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today was horrible.not the worst day ever lah.but it was horrible.haha.BUT I SURVIVED MANN.all thanks to my girlfriends once again! :D lol.LOVEYA ALL! (:
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came to school really really tired after chionging ss pt draft last night.raining somemore.so damn nice to sleep luhh.haha.so was really tired loh.no mood to high also.abit de sian.chatted with vidya outside classroom.SHE had to appear.lol.kena scolded by HER.so damn irritating luh.we are like so freaking tired after chionging your stupid pt and you have to scold us for keeping quiet.on and on went her lecture on time management and how she pushed all the blame totally onto ourselves.like we have 48hrs in a day like that :/ soon i fell asleep.SHE called srruthi to wake me up.lol.'YOU THINK NOW ITS RESTING TIME AHH?!' -silence- so diao.afterthat throw remote control on the table and attitude us.LOL.should have kept quiet the whole lesson luhh.then NO LESSON :DD but oh well.people spoke.so on went the boring lesson.
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next lesson.went to borrow chi textbk.(translated) 'GRACE.(AHEM AHEM) YOUR PINAFORE ABIT TOO SHORT RIGHT.YOU ARE SEC THREE NOW.SO TALL ALREADY.SUDDENLY JUST SHOOT UP.MUST LENGTHEN YOUR PINAFORE RIGHT?!' '-.- ITS PUFFED UP COZ IM WEARING MY JACKET' 'ITS STILL TOO SHORT' '-.-' LOLL.oh well.on went the super boring lesson as well.haha.was trying really hard to keep awake lahh.FINALLY IT WAS RECESS.
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went for recess.after that was philo.WHY MUST WE LEARN HOW TO DOUBT WHATEVER PEOPE SAY.WHY MUST WE BECOME SO SKEPTICAL.THEN LIKE THAT HOW TO TRUST ANYBODY.loll.yeahh.that was basically the gist of philo lesson.teaching us how to doubt things around us :/ chem was ok luhh.was just trying my best to absorb whatever she said.but it just goes in and out.lol.CHEM PT.man.
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math was THE HELL.out of five questions right.i only did half of one question.FAIL LIKE SHIT CAN.heng only 10%.dont give a damn le luh.stupid math.i was like sneezing non-stop through out the whole of it.was trying my best not to cry lah.coz its like stare at the paper.BLANK.wth.wanted to sub in the values lohh.but i thought numbers so weird and big.so just erased the whole thingy off and passed up a blank shit.ARGH.ITS OVER.after that people started crying.was trying my best to hold back my tears lohh.hai.sucks when you swallow your tears back inside.
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after that geog teacher came in.SHES THE ANGEL MAN.she saw that most of us was crying and said that we wouldnt be in the mood to do anything.she was so sensitive compared to HER.knowing that the pt test was HELL.she CANCELLED her lesson.allowing us to go home.so damn nice lahh (: everyone was rather glad i guess.SHES THE BEST! :D haha.if only all teachers could be this sensitive lah.
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after that HUIYING came.couldnt hold back my tears anymore.haha.she calls my a fountain lohh.everytime i cry.its just like a running tap.haha.THANKS GIRL :D for comforting me and all.haha.CHERYL came along!she saw that i was so sad and all.haha.oh ya.SORRY for attituding you VIDYA! i didnt mean it.i just felt so shitty at that point in time.guess its like all accumulated.THANK YOU for during recess.knowing that i was sleepy.sad and all.THANKS GIRL! :D
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then cheryl ask me go her class.she got something give me.followed her.on the way there.saw zhenling!haha.she knew something was wrong with me.so she gave me a big big hug.THANKS GIRL! :D so went into cheryls class.guess what she gave me.MY FAVOURITE AFTER EIGHT!i was just asking her to give me yesterday lohh.then she really gave it to me! :D when she held it out.i was like OMG.then the tears just totally streamed down my face.lol.hugged her then she was like anweiing me lohh.SORRY for bursting suddenly like that.i just so felt like crying.its all like stuffed and bottled up inside.haha.THANK YOU SO MUCH GIRL! :D shall go eat it later XD 'ROCKONZZZ' -quoted from CHERYL! XD
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ate lunch with kelly.THANK YOU for hearing me rant & for lending me your wks :D ate one whole tub of chocolate ice-cream.haha.felt much better after that :D went for mep.damn sian.only like 5 people when we arrived.loads of people had stuff on lahh.we so felt like ponning the whole thingy.harmony was damn damn sian luhh.heng i finished the homework liao.no mep homework for next week!
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LOL.went for break with huiying.ate pola snack.twisties and wang wang.the wang wang lou feng le lahh :/ not nice at all.lol.suddenly feel like eating LONG NECK MARSHMALLOW :D still remember sec 2 lohh.i used to eat it everyday :DD after break.went back for history.HE was damn funny can.so lame & gay & wtvv.hahaha.oh well.was laughing quite abit luhh.HE was totally over enthu about beethoven.BEETHOVEN RAWKS LAHH.but abit the exaggerated also he.lol.hes gonna give us a practice paper with answers.LOL.if i got time then do luh.if not yeah.haha :D
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came home.ate dinner.slept for a while! :D haha.finally had some energy to go for piano lahh.pracked all my exam pieces one time each.no time to play scales.talked abit on msn.then need to chiong there liao.haha.theory was complicated man.she decided not to rush me this yr.so will probably take grade 8 next november instead of march ba.HENG AH.can slack abit :X loll.BUT BUTT.my practical.DAMN SHIT LEH.as in yeah.standard dropping grade by grade.i think this time no distinction liao.this year damn no time.practice dropped by like 3/4.lol.
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oh well.a:1 beethoven piece.alamak ahh.hahaha.that piece damn up and down de lohh.this time it wasnt too bad lah.but my tempo was damn shaky.haha.need to prack lo.b:3.october piece! my fav & hardest of all piece.lol.my emo mood is working now.touch is almost correct liao! just need to bring out the bass more and have abit more expression :DD yeahh.FINALLY CAN.after so long.finally got the touch right liao.guess you have to be emo to play an emo piece (: lol.c:2.haha.that one ahh.must practice luhh and bring out dynamics and control tempo.lol.my worst piece of all.cant stand 20th century pieces :X lol.didnt play scales.PHEW.didnt touch them at all loh.
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now im back home! when im supposed to be doing hw.im BLOGGIN.lol.damn late liao & im damn damn sleepy.so shall push hw again! shall do geog in sch tmr and eng tmr night.after i watch americas next top model.if mummy even lets me watch it :D have choir concert tomorrow night! i dont even know what to wear luhh.shall decide tomorrow afternoon.no energy left to think liao.haha.i think i shall forget about chinese too and go and sleep right after this post :X right after i eat my after 8 :DD
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everyone around me is falling sick! guess its the stress luhh.im falling sick too.oh mann.cannot fall sickk.haha.GET WELL SOON EVERYBODY! TAKE LOADS OF CARE OKK! :D health is most important horr.school is just shit :X LOLL XD drink more water and get more rest! jiayou jiayou! 2 more days and its the WEEKENDS :D
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prayers do work (: therefore God i pray that tommorow will be a better day.that you will bless each and everyone of us with the strength and wisdom to live tomorrow to its fullest.filled with bountiful amounts of happiness (:
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hold me close;
hold me tight;
coz im never gonna let you;
outta my sight (:
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