13 August 2008
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haha.oh mann.i so wanna keep this short :/ damn tired now.theres still piano lesson which im not really looking forward to hai.theres quite abit of hw to chiong tonight too.chem + math + eng.i think ill keep eng for tmr (:
SUNday.okk.it was super duper horribly terribly emo.havent felt so emo in a very very long time.reason - piano mock was damn screwed.its like i enter the exam rm.'you're supposed to be here next wk' 'huhh.they told me to come today' 'ohh.its okk.take a seat.' scales.okk.it was horrible.but i expected it luh.didnt prack at all what.pieces.first piece was SHIT.slipped like shit.by then i was kinda emo le.so emo piece.wasnt too bad.in fact it was the best thing out of the entire exam.last piece was okk luh.my worst piece what.oh well.sight reading was stupid.missed quite a few notes.AURAL WAS THE SHITTEST EVER COULD BE.for the first time it was like TOTAL SHIT.my best section became my worst.even worst than scales can.first part.play back.played a few notes wrongly.second part.sight singing.went off pitch for the first part.THE LAST STRAW.identify cadences.she told me to identify the chord.i went 'HUHHH' it was supposed to be a cadence.so i was like 'one.' 'this is the tonic key.' 'ohh.five.' 'what is the cadence?' 'HUHH.(pauses for damn long) imperfect?' 'no.its interrupted.' i was like shit.then last section.she played this piece thingy.i wasnt even paying attention liao.so anyhow answered the questions.then she went clap this.'HUHHH?!?!' i never ever had that section okk.anyway clapped damn off.walked out off the rm.i had tears in my eyes.got into the car.the tears juz streamed down.went for church.hai.came back.cried and cried.then fell asleep.yeah.kena scolded like shit for no reason.everything was going damn wrong.yeah.IT WAS AN EMO DAY.
MONday.it was much much better! :D woke up early! THANK YOU CHERYL POK FOR MORNING CALL + SMS! LOVEYA LOADS! :DD hahaha.damn cute luhh she.called me to wake me up in the morning.damn stone.after that was smsing her through out the day.bused to yck mrt with joyce.on the bus.we realised that joyce was gonna be in the same ll class as cheryl and michelle.called cheryl and we were laughing like total shit.damn cool luh! :DD hahaha.anyway.trained to JE.brings back all the memories! hahaha.i still rmb how i used to chiong to JE.chiong through JEC and to JE library! LOL.all the late nights at JE library all the way till it closed.then eating dinner/supper at macs at JEC.damn nice luhhh.hahaha.THE MEMORIES :D so met kangjie and peixin at JE! bused to kangjies house.had yummy dumplings for lunch.watched the olympics.omgg.weight lifting is so scaryyyy.haha.slacked slacked.did abit of rs.was digressing quite abit.realised my mp3 was on throught out.like 2++ hrs.omgg.haha.called cheryl pokk.she was supposed to come to JE library and study with me okk! then she wanted me go TLL to study with her and michelle.we were like totally laughing and laming on the phone.ite michelle went for her bowling.we went home.LOL.went home.ate dinner.after dinner.MUGGED until 530 the next morning.OMGGG.for the first time i mugged so long okk.actually not really mug luhh.juz read through wks.realised ive quite a few missing and -ahem- empty wks.i was like 'WTH.HOW TO STUDY' hahaha.results of sleeping in class luhh XD ite didnt touch physics and chinese at all.oh well.was damn tired luhh.had nice nice ice cream at night! :D white chocolate ice cream with marshmallows.with chocolate fudge and rainbow toppings :DD yummyy! mug mug mugg.then slept at 530 lohh (:
TUESday.slept for 1/2 hr.woke up at 6.haha.went to school feeling damn tired and all.was really scared i would fail luhh.mummy was like scolding me the night before.if i fail any papers.they would cancel my phone line O: lol.for the first time i was so slack for exams luhh.the whole national day weekend was totally SLACK :D haha.was having damn bad gastrics.ate abit and ate zantac.math paper was okk luhh.the gastrics went away.THANK GOD (: yeah.i think mugging paid off! haha.i think i can pass :D IM REALLY SORRY HUIYING & VIDYA.i really didnt mean it okk! as in.it just comes naturally.im not mocking or laughing at you two or anything.its just my badd.SORRYYYY! physics was crap.was late.haha.got the paper.'HUHH?!?!' hahaha.crapped up the answers.gastrics were backk.damn pain.ended up sleeping :X chinese paper was heck care liao luh! hahaha.gastrics were damn damn pain.no choice.take zantac again.dozed off quite a few times :X THANK GOD i got through all 3 papers.omg.i thought i would have died.THANK GOD for granting me the strength and wisdom to do the papers (: after that.went to subway with huiying! :DD lol.but no subway cookies! aiyo.so went to lucky plaza macs! i had my medium fries.she had her strawberry sundae! after that.i had this sudden craving for HOT CHOCOLATE! hahaha.bought medium hot chocolate.DAMN DAMN NICEEE :DD lolll.felt as though i was on holiday.coz the only time i drink hot chocolate is when i go on holiday and i stay at hyatt.then ill have it every morning for breakfast :D yupp.it was really nicee.was really full after that.on the way home.the gastrics came againn! omggg.haha.i have a feeling its because i had my ice cream on empty stomach the night before :X oh well.plopped on my bed and slept for 4 hrs :DD woke up feeling really tiredd.then slacked a while on com.copied mep wks.then slept liao (:
TOday :D went to school feeling damn sleepy.was so tired that i was couldnt be bothered to tie my complicated hairstyle.hands too lazy to move.haha.so juz tied it all to the left side :D lol.people say this hairstyle nicer lehhh.but i feel damn weird.coz its so loose.haha.oh well.i think ill tie it tmr as well.so freaking tired :/ haha.was smsing cheryl during physics.sat next to arasi and cheryl.haha.arasis really funnyy :DD ss was crapp.lol.was laming with srruthi! hahaha.shes damn funny.YES SRRUTHI! YOUR NAME IS HEREE :DD hahaha.was laughing like shit with her during english! I COULD BE A MALE O: hahahaha.damn funny luhh.chem prac.titration.okk luhh.i kinda keep going over.aiyo.math was siann.but grp discussions were funny! LOL.I LOVE MY GRPMATES! SRRUTHI! REBECCA! HUANYING! JIAYING! :DD yayyy.they always make me laugh :DD mep was ermm.WEIRD.brought my g6 + g7 theory bks for kelly & huiying.teacher saw them.wahhhh.ask damn alot of questions luhh.then made me show the class.then say what.ohhh.so very easy for you luh.this that.I COPIED THE ANSWERS FROM THE BOOKS.she found out.LOLL.damn funny luhh! then she made me read out all the answers :/ so diao.history was damnnn funny.hahaha.STD! LOLL.hes really lame and all luhh.always makes us laugh :DD mep is really slack.lol.chionged home.
haha.damn tired now.gonna get mock results later.hai.if fail.there goes my real exam.dont need take liao.but oh well.every piano lesson makes me happy! i hope tonights one too (: so i shall stay a happy girl! :D i need to get rid of my eye bags mann.i seriously look like a PANDA.lol.okok.shall go eat dinner :D
I WANT TO THANK PEOPLE AGAIN! hahaha.THANK YOU ALL WHO HAS MADE GRACE A HAPPY GIRL! THANK YOU ALL WHO ENCOURAGED ME! THANK YOU ALL WHO STAYED UP WITH ME! THANK YOU ALL WHO TRIED TO KEEP ME AWAKE! THANK YOU ALL WHO MADE ME LAUGH!THANK YOU ALL WHO LAMED WITH ME! LOVEYA ALL LOADS & LOADS! :DD
&&&&&& SPECIAL THANKS TO MY HOMO BF/HUNK/PIGHEAD POK/KNIGHT ---- CHERYLL! :DD hahaha.seee i so nice right XD LOL.yeahh.thanks for always cheering me up! and always laming with me and giving in to me okkk!! hahaha.most importantly.BEING THAT VERY VERY LOVEY DOVEY HOMO BF!!!! I LOVE YOUR LOLLIPOPS AND AFTER EIGHTS :DD hahahaha.okkk.this is getting so gay shittt :DDDD LOL.sorry cant go out with you todayy! you luhh.always free when im busy de! when im so free then you busyy.aiyo.lol.great job for lit pt! sorry pangseied you last night! :X haha.last but not least ... I LURRBB EUUU WORHHXXZZ :DD
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