-- my heart will always be with you

17 August 2008

`BABY

i can make you feel;
hot hot hot hot! :D

this is gonna be a long post! haha.half of it was supposed to be posted yesterday.but thanks to my parents.it wasnt posted -.-

hahaha.gay shit luhh yesterday.yess.yesterday was HOT :DD LOL.decided to wear my HOT SEXYY red skinnies! haha.coupled with my black halter and black & white tank top :DD yayy! went for tuition.amazingly i woke up early.math was okk luhh.haha.getting the hang of coordinate geometry! :DD after that.dated my LIBRARY GIRL HUIYING out for lunch! XD bused to far east! haha.met yiyang there.we ate chicken rice.nice nicee.damn funny luhh.shopp shopp.saw necklaces that i like.but no need for them luhh.so didnt buy (: she finally persuaded me to get my bus-stop shirt! :D hahaha.yeahh.its that white off shoulder one.yayy! LOVE IT LOADS! the necklace is really nicee.so i wore it together with my HOT outfit :D lol.went to lucky plaza to get my chocolate rainbow mcflurry and her strawberry sundae! yummy yummy.the guy was super nice luhh.gave me loads of chocolate and rainbow toppings :DD but the ice cream melted super duper fast.bused back to tuition :DD

was damn early.so we crapped around in the room.HOMO BF spammed me like shit.like wthhh! hahaha.i open my hp.14 new msgs.all one word somemore.omggg.LOL.went for chem tuition.titration ahh.sian diao luhh.was really tired liao.tried my best not to fall asleep.haha.after tuition.met LIBRARY GIRL again! walked together all the way back to far east! not bad rightt.from newton all the way to far east lehh! hahaha.laughed like shit along the way.XIANG SI DOU huhhh :DD LOL.it was damn damn freaking hot luhhh.huiying was like 'i look at your skinnies i feel damn hot liao' hahaha.i was totally sweating like a pig cann.anyway.she bused home.while i trained home.haha.realised i lost the pick that homo bf gave me! was uber sadd luhh.then i told her! guess what she did.SHE WENT TO BUY A WHOLE PACK FOR MEEEE! i just found out today.I LOVE YOU POKK!! so sweet luhh you.haha.

went home.sorry yongrong! i really didnt mean it when i said that luhh.aiyo.SORRY! bathedd.changed to my white gown dress thingy with black leggings.haha.love that outfit luhh :D put on my make up and all.SILVER EYESHADOWS ARE LOVE :DD hahaha.chionged to sheraton towers for my baby cousins birthday.everybody looked so pretty and shuai.haha.the dinner was niceee.but it was DAMN COLD.hahaha.wthhh luhhh.i havent had such a LAME dinner in my entire life.MY BOTH LEGS WERE BROKEN CANNN.LOL.everybody was laming aroundd.omggg.then korkor luhh! forever come disturb me de. the stupid touch shoulder thingy right.then see where you turn.he did it on me 4 times! and yeahh.stupid me fell for it 4 times straight.arghhh.haha.then we all became really stone.lol.like really very very stone and sian.afterthat went toilet! THE TOILET IS SO NICEEEEE.hahaha.after that became high again! but needed to go home liao.oh well.NEXT MEETING IN 2 WEEKS TIME! :D

went home.wanted to blog.chat on msn.parents came down and shut the whole thing down.was pissed to the max lahh.hahaha.THANKFULLY.HOMO BF CAME TO THE RESCUE! LOL.she pei wo all the way until 1230! that was like 1 1/2 hrs.lol.she knew i was sadd.then i ask her play seize the day solo for me! sing seize the day for me! SHE DID LEHHH.hahaha.poor her had to sit by the window to do all that :DD haha.coz her house no reception de.only by the window.so she sat there just to talk to mee.omggg.HOMO BF YOU'RE THE LOVE OKK!! :DDDD was laming like shit luhhh.haha.she gave me a goodnight kisss! hahaha.gssss.she say my singing very cute okkk! :DD hahaha.we took like 1/2hr just to say buhbye.WE'VE GOT THE YOU HANG UP NO YOU HANG UP KINDA LOVE! :DD LOL.oh well.THANK YOU POKKK!! :DDD

today was HOT but sian :DD LOL.kena woken up by my mummy.scolded me like shit again.got damn pissed.wore my red skinnies again! this time coupled with my black and white two piece tank tops.haha.with that nice nice necklace! LOL.just realised i was the exact same colour as yesterday.lol.went for church.it was okk luhh (: just that i was really tired and all.so wasnt really concentrating.haha.hannah was here today! haha.at first only me.jaslin and waner lohh.then she came! lol.after that tirzah came too! but lesson ended liao.she actually said she came coz she misses me.awwww.haha.loveya girl! :D

chionged home.had lunch in the car.lol.went home and talked to juowi kor who abandoned me for months! hahaha.actually just one month luhh :DD outing during hols! :DD thought i was damn late luhh.daddy dropped me off at bishan mrt.then cheryl pokk called.haha.she was gonna be late cann! so i walked around in j8 lohhh.i saw a big big coca cola lollipop in minitoons! XD loll.cheryl called after that.was talking to her when i met my uncle and auntie again! hahaha.that time go there also saw them.after that went to bishan mrt lohhh.we both agreed to meet at the HEAD of the mrt.LOL.finally went in.couldnt see her luhh! i thought i was at the wrong end.she was sitting downn.lol.pretty her had a new hairstyle! BUTTT THAT MADE HER NOT LOOK LIKE MY BF ANYMORE!!! hahaha.gsss.i like her bullets for my valentine shirt! LOL.ALL THESE THINGS I HATE REVOLVE AROUND YOU! XD

trained to cine! we were both damn stone luhh.went to buy her necklace.then she refused to tell me where we were going! ite.she brought me to HAPPY ROOM! :DD hahaha.im the first one that went there! yayyy! loll.BUTTTT DAMNN SAO XING LUHHH.we couldnt study there coz it was being used for some weird function :/ arghhh.we went all the way back down! to subway.lol.bought cookies and barbercue lays :DD damn siann luhh.she called up the two unknown ppl in my hp but they didnt pick up! hahaha.then we started gaying around.fed each other chips.so gsss.LOL.didnt study at all luhh.

guess what we decided to do! WE DECIDED TO GET COUPLE Ts AND TAKE NEOS TGT! :DDDD hahahaha.damn gay luhhh.walked aroundd.here there here there.cannot find lehhh! omggg.we wanted to change into our couple ts then tak neos then cannot find suitable ones lehh! aiyo.but i saw many slogan ts that i likeee! XD hahaha.shall go get them when i have the $$ luhh :DD then cheryl pok pok wanted to get COUPLE RINGS.omggg.noooo!! hahaha.then it was like couple shoes? couple necklaces? couple caps? LOLL.damnn gayy.ite all cannot find! aiyo.WE DECIDED TO SHOP FOR COUPLE THINGS DURING THE HOLS! :DD hahaha.gsss.

headed for the arcade! haha.bball! lol.dont know why.after one game.i felt like dropping dead.hahaha.damn tired luhhh.its like piackkk.on the floor.LOL.played two games.and our arms felt like dropping off.cannot play liao.must take a breakk.haha.sat on the chair.rest restt.lol.then go top up the card.went to play time crisis! hahaha.i totally suck at that one.i cant shoot for nuts.after that played two more bball games.we were actually perspiring luhh.its was damn hottt.hahaha.cheryl pokk thinks my skinnies are hot too! XD oh well.she had to go liaoo.

walked her down! haha.then she cabbed to TLL! LOLL.SHE GAVE ME A FLYING GOODBYE KISS WHEN SHE WAS IN THE TAXI! hahaha.i was like O: TOTALLY STUNNED.LOLL.damn cute luhh youu! hahaha.aw mann.next week cannot like that liao ): coz the next day got three tests.gsss.oh yaa.when we arrived at somerset mrt just now.i realised i left my ez link card at home.lol.but at bishan.when i tapped my 'card' (which i thought was in my hp/ipod pouch).the door opened! so i just walk right through thinking i had my card with me.but when we reached somerset mrt! the door didnt open! hahaha.but the people let me through luhh.so bought a standard ticket then daddy picked me up from bishan (:

came home.kena scolded like shit again.DAMN PISSED LUHHH.i purposely wear my red skinnies damn low.then mummy bu shang.scold like shit.threatened to cut up my skinnies -.- i got damn damn pissed.i refused to eat dinner.went to sleep instead.LOL.gsss.arghhh.so irritating.damn tired now luhhh.i shall just finish my eng wks and edit my compo abit go sleep liao :DD

I CANT WAIT FOR THE SEPT HOLS! :DD hahaha.2 more weeks.MUST MUST GO OUTT MANN! :DDD DATES DATES DATES & MORE DATES :DDDD hmmm.my shopping list! :DD

++ slogan ts :D

++ miniature bag! :D (you need this when you go out with homo bf coz you do nothing but slack to the max! XD)

++ sexy skinnies! :D

++ bus-stop ts! :D

++ dresses! :D

++ accessories! :D

++ movies + arcade! :DD

hahaha.homo bf & library girl think its cool that i can organise my thoughts so logically! hahaha.that chim chim paragraph :DD LOL.no luhh.there isnt anything going onn.haha.they are just some thoughts of mine (: shall write more chim chim paragraphs next time! LOL.LOVEYA BOTH LOADSS! :DDD

there is a limit to everything.i want to rewind back to the past.back to when we were little.back to when everything was normal.

where'd you go;

i miss you so-

# too late #

9:07 PM; iloveu Y

15 August 2008

`GOODBYE

whatever past is gone;
the best is yet to come (:

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY :D hahaha.was like counting down to school end (: school sucks can :X oh well.i have 7 more weeks to go! :D

social studies.stoned with srruthi like shit.hahaha.wahlao.kena scolded by her luhh.i purposely dont want listen to you.what can you do huhh -.- english was okk luh.kinda slack.lol.assembly was okk also.i didnt sleep leh! haha.zhenling says i look jap/korean now.haha.most people told me that too.huying thinks i look more FEMININE.lol :D oh well.people say my hair looks longer and nicer like that.so shall maintain this current hairstyle ba! until i come up with a new one again :D chinese was funny.was quarrelling with pristine.hahaha.damn funny.was drawing all over her paper XD mathematics was high yet sian.haha.as in was getting abit high for the first part coz its like the day is ending.then last few minutes damn tired and sian.lol (:

ponned physics ces :X went with huiying to macs.our favourite emo hangout :D haha.found a really romantic spot! ate mcnugget student meal (: wanted to eat rainbow mcflurry and drink hot chocolate too.but no space in my stomach liao.LOL.thanks girl for peiing me :D haha.damn funny luhh you.GANGSTER GIRL & LIBRARY GIRL! :D jiayou jiayou girl! we can do it together! 7 more weeks to go :D

this world is so complicated.people have a thousand and one faces.ignorance is bliss.yet not knowing makes you insensitive.being naive.being stupid.being indifferent.being ignorant.why cant people just be normal? why must they complicate themselves? simplicity is beauty.words you cant say.actions you cant do.expressions you cant show.everything gets so bottled inside.but is that the best solution.but once you blurt it all out.would you really feel better.or would it just make situations worse.people change.feelings change.everything changes.can we control it? we know our mistakes.we learn from them.but how often do we not repeat them? how often do we find ourselves not falling into that bottomless pit again? letting go is best for everyone.easier said than done.can we really believe everything that people say to us.which are the truths and which are the lies? how do we distinguish one from another? how would we know what is true and what is not? is what is real fake? is what is fake real?

God, give me the grace and serenity

to accept things that cannot be changed.

the courage to change the things

that can be changed.

and the wisdom to distinguish

one from the other.

that staircase;
that corner;
its been so long;
why do i still feel the pain;
the tears;
they dont seem to stop-

# angels wings #

11:11 PM; iloveu Y

14 August 2008

`FAREWELL

my love (:

JUST CAME BACK FROM THE ----- :D LOL.okok.abit about today.damn damn tired.shant blog that much today :DD

haha.i was LATE for school today! loll.no luhh.just missed the school bus.so trained & bused to school lohh.haha.i miss going to school via public transport! so cool okk.ive to wait until jc then can do that :/ aiyo.but the bad thing is i cant really sleep throughout the whole ride.haha.yupp.reached school kinda late.VIDYA & CHERYL WERE LIKE OMGGG.YOURE IN SCHH!! hahaha.yayy!! LOL.damn cute luhh they two :DD

hmm.srruthi wasnt here today.aiyo.GET WELL SOON GIRL! :DD only had 3 useful blocks today.blocks after recess was slack (: math was ermm.okk luh.haha.dont exactly understand.wasnt processing anything also.teacher was like you okk or not.you look very not okk.qi se hen bu hao lehh.hahaha.she always think im like some sick pig like that.but yeah.i was feeling really tired.lol.history was YAY.LOL.COZ I WAS SUCKING MY COCA-COLA LOLLIPOP FOR THE LAST 1/2hr :DD hahaha.THANKS CHERYL POK! :D he said we could eat! so there i was.trying my best to keep the lollipop until the end of lesson.coz its like a mini lollipop.abit small.lol.yupp.niceee :DD i didnt sleep lehh! not that i was paying attention though.haha.quite luhh! but the lollipop was really THE LOVE :D physics prack was okk luhh.i see numbers and lines also blur liao.how to draw graph huhh.haha.krystal was freaking out beside me.lol.damn cute luhh she.recess.ate damn alot.coz was really hungry lohh.geog teacher also on mc.so could be late for class :X

hahaha.peied vidya to health check-up.only those which the backbone tilted need to go.lol.after that.met my ex-chi teacher! yayy.so nicee.haha.updated her again :DD went back to class.chionged chem wks.oh mann.i seriously need help.arghh.i can only do redox reactions.the rest ahhh.hai.philo was okk luh.just that i felt like puking halfway.was really tired also.thanks aditi! :D lol.was drawing on her paper.didnt feel like eating lunch luhh.felt so sick.but guess what.when i returned to class.I SAW A COCA COLA LOLLIPOP ON MY TABLE! hahaha.THANK YOU POKK! :DD saw pok going to the toilet after that.so called her in.lol.xie xie ni! sorry i so stone luhh.YOU STILL OWE ME A HUG OKK! lol.went for rs.kangjie and peixin are so funny.haha.ended early :DD

daddy picked me up.then we went to pick mummy up and went to TMH! :D lol.i was really scared okk.was smsing kelly and cheryl.lol.lets say.it was an ermm.EYE OPENING.experience :DD hahaha.but i never ever wanna do it again okk.i feel so.INVADED.LOL.the nurses there are really nice and funny okk.hahaha.they are all like so cute.guiding me along and stuff.i felt so babyishh.with all my mummys there.LOL.damn out of place okk.i was like the youngest there.oh well.THEY POKED A HOLE IN MY FINGER.for blood test luhhh.pain okk! loll.still feels kinda weird.did other tests as well.haha.IM NORMAL! :DD just given some medication luhhh.haha.more pills to take again.lol.i think the glass behind where the nurses sit is damn nicee okk :DD it somehow makes me look nicer than before.LOL.jkk luhhh.but it was quite fun there luhh! hahaha.the nurses laughed at me okk! coz had to make next appointment mahh.then they asked me if 25th sept was okk.i gave the blank look.then they all started laughing! then they asked if i had exams then.i gave an even blurer look and said.i dont know! LOLL.everyone was laughing luhhhh.my blur look is cute okk :DDD hahaha.then my nice nice nurse helped me change the plaster for my finger.so i left the room.when i came back.mummy was gone.then they were like your mummy went out liao.i was like HUHHH.then they saw mummy outside and said mummys there! hahaha.then everyone started laughing.LOL.it was fun luhh :DD

oh ya.THANK GOD :DD i passed my piano mock.haha.with merit (: i seriously think there is something wrong with her ears.haha.my teacher taught the marks were abit de wrong also.lol.oh well.THANK GOD :DD piano exam on the 29th! same day as kelly.lol.at 4pm luhhh.dont get to skip school :/ siann.haha.but i think im skipping physics ces! :D loll.dont know whether i should skip it tmr too.just dont feel like going luhh :X

need to chiong my eng compo draft + math wks tonight! lol.I WANT TO SLEEP EARLY! shall finish everything by 10.then watch tv till 11 and off to bed i go! :DD haha.daddy just bought the ipod sound traveller thingy! coz they say i always blast my ears.so now i have speakers! :DD loll.shall go try it out later.it seems cool :D I MISS MY GUITAR ):

what am i fighting for;

there must be something more

# patience #

5:28 PM; iloveu Y

13 August 2008

`HEARTS

the way you kiss me crazy;
baby you're so amazing (:

haha.oh mann.i so wanna keep this short :/ damn tired now.theres still piano lesson ~~which im not really looking forward to~~ hai.theres quite abit of hw to chiong tonight too.chem + math + eng.i think ill keep eng for tmr (:

SUNday.okk.it was super duper horribly terribly emo.havent felt so emo in a very very long time.reason - piano mock was damn screwed.its like i enter the exam rm.'you're supposed to be here next wk' 'huhh.they told me to come today' 'ohh.its okk.take a seat.' scales.okk.it was horrible.but i expected it luh.didnt prack at all what.pieces.first piece was SHIT.slipped like shit.by then i was kinda emo le.so emo piece.wasnt too bad.in fact it was the best thing out of the entire exam.last piece was okk luh.my worst piece what.oh well.sight reading was stupid.missed quite a few notes.AURAL WAS THE SHITTEST EVER COULD BE.for the first time it was like TOTAL SHIT.my best section became my worst.even worst than scales can.first part.play back.played a few notes wrongly.second part.sight singing.went off pitch for the first part.THE LAST STRAW.identify cadences.she told me to identify the chord.i went 'HUHHH' it was supposed to be a cadence.so i was like 'one.' 'this is the tonic key.' 'ohh.five.' 'what is the cadence?' 'HUHH.(pauses for damn long) imperfect?' 'no.its interrupted.' i was like shit.then last section.she played this piece thingy.i wasnt even paying attention liao.so anyhow answered the questions.then she went clap this.'HUHHH?!?!' i never ever had that section okk.anyway clapped damn off.walked out off the rm.i had tears in my eyes.got into the car.the tears juz streamed down.went for church.hai.came back.cried and cried.then fell asleep.yeah.kena scolded like shit for no reason.everything was going damn wrong.yeah.IT WAS AN EMO DAY.

MONday.it was much much better! :D woke up early! THANK YOU CHERYL POK FOR MORNING CALL + SMS! LOVEYA LOADS! :DD hahaha.damn cute luhh she.called me to wake me up in the morning.damn stone.after that was smsing her through out the day.bused to yck mrt with joyce.on the bus.we realised that joyce was gonna be in the same ll class as cheryl and michelle.called cheryl and we were laughing like total shit.damn cool luh! :DD hahaha.anyway.trained to JE.brings back all the memories! hahaha.i still rmb how i used to chiong to JE.chiong through JEC and to JE library! LOL.all the late nights at JE library all the way till it closed.then eating dinner/supper at macs at JEC.damn nice luhhh.hahaha.THE MEMORIES :D so met kangjie and peixin at JE! bused to kangjies house.had yummy dumplings for lunch.watched the olympics.omgg.weight lifting is so scaryyyy.haha.slacked slacked.did abit of rs.was digressing quite abit.realised my mp3 was on throught out.like 2++ hrs.omgg.haha.called cheryl pokk.she was supposed to come to JE library and study with me okk! then she wanted me go TLL to study with her and michelle.we were like totally laughing and laming on the phone.ite michelle went for her bowling.we went home.LOL.went home.ate dinner.after dinner.MUGGED until 530 the next morning.OMGGG.for the first time i mugged so long okk.actually not really mug luhh.juz read through wks.realised ive quite a few missing and -ahem- empty wks.i was like 'WTH.HOW TO STUDY' hahaha.results of sleeping in class luhh XD ite didnt touch physics and chinese at all.oh well.was damn tired luhh.had nice nice ice cream at night! :D white chocolate ice cream with marshmallows.with chocolate fudge and rainbow toppings :DD yummyy! mug mug mugg.then slept at 530 lohh (:

TUESday.slept for 1/2 hr.woke up at 6.haha.went to school feeling damn tired and all.was really scared i would fail luhh.mummy was like scolding me the night before.if i fail any papers.they would cancel my phone line O: lol.for the first time i was so slack for exams luhh.the whole national day weekend was totally SLACK :D haha.was having damn bad gastrics.ate abit and ate zantac.math paper was okk luhh.the gastrics went away.THANK GOD (: yeah.i think mugging paid off! haha.i think i can pass :D IM REALLY SORRY HUIYING & VIDYA.i really didnt mean it okk! as in.it just comes naturally.im not mocking or laughing at you two or anything.its just my badd.SORRYYYY! physics was crap.was late.haha.got the paper.'HUHH?!?!' hahaha.crapped up the answers.gastrics were backk.damn pain.ended up sleeping :X chinese paper was heck care liao luh! hahaha.gastrics were damn damn pain.no choice.take zantac again.dozed off quite a few times :X THANK GOD i got through all 3 papers.omg.i thought i would have died.THANK GOD for granting me the strength and wisdom to do the papers (: after that.went to subway with huiying! :DD lol.but no subway cookies! aiyo.so went to lucky plaza macs! i had my medium fries.she had her strawberry sundae! after that.i had this sudden craving for HOT CHOCOLATE! hahaha.bought medium hot chocolate.DAMN DAMN NICEEE :DD lolll.felt as though i was on holiday.coz the only time i drink hot chocolate is when i go on holiday and i stay at hyatt.then ill have it every morning for breakfast :D yupp.it was really nicee.was really full after that.on the way home.the gastrics came againn! omggg.haha.i have a feeling its because i had my ice cream on empty stomach the night before :X oh well.plopped on my bed and slept for 4 hrs :DD woke up feeling really tiredd.then slacked a while on com.copied mep wks.then slept liao (:

TOday :D went to school feeling damn sleepy.was so tired that i was couldnt be bothered to tie my complicated hairstyle.hands too lazy to move.haha.so juz tied it all to the left side :D lol.people say this hairstyle nicer lehhh.but i feel damn weird.coz its so loose.haha.oh well.i think ill tie it tmr as well.so freaking tired :/ haha.was smsing cheryl during physics.sat next to arasi and cheryl.haha.arasis really funnyy :DD ss was crapp.lol.was laming with srruthi! hahaha.shes damn funny.YES SRRUTHI! YOUR NAME IS HEREE :DD hahaha.was laughing like shit with her during english! I COULD BE A MALE O: hahahaha.damn funny luhh.chem prac.titration.okk luhh.i kinda keep going over.aiyo.math was siann.but grp discussions were funny! LOL.I LOVE MY GRPMATES! SRRUTHI! REBECCA! HUANYING! JIAYING! :DD yayyy.they always make me laugh :DD mep was ermm.WEIRD.brought my g6 + g7 theory bks for kelly & huiying.teacher saw them.wahhhh.ask damn alot of questions luhh.then made me show the class.then say what.ohhh.so very easy for you luh.this that.I COPIED THE ANSWERS FROM THE BOOKS.she found out.LOLL.damn funny luhh! then she made me read out all the answers :/ so diao.history was damnnn funny.hahaha.STD! LOLL.hes really lame and all luhh.always makes us laugh :DD mep is really slack.lol.chionged home.

haha.damn tired now.gonna get mock results later.hai.if fail.there goes my real exam.dont need take liao.but oh well.every piano lesson makes me happy! i hope tonights one too (: so i shall stay a happy girl! :D i need to get rid of my eye bags mann.i seriously look like a PANDA.lol.okok.shall go eat dinner :D

I WANT TO THANK PEOPLE AGAIN! hahaha.THANK YOU ALL WHO HAS MADE GRACE A HAPPY GIRL! THANK YOU ALL WHO ENCOURAGED ME! THANK YOU ALL WHO STAYED UP WITH ME! THANK YOU ALL WHO TRIED TO KEEP ME AWAKE! THANK YOU ALL WHO MADE ME LAUGH!THANK YOU ALL WHO LAMED WITH ME! LOVEYA ALL LOADS & LOADS! :DD

&&&&&& SPECIAL THANKS TO MY HOMO BF/HUNK/PIGHEAD POK/KNIGHT ---- CHERYLL! :DD hahaha.seee i so nice right XD LOL.yeahh.thanks for always cheering me up! and always laming with me and giving in to me okkk!! hahaha.most importantly.BEING THAT VERY VERY LOVEY DOVEY HOMO BF!!!! I LOVE YOUR LOLLIPOPS AND AFTER EIGHTS :DD hahahaha.okkk.this is getting so gay shittt :DDDD LOL.sorry cant go out with you todayy! you luhh.always free when im busy de! when im so free then you busyy.aiyo.lol.great job for lit pt! sorry pangseied you last night! :X haha.last but not least ... I LURRBB EUUU WORHHXXZZ :DD

it will all get better in time (:

# winter love #

7:33 PM; iloveu Y

09 August 2008

`SCREAMS

you're the missing piece i need;
the song inside of me (:

yesterday was hmmm.RAINBOWISHLY EMO :D yeahh! haha.it was both happy & emo luhh.so i shall leave out the emo parts and only blog abt the happy parts! :DD

nats celebration as usual :D haha.was kinda sian but got quite high after that! im often quite high on days like these luhh.coz GET TO WEAR HM CLOTHES :D hahaha.okk.so i wore my white I ♥ MY BOYFRIEND shirt with my HOT RED SKINNY JEANS :D it attracted alot of unwanted attention but oh well.I LIKE IT THE WAY IT IS :D anyway.haha.once i stepped into class.it was rather empty lohh.only pristine & shiharn & wanling.LOL.they wanted to draw stars and crescent on my skinnies and flip me upside down okkk.'ni mei you xing xing dan you hen duo xin xin :D' -pristine.loll.coz i wore a red heart shaped pin and white heart shaped earring with my white heart shaped belt.not forgettin the red heart on my shirt.hahaha.SO PATRIOTIC RIGHT! :D

then met vivien & cheryl outside my class! LOL.was laming with them.seriously.i look like an inverted flag.haha.anyway.went to the parade square! met the rest of the homo club! haha.yeahh.my skinnies were really LOUDD.like really HOT RED XD the shirt was also AHEM AHEM.hahaha.but was really funny and all luhh.funs all that matters! :D when you take a glance around.you can really see all the different types of flags.LOL.srruthi gave me a hug! haha.didnt see her all morning coz she was in her friends class (: haha.realised that we had similar black flip flops! :D

made our way to the amphi.haha.sat next to zhenling! (: haha.long long time never talk to her liao.aiyo.haha.the performances were nice! wahhh.choir girls were really gd lohh :D lol.after performances was community singing! haha.was being high with krystal and zhenling! :DD hahaha.yeahh.jumping and singing our hearts out! we will get there was being sung in chi lohh.but the whole row of us were singing in ENG! :D hahaha.we were like.whats the lyrics ahhh.oh well.just sing in eng luhh!LOL.yayyy.so fun so funn! haha.they didnt sing 'jia'.heng heng (: after that they had the singapore rap dance again luhh.lol.only a few of us stood up.hahaha.was laming with pristine lohh.i was calling her to come over and she thought i was dancing huhh.for the school cheers and birthday song.went to find huiying! LOL.she tried to burst my ear drums again luhh.after that.headed to the foyer! :D

at the foyer.hmmm.was meng calling tirzah!she never pick up lohh.haha.then saw lot of people! said hi and all :DD hahaha.was being really high luhh.celestine was like 'you're so bright.i can see you from afar! :D' LOL.was laming around with yujin and mabel! omggg.miss last years rs loads.haha.yujin was going home to sleep! mabel was going home to go out with her mummy! so i was peiing yujin.and mabel was peiing me! :DD hahaha.saw vidya! she was like lip mouthing some stuff.hahaha.shant tell you what XD afterthat she left with sharlene and yiling.so mabel.yujin.me were randoming around in the foyer.playing with mabels squash racket and all.yujin used it to whack my butt and my head okk! varsha came along and used her plastic bag to whack my butt! LOL.she did really great for singing just now! anyway.YA.MY POOR BUTT OKK.LOLL XD haha.so continued laming with mabel and yujin.AT THE END OF THE YEARR.EX RS MEETING OKK! :D haha.soon mabel left.so i was randoming with yujin.jeanette and yutian came over! 'I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND?!?! O:' 'WHOS IT WHOS IT' hahahaha.damn funny luhh.i was like coveringg XD hahaha.ite jeanette became my boyfriend! :D LOL.'it aint mutual okk' -jeanette.hahaha XD LOLL.lamed with yujin for a while longer than i left liao XD

trained to j8.met tirzah.haha.walked around j8.sat at macs and chit chat :DD met rachel yo :D haha.saw some sngs friends too (: afterthat.parents picked me up and went home lo.waited for joyce and ashley to come back from sch.bathe.change then we headed for rtc! :D haha.the food was good luhh.but my mood was not.sorry for moodswinging! lol.yeahh to those who were smsing me.im really sorry.hai.hope you all are not offended okk! sorry sorry!

after that went home.bathed.changed.plopped myself on the bed.it was 3+.i slept all the way till ... ... 11+ this morning! :DD hahaha.was awoken by yongrongs sms.THANK YOU! & IM REALLY SORRY! GET WELL SOON K! :D STOP RUNNING AROUND LUH! (: hahaha.anyway.20hrs lehh XD so pig right XD omggg.made up for all the sleep lost this week :D sorry for all the smses and calls that didnt reply.haha.skipped dinner!and joyces bdae okk.SORRYYY!! omgg.need to make it up to her mann.she tried waking me up loads of times.but i just slept like a TOTAL PIG :X SORRYYY! haha.I STILL FEEL SLEEPY LEHH :/ oh mann.need go study liao.3 tests on tuesday! going uncles house l8ter for steamboat (: wont be coming online ba.sorry! :D oh ya oh ya.HAPPY NATIONAL DAYY! :DD

终于看开;

爱回不来

# distant #

4:21 PM; iloveu Y

07 August 2008

`SUNSHINE

if i could then i'd;
shrink the world tonight-
so that i would find;
YOU & ME inside (:

ITS THE END OF ~~HELL~~ A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE WEEK :DD haha.have been sleeping at like 2+ 3 every morning.or else it would be like sleep on the sofa from 1-3 then wake up and chiong homework & pts :/ FINALLY.ITS THE END.worst thing.every morning go school.people will be like 'YOUR EYES ARE GETTING SMALLER AND DARKER DAY BY DAY!' loll.vidya thinks my eyes look like slits man.haha.I NEED EYE EXTENSION! :DD jkk luhh.i love my eyes! :D without the panda eyes part (:

i would like to thank GOD (: really really.He has been with me all this while.giving me all the strength and guiding me through this very horrible one week.haha.thank GOD its over! (: He is the Everlasting GOD :D the ONE and ONLY GOD.

haha.sorry for not updating yeahh! ive been really really really really busy.i want to thank many many people! (i realised everytime i post.i thank people XD) THANK YOU TO ALL WHO ENCOURAGED ME THROUGH THIS WEEK! its been really ~~HELL~~ HORRIBLE and i really couldnt have done it without ALL of YOU :D special thanks to the homo gang! :D hahaha.this week ahh.its been kinda ~~shitty~~ up and down.BUT THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN RIGHT :D hahaha.yeahh!im glad we all turned out fine.HOMO LOVE FOREVER! :D

thank you HUIYING for always being there! hahaha.youre damn cute luhh.i dont know what to say liao.DONT FEEL BAD ABOUT IT OKK! lol.STAY STRONG! ill always be here! (: thank you CHERYL for your cola lollipop! omgg.its the LOVE now! hahaha.thanks for always trying to cheer me up yeahh! and for the long/lame/crappy/emo talks every night! :D LOVES! thank you VIDYA for all your advices yeahh! although i didnt really listen.but yeahh.haha.DONT SO STRESS LUHH! it will all turn out finee! MUST RELAX like me! (: hahaha.actually im really scared too luh.just that i dont show it.IM SCARED okk! thank you SRRUTHI for always lending me your homework to copy! :X loll.your damn cute luhh! always so worried about me.haha.thanks for always trying to keep me awake during lessons! (: LOVEYA TABLE MATE! :DD

thank you PRISTINE for being such a wonderful chi pt mate! hahaha.after doing chi pt.got to know you better huhh :D yeahh! jiayou jiayou for everything! (: thank you! :D thank you ALL WHO CARED ABOUT ME WHEN I LOOKED SO TIRED and all :D these people include: ZHENLING! ; SITI! ; ARASI! ; REBECCA! ; ANGELA! ; KANGJIE! ; PEIXIN! and many many more! (will edit later.head hurts now)

hmmm.been dozing off quite abit during class.kena scolded during ss somemore.cant stand her -.- haha.oh well.abit abt the week.instructor transferred me to bass for guitar.im okk with it luhh.just that i prefer prime more! haha.thank you CHERYL for transferring with me! (: sorry GRACE! :D haha.she kena pangseied by both of us.piano lesson was awesome! mummy cancelled it initially coz i was like too tired.but i insisted on going! haha.emo piece was really good.i can finally control my emotions! :D the rest all need prac more luh (: esp scales :/ chi pt was okk luhh.a few mistakes but heng no major ones :D thank you PRISTINE! hmmm.thats kinda it ba (: ALL MY PTS ARE FINISHED! only left ss luh (: piano mock on sun O:

i know everybody has been asking me to sleep earlier and all.I SHALL OKK! i so want my panda eyes to GO AWAY and my eyes to grow BIGGER :D hahaha.starting tonight! im gonna sleep at 11 :DD (i hope) so dont talk to me after 11 okk! XD LOL.srruthi said that if there was one day that i came to school happy and energetic she would hug me! hahaha.i promised her tomorrow would be the day! :DD LOL.GET READY YOUR HUG SRRUTHI! XD hahaha.really happy now luh! everythings done.cant believe i survived this week.cant wait for tomorrow! joyces bdae! nat day celebration! :DD i miss sngs loads man! hope they dont play 'jia' tomorrow (: loll.dont ask me what im wearing tmr! hahaha.its a SURPRISE! :DD

enjoy the pis below! hahaha.did them when i was bored :D hope the colours brighten your day! (:

i LOVE rainbow colours! (: