretty pretty :DD LOLL.so unxpected lahh.said hi 2 her! she was like OMGGG.didnt gt 2 chat much coz concert was startin liao.

yeahh.so e atmosphere was really gdd.everyone was high highhh! jumpin aroundd.wavin deir arms.ya noee.hahaha.but me ; octopus ball ; darren ; jonathan were like stonin dere.shiyin also!! LOL.e rest were all jumpin up n down! e floor was shakin okkk.hahaha.lum bin was damn enthu lohh.he was like up down up down.afterdat he was really perspirin like siao.loll.den shiyin tried 2 snap a photo of me n octopus ball lohhh.hahaha.but she ended up gettin a patch of blurrr.so she deleted it XD den she n her frenz kept starin at me n octopus ball lohh.LOLL.

den dere was a dance comp!hahaha.dey each gt free cds.haha.den dey started throwin cds.i was like 'dun throw here.dun throw here' PIACKK.e cd lended in frnt of me.NT in one piece.BUT in many many pieces.hahaha.but i still gt it! XDD juz dat e cd covers kinda broken.loll.its e cd dat matters :DD i realised i cant stand 4 very longg.hahaha.my legs were really achin lohh.den dey said we culd sit downn XD loll.had a prayer and message.followed by testimonials :DD afterdat it was songs againn!! hahaha.every1 was higher den evaa :DD LOLL.i loveee e sounds n lightingss :DD hahaha.octopus ball was damn funnyy luhh.nvmm nvmm X)) hehe.blur blurr :DD

red ball balls started flyin all over e placee.hahaha.damnn cool luhh!dey kept flyin at me.den octopus ball tried 2 hit it awayy.LOLL.was damn funn 2 see dem flyin here.flyin dere.hahaha.so everyone was jumpin here jumpin dere.damnn highhh.after finale.shouted.we wan mre we wan mre!hahaha.den had GRAND finale :DDD den endd liao.aiyo.hahaha.sat down n wait lohh.chatted wif shiyin n her frenz :DD i saw manee! XDD hahaha.so unxpected.n a few of my sngs batchmatess.loll.started talkin 2 all of dem.den we had 2 do sm stuff 4 international podcast! i culdnt scream siaa.sore throat mahh.den all of a sudden.e boyz all started screamin.hahaha.dey were like as high as us girlz lahh.LOLL.i didnt noe octopus ball culd go dat high XDD hahaha.den we sat down n chatted againn.octopus ball damn cute luhhh XDD hahaha.inside jokee :DDD did i mention darren had a really cool bag n belt :DD LOLL.afterdat a few of deir church frenz came n talked 2 us.roy ; joanne ; weijie if i didnt rmb wronglyy XDD ive quite bad memoryy.den chun kit took his 'stick' thingy n tapped me.pretend nth happen n walked away.hahaha.i turned around n his fren pointed at himm wif dat 'i didnt do anithin' look.LOLL.damn cute luhh :DD hahaha.culdnt go makan wif dem coz parents wanted me hm.so went hm wif octopus ball.while e rest go makan :DD

trained back hm! hahaha.blur blur octopus ball lahh :DDDD muz take mrt mre often luhh u! LOLL.i culd only take 2 bishan coz parents insisted on pickin me upp.so octopus ball took 2 yck on his own ): hahaha.had pizza hut 4 dinner.nice nice :DD but im really full now.haha.ive 2 go sleep soon.deres guitar tmrrr.awww mann.THANK YOU ALL WHO MADE TODAY REALLY GREAT N SPECIALL! :DD

oh ya.gt back results.haha.okk lahh.better den i xpected :DD thank you God for everything (: i tink everything went well because of God was helping me.he gave me strength when i was about to give up.thank you God :D

thank you octopus ball! :DD hehe.take care yeah! porkball LOVES octopus ball! :DD

my home is in you.

# signs #

11:04 PM; iloveu Y

`TOMORROW

will always be sweeter than the day before (:

hehe.shall make this a very short post (i hope XD) juz hung up wif octopus ball.he went 2 bathe :DD he bathe damn fast lohh.nt like me.hahaha X)

left sch at 8+ 2dae.felt like collapsin in schh.so came hm early.felt damn sick lohh.flu since tues.den had headache smmre ): called dadyy n mummy.i nv sa jiao lohh!haha.they said i culd go hm.loll.so went 2 class 2 take my bagg.haha.i walked in2 class n said 'gd mornin.im goin hm' den everybody laughed lahh.i was like blur blur standin dere.hahaha.teacher was like 'juz as i was about 2 say ur health constituition has improved.now ur goin hm' LOL.den she asked me 2 cut short my discussion wif my 'boyfren' vidya.WTHH.den kena scolded in e GO again.wthh.i cant stand goin dere.scold me yy i cm 2 sch :/ scold me 4 my fanciful hair -.-

took bus backk.i tink ppl tink i play truant lahh.haha.bus uncles r so nice :DD coz i look like sm sick pig walkin upp.so dey waited 4 me 2 take out my coins (ez link bo $$) den sit down.den dey move :DD i pay le dey still will nod their head n smile.haha.so nice :DD

reached hm at 9+.called mummy (: called GO :/ loll.was damn hungry.so ate my breakfast while watchin american idol.haha.snacked on loads of biscuits too.im such a pig XD slept frm 10+ all e way to 1+ wen octopus ball called :D lucky him sch end so earlyy.haha.octopus ball juz came on 4 a while n went off liao ):

i still feel like sleepin now lohh.lol.but muz complete geog by dinner time.still gtg 4 mep concert 2nite.haha.i still dunnoe how 2 gt dere! waterloo street.hmmmmm ... okok.shall gt back 2 my geog!loll.or else i cant sleep again 2nite.goshh.i cant wait 2 gt rid of my panda eyes :/ horrible panda eyes.haha.

SORRY 4 PANGSEI-IN HOMOs IN SCHH! dunn emo yeahh! n dun worry! im okkk :DD thanks 4 everything yeah! :DD take caree! LOVEYA ALL! HAPPY HOLS! :DD

thank you octopus ball! 4 peiin me e past few nites! sorry 4 makin u sleep so late ): dun worry abt me kkayes! im okk! :DD thanks 4 everything n everything! :DD hehe.porkball LOVES octopus ball! :DD

because you are here (:

# sweet love #

3:33 PM; iloveu Y

`DROWNING

in your love (:

haha.okk.shall make this a very short post! (since he has posted :D) lol.no lahh.im really tiredd :/ still gt eng expo tmr.ahhhhh.feel like juz dropping dead.lol.muz chiong geog assignment 2nite! coz tmr gt piano lesson + mep.so ill b hm at like 10+ ): hai.wad a long dayy.oh well. 3 mre daes 2 friday! friday no lessons XDD 4 mre days 2 sat! start of hols! YAYYY :DD

went 4 guitar 2dae! its been a long long time since i went.loll.was like sight readin everything lahh! blur blur one.so tired smmre.i slept durin hist :X loll.yeahh.i broke a naill.haha.but nt exactly broke lahh.juz like chipped off slightly :DD lol.now typin also pain lohh! so long nv touch my guitar le.aiyo.muz prack like siao durin hols :DD

dc 2dae was damn siann lahhh.haha.dunnoe write how many reflections in rgs liao.every yr confirm will write one XD lessons were quite slack lahh.juz 2 mre daes of lesson! :D BUTT deres hw :/ wahlaoo ehhh.deres like loads of pts n hww.hols = teachers dump hw on us.loll.haii ):

okok.i shall get back 2 my geog + eng + piano! XD or else i wun get 2 sleep 2nite.haha.juz a few mre daes 2 go! jiayou jiayou! :DD

hehe.thank you thank you! :D hopefully things will stay this wayy! muz bao chi horrr :DD yayy! porkball love octopus ball! :DD

you are the one and i cant let you go (:

# stronger #

8:47 PM; iloveu Y

`G♥ B(:

"The way you light up my life"

Utopia. An ideal place or state.
That is where I feel i currently reside in^^I feel the world dancing to my heartbeat, and the birds singing along to my melodies.

Just had guitar today, and I hurt my finger:( Stupid guitar broke my nail smmore.Ouch!>: Bt oh well, there are other positive aspects of life to appreciate and relish instead of lamenting over my broken finger nail:P

I dunno why, but since yest nite, up till todae, I hve been feelin really happy and highhhXP Guess its cause I feel things are already smooth sailing fer mee lee:) OH OH! and e hols r comin soon!! Cant wait to go out with all of my fwens!!hehe. Jst a few mre days lohhh! Esp to Sat^^
I must hang in dere! Grace, u can do itt!!XDD


Top of the world- Carpenters

Such a feelins comin over me

There is wonder in most everything I see

Not a cloud in the sky

Got the sun in my eyes

And I wont be surprised if its a dream


Everything I want the world to be

Is now coming true especially for me

And the reason is clear

Its because you are here

Youre the nearest thing to heaven that Ive seen


(*) Im on the top of the world lookin down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that Ive found ever since youve been around

Your loves put me at the top of the world


Something in the wind has learned my name

And its tellin me that things are not the same

In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze

Theres a pleasin sense of happiness for me


There is only one wish on my mind

When this day is through I hope that I will find

That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me

All I need will be mine if you are here

All my happiness can be summed up with this songXD

Just 3 words from you is enough to melt my heart.


#Lifes' sweetest pleasure#

8:11 PM; iloveu Y

`PROMISE

made to each other (:

its all over! :DD hahaha.okk.im in a gd mood 2dae! XD but damn tired lahh.haha.i wanna get rid of my panda eyess! :DD

aniwaes.gt back results le! hahaha.ermm.nt very well done ba.but thank God i passed all EXCEPT eng.LOL.yeahh.i failed compre once again! hahaha.muz kao compo 2 pull up again :DD was quite surprised 4 hist n geog (: i conclude dat humans rawk! n sciences suck.hahaha XDD but its really all thanks to God.without him.i would not have the strength and wisdom to complete the papers.i thank you God (:

2dae was quite slack lahh.juz collect papers n rs only.ice cream is the LOVE :DD haha.im sure im gonna gt diabetes soon XDD was sleepin in e library lohh.i found a comfy spot which was like kinda hidden.but den a teacher still spotted me.'sleepin beauty.i dun tink ur supposed 2 b sleepin in e library' 'okk.sorry' 'if u really wan 2.go gt a boring hist bk 2 read n use it 2 cover ur face' 'erm.okk.' LOLL.went hm quite early 2dae.slept till likt 730 XD piggie me.haha.sm1 else too okkk :DDD loll X)

sorry 4 emoin like last few daes! thus nt replyin tags n bein so dao in sch.online.SORRYY! (: haha.thanks 4 everythin!! :D yupp.THANK YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU & YOU :DDD hahaha.thanks 4 all e encouragements! hugs! smses! calls! ims! :DD LOVEYA ALL LOADS! (:

e results r OVER!so no use cryin over spilt milk kkayes! (: dry all ur tears n move onn! :DD LET DAT SUNSHINE SMILE BRIGHT UP UR DAE! :DD & ALL THOSE AROUND U! :DD cheer up yeah! (: SMILEEEEE! XD

okkk.i shall try my best 2 maintain this highness :DD hahaha.huiying was checkin if i was havin fever 2dae coz i was chao lame :D sorryyy! hahaha.was this high eva since piano lesson.coz teacher said my beethoven piece improved alot! :D culdnt play emo b piece properly coz my nails r like super longg.lol.muz go cut liao.improved c piece too :DD haha.daddy n mummy always say im super happy after piano lessons :DD music is the LOVE (:

haha.so i guess my parents r quite satisfied wif my results although abit disappointed.so i HOPE dat it means im nt grounded durin june hols! :DD YAYYY.hahaha.but dat means i hv 2 start savin up lo! XD cant wait 4 june hols! can finally go out! :DD hehe.juz 5 mre daes of sch! cant wait 4 tmr 2 enddd.its like long long wkn XD sats mummys bdae! mayb go out a while or smth :DD den prack abit of piano.finish cle journals.read up on eng compo.n wkns gone.loll.at least deres still vesak dae :DD

hehe.thank God its all over (: its all cleared now! hehe.i promise i wun do it again :DD promise promise! (: guess all these obstacles make us stronger n draw us closer to each other :D haha.jiayou jiayou 4 last few daes! last lap liao.cant wait for nxt sat! :D hehe.

<3 LOVES (:

Say It Again - Marie Digby

# love story #

11:57 PM; iloveu Y

`SUNSHINE

forever you're mine (:

haha.yayyy! EXAMS R OVERRR :DD (abit slow but ya XD) LOL.SLACKIN TIME AT LASTT :DDD THANK GOD :D quite lazy 2 blog so shall keep this short n sweet! (:

I OFFICIALLY DECLARE DAT IM BROKE.loll.yeahh.like really $0.okk.ive $1 worth of coins in my wallet.hahaha.but yeah.dats it.i almost fainted lahh.haha.thanks 2 e emo meals i had after every xam.den ytd spent quite abit.goshh.im brokee.loll.

hmmm.ytd wanted 2 eat swensens n watch movie de lohh!but i open my wallet.OMG.nt enuff $$ coz had quite abit of stuff 2 buy.hahaha.so ya.cannot liao ): JUNE HOLZ! :DD so met huiying at bishan den trained down 2 orchard.bothh were late.but i was later.haha.sorry!shopped at far east.gt 2 shirts n accessories.she gt her prezzies.den we went 2 cine 2 eat.damn funny lahh.haha.was like tryin 2 cheer each other up.but both also emo.lol.took neos.omgg.horrible.haha.so decided 2 take another round l8ter.went back 2 far east 2 collect daddy n mummys prezzie.trained 2 amk.took neos at amk hub! HUIYING FELL IN LOVE WIF E NEOPRINT MACHINEE :DD hahaha.yeahh.its quite nice! shall take neos dere mre often.juz dat e colour cm out abit light lahh.but yeahh.it was nice :DD chionged back hmm.was damn tiredd.





today! CANT BELIEVE WE HAD 2 GO 2 SCH 4 JUZ 2 HRS OF CLEANUP :/ haha.aniwaes.me n viya were juz slackin around lahh.haha.afterdat was slackin in e classroom wif kelly n huiying. CULDNT DECIDE WHERE 2 GO.coz we were all broke.so had 2 do stuff dat din cost $$ XD haha.huiying didnt wanna go swimming.so we ended up playin tennis.called mummy who helped me book courts at bishan 8.took 132 2 far east flora coz huiying wanted 2 gt flowers.haha.afterdat.walked 2 kellys house.MY GOSHH.frm 132 bus-stop to far east flora to kellys house and back 2 132 bus-stop was like 3 km.seriously.hahaha.was damn tired afterdat.but oh well.xercisin is gd rite! :DD haha.accordin 2 kelly.dunnoe burn how many calories liao XD lol.went hmm.mummy cooked maggie mee 4 me n huiying.den huiying left 4 her frenz housee (:

talked on e phone :DD den went 2 bathe.n chionged 2 j8.haha.was early lehh!met kelly n we walked 2 bishan 8.started playin tennis! hahaha.DAMN FUNNY CANN.coz we were both tennis noobs.so it was like.e ball was flying all over e place.i shot one over e court.so did kelly.sm car muz hv rammed over dem.LOLL X) played 4 like 15 mins.den we went 2 e lift lobbyy.slacked there 4 like 1/2 hr.den went back 2 play again :DD hahaha.we agreed 2 like vent our anger on e ball.ehhh.we gt better okk! :DD tryin 2 do this like every fri of e june holl.lol.can train leg + hand muscles + lose weight + lose fat + bcm healthier! hahaha XDD nxt monday! tennis + swimming :DDD haven really confirmed yt.but shuld b okk ba :D played 4 1/2 hr.den went 2 slack 4 15 mins.called huiying.she said she culdnt rush back.so we went 2 macs 2 slack! haha.THANK YOU KELLY 4 UR LARGE FRIES :DD

here im.TIREDDDD.hahaha.shall hv an early nite (: thank God there isnt tuition tmr :DD haha.can sleep in :DD but muz gt mother's day prezzie! ahhhh.anybody hv ani ideas?? loll. kelly suggested chocs.haha.i dunnoe lahhh.aw mann.muz go squeeze out my brain juice again XD ahhh.nxt week gettin back papers.PREPARED 2 DIE ... loll.but i shall stay happy this wkn! omg.e thought of juz slackin n slackin is juz so great :DD shall go back 2 my dreamland! :DDDD

dun nid 2 worry abt me lahh! :D haha.i thank God for such great frenz who always care so much abt me (: haha.THANK YOUU!!im really really okk! :D i noe my limits de! i noe how 2 take care of myself too! :DD haha.i may seem vulnerable BUT.im STRONG okk X) bu yao xiao kan wo.hahaha.i noe how 2 protect myself lahh! :DD so yuppp.DUN WORRYY OKK! LOVEYA ALL! :DD

8:18 PM; iloveu Y

`LOVE

we love because He first loved us (:
ahhhh.damn tiredd now lahh :/ haha.as promised :D eyes like cannot open liao.lol.dis shall b a short post.haha.sorry 4 e lack of updates! MYA PERIOD LUHHH :D
super duper busy n tired these few weeks.so up down up down de.haha.but thank God! for helping me thru these weeks (: im quite okk now! haha.quite abit of stuff happened last week ba.too tired 2 list them down!lol.hmmm.school was kinda sian this wk.chiongin 4 myas sia.alamak lahh.myas damn screwed.sure worst den term 1 de ):
haha.ss n chem papers were ytd.ss paper was quite okk lahh.chionged like siao.ur noe how slow i write lahh.like tortoise like dat XD haha.but managed 2 finish e paper :DD chem was crap lahh.was late 4 e paper.den i was like.starin at e question.skip skip blank blank.hahaha.if i pass horr.e sky will fall man.LOL :DD oh well.chem sucks :D

ate 3 subway cookies.m&m + choc chip while huiying ate her tuna subway.haha.window shopped around with yiyang n esther who joined us l8ter but left quite soon.lol.me n huiying were like.aiya.cannot wear juz try 4 fun luhh.LOLL.i nid 2 save up lo!saw so muchh stuff dat i wanna buyy :DD window shopped frm far east 2 john little.lol.sat at somerset mrt n talked 4 1+ hr :DD trained 2 j8 2 eat rainbow mcflurry! :DD haha.nice nicee :DD thank you huiying 4 pei-in me!sorry 4 being really emo n all! take care ya! :DD

labour day! :D whole day out mann.uncles weddin! :D woke up early.7.coz i take quite a long time 2 doll up lahh.LOL.slow poke.haha.so yeahh.i was still late smmre :X bathed.changed.make up n all.was like choose this choose dat.looks wrong.this one better.hahaha.yeahhh.uncle n aunty came 2 fetch me.talked abt which jc n uni i wanted 2 go n all.nxt time grow up b wadd.haha.I DUN WANNA GO 2 SCHH! XD reached there.haha.heng wasnt e last lahh.lol.e brides really pretty! groom was really handsome too! :DD tea ceremonyy.haha.had 2 jing cha.lol.was so nervous lahh.coz i damn clumsy lohh.juz broke a plate ytd smmre.haha.heng nv drop e cup or anithin XDD

went 2 church.was really nice (: e powerpoints.songs.haha.little cousin was damn cute lahh! he brought his dinos n all.den he was making up stories.sayin he wanted 2 b a dino wen he grew up! :DD hahaha.kept askin yy my hair so longg.loll.yupp.really enjoyed e church service (: really meaningful (: haha.i love 1 corinthians 13 : 4-8! love is patient ... love is kind ... :DD lol.everytime play games on e bride n groom damn funny lahh.hahaha.bride had a solo song too.really nicee.I LOVE E SOUND OF E FLUTEE! :DD okk.im being random le.lol.had a nice nice lunch! den went hm le.slept 4 1+ hr.den had 2 wake up n doll up again!

LOLL.mummy came back! :DD with prezzies 4 all of us.haha.i gt a necklace 2 go wif my gown 4 dat nite (: a pair of jeans n 3/4 pants.lol.hurry bathed.put makeup n all.mummy couldnt decide whether i shuld wear shawl or a jacket.haha.ite wear shawl! duhh lahh.jacket so weird.lol.chionged there.was super early lahhh.haha.dinner didnt start until like 845.we were there b4 7.lol.mummy taught me a new way 2 wear e shawl so that it wuldnt drop off.haha.quite cool XD den afterdat.i wore it in another wayyy.haha.in e above picc :DD was like experimentin wif it mahh.den i tot dat way looked nicer :DD haha.joyce was being so freakin lame 2nite lahhh.haha.kept teasin me n all.TSK.haha.dinner wasnt so badd (: food was good.was really full :DD reached hm at abt 11+.

ahhhh.its like 2+ liao.geog xam tmr! n i haven started studyin.DEAD.hahaha.okk.shall go study liao! luckily can go sch late tmr :DD or else i die lahh.loll.shall reply tags tmr! sorryy! (: ALL E BEST EVERYBODY! (: GOD BLESS! (:

thank you (: although i dont exactly know what is going wrong.but yeahh.ill be here! (: right here waiting for you :D i really appreciate all the little little things you've done.they maybe small.but they really mean alot to me (: thank you! :D hopefully these would all pass soon.n things would be just like before! (: e fond memories i treasure will always kept close to my heart (:

never wanna say goodbye.

# dedication #

2:38 AM; iloveu Y